Dejectium
not found in any
dictionary; never defined
not in periodic table; no
atomic number
embodiment of dejection
DEJECTIUM
anonymity reigns supreme here
no frills. no fancy flash. no fancy java. no fancy html.
yep. don’t
expect fancy programming or pictures. these are just
depressing writings and musings.
maybe peppered with the
occasional cynical critique of society or something.
i think i think too much.
Lamentation index
listen to the rhythm
of the falling... (18 april
2006, 0127hrs gmt +8) *new
entry*
bliss (09 march
2006, 2328hrs gmt +8)
support? (27 february 2006, 1933hrs gmt +8)
dergeboreneverlierer (09 february 2006, 0000hrs gmt +8)
questions (19 january 2006, 1206hrs gmt +8)
pain? (08 january
2006, 1343hrs gmt +8)
a
minor revision (07 january 2006, 0058hrs gmt+8)
huh (06 january 2006, 0020hrs gmt+8)
happy new year (01 january 2006,
0925hrs gmt +8)
the pleasures of the mundane (31 december 2005,
1945hrs gmt +8)
in
summation (30 december 2005, 2052hrs gmt +8)
masculinity’s failures (22 december 2005,
0047hrs gmt +8)
verkehrfarrer (19 december 2005, 1252hrs gmt +8)
brick wall (2 december 2005, 2346hrs gmt +8)
itp (14 october 2005, 0250hrs gmt +7)
the muse visits (27 september 2005, 2340hrs gmt +7)
catharsis (26 september 2005, 0238hrs gmt +7)
doubt (30 august 2005, 0817 hrs gmt
+7)
she’s perfect (19 august 2005, 0128 hrs gmt
+7)
enervated (27 june 2005, 1336 hrs gmt +7)
multiphonics (23 june 2005, 0751 hrs gmt +7)
absurdism (17 june 2005, 0119 hrs gmt +7)
earl grey and camomile (13 june 2005, 0035hrs gmt +7)
uncertainty and
its resolution (01 june 2005, 0340hrs gmt +7)
wistful nostalgia (10 may 2005, 0352 hrs gmt
+7)
too many questions, too few answers (09 may 2005, 0153 hrs gmt +7)
extracts from passages (03 may 2005, 0305 hrs gmt
+7)
a
treatise on the undergraduate study of literature (07 april
2005, 0022 hrs gmt +8)
an
announcement, and entries while on travels (dec 2004
– jan 2005)
timelessness (30 october 2004, first at
0115, second at 0145 hrs gmt, but 90 minutes apart
only)
heaven knows (29 october 2004, 0038
hrs gmt)
mid-autumn festival blues (29 september
2004, 1526hrs gmt)
thanks but no thanks
(8 august 2004, 0000hrs gmt +8)
open letter of protest (2 august 2004, 0016 hrs gmt +8)
friends are all having problems (29 july
2004, 0331 hrs gmt +8)
ambivalent (17 april 2004, 0137 hrs gmt +8)
monologue (19 march 2004, 0022 hrs gmt
+8)
tired again, 2004 (15 march 2004, 2301 hrs gmt
+8)
first entry of 2004 (27 january 2004,
2202 hrs gmt +8)
ARCHIVES
Entries from long ago
= Year 2003 =
last day of 2003 (31 december 2003, 1607 hrs gmt +8)
spaced out and drained (22 december
2003, 0105 hrs gmt+8)
the angst continues (18 november 2003, 0157 hrs gmt +8) the tantrum
extended
enough (17 november 2003, 0129 hrs gmt +8) dejectium’s tantrum
scar (12 november 2003, 2323 hrs gmt +8)
late revelations (28 october 2003,
0320 hrs gmt +8)
the first of october (01 october
2003, 0236 hrs gmt +8)
contrast (10 september 2003, 0244 hrs gmt +8) a critique
the struggle (1 september 2003, 1232 hrs gmt +8) a fictional
essay
tired (25 august 2003, 0049 hrs gmt
+8)
wonderful friends
(23 august 2003, 0254 hrs gmt +8)
jfta – and aftermath (20 august 2003, 2247 hrs gmt +8)
the end (11
august 2003, 0336 hrs gmt +8) a depressive fictional tale
the most memorable
day of my life (09 august 2003, 0225 hrs gmt +8)
barely surviving
(05 august 2003, 0131 hrs gmt +8) edited
finally an
update, after almost a month (03 august 2003, 2229 hrs gmt
+8)
first day of work
(14 july 2003, 2320 hrs gmt
+8)
ghosts of
yesteryear, banished (12 july 2003, 0055 hrs gmt +8)
yearning
revisited (30 june 2003, 0157 hrs gmt
+8)
saturday night (23 june 2003, 0223 hrs gmt +8)
poor no longer
(20 june 2003, 2343 hrs gmt
+8)
airport writings
(18 june 2003, 0144 hrs gmt
+8)
it’s been more
than a month (15 june 2003, 0231 hrs gmt +8)
a short story,
copied (13 june 2003, 1805 hrs gmt
+8)
confusing
matters, resolved (12 june 2003, 0206 hrs gmt +8)
sixth anniversary
(11 june 2003, 1530 hrs gmt
+8)
mundane matters
(08 june 2003, 2301 hrs gmt
+8)
superb
saxophonist (06 june 2003, 2230 hrs gmt +8)
analysis of
musical, and writer’s block! (05 june
2003, 0129 hrs gmt +8)
tribute to warcraft =p (04 june 2003, 1450
hrs gmt +8)
suspension of
disbelief (30 may 2003, 2327 hrs gmt +8)
all is fine (29
may 2003, 0539 hrs gmt +8)
understanding (28
may 2003, 0403 hrs gmt +8)
meeting online
(25 may 2003, 0047 hrs gmt +8)
nostalgia (20 may
2003, 1945 hrs gmt +8)
lyrics – If (20
may 2003, 0116 hrs gmt +8)
a nightmare (20
may 2003, 0025 hrs gmt +8)
kudos to dad, and a few other short notes (19 may 2003, 0154
hrs gmt +8)
a neighbourhood
symphony (16 may 2003, 0155 hrs gmt +8) a short story
user is online (15 may 2003, 0356 hrs gmt
+8)
the wounded beast – with a touch of the Bard (14 may 2003, 0453 hrs gmt +8) first try at
poetry
life’s objectives (13 may 2003, 0248 hrs gmt
+8)
I’m alright already. and happy.
(07 may 2003, 0056 hrs gmt
+8)
defiant confidence (06 may 2003, 1239 hrs gmt
+8)
drunken state of affairs (06 may 2003, 0510 hrs gmt +8)
the night the rain fell, so did the curtains (06 may 2003, 0112 hrs gmt +8)
down (05 may 2003, 2338 hrs gmt +8)
cycling through the rain (05 may 2003, 2215 hrs gmt +8)
regression (05 may 2003, 0102 hrs gmt +8) a new side
fictional story by dejectium
one week’s worth of entries (19 april 2003, 2003
hrs gmt +8)
sonata of a jog (15 april 2003, 2152
hrs gmt +8)
one light year (14 april 2003, 2323 hrs gmt +8)
happy birthday, baby (11 april 2003,
0243 hrs gmt +8)
requiem for the dead (05 april 2003,
0041 hrs gmt +8)
untitled – chapter 1 (31 march 2003, 1530 hrs gmt
+8) a
first fictional story by dejectium
looking too much into the mirror (31 march 2003, 1408 hrs gmt +8)
sucker for pain. and a distanced friend
(22 march 2003, 1245 gmt +8)
stark realisation (16 march 2003, 0235 hrs gmt
+8)
tribute to the indomitable (16 march 2003, 0219 hrs gmt +8) “a fictional tale”
finally an update (12 march 2003, 1547 hrs gmt
+8)
no
answer (01 march 2003, 0218 hrs gmt +8)
normalcy (21 february 2003, 2258 hrs gmt +8)
self-destruction (14 february 2003, 1505 hrs gmt +8)
k“194”kk
(12 february 2003, 0005 hrs gmt
+8)
song from a secret garden (07 february
2003, 2251 hrs gmt +8)
a
bag of blood (07 february 2003, 1041 hrs gmt +8)
things I wanna tell her (03 february 2003, 0118 hrs gmt +8)
night jog (23 january 2003, 0241 hrs gmt +8)
neutrality (21 january 2003, 1440 hrs gmt +8)
I miss the greens – the beauty of the service (17 january 2003, 1025 hrs gmt +8)
tribute (17 january 2003, 0153 hrs gmt +8)
giving up (13 january 2003, 1300 hrs gmt +8)
things aren’t really looking up (12 january
2003, 0000 hrs gmt +8)
things looking up (11 january 2003,
0048 hrs gmt +8)
monday (07 january 2003, 0956 hrs gmt +8)
first entry of 2003 (02 january 2003,
0346 hrs gmt +8)
= Year 2002 =
tekong on thursday (10 january 2002, 1517 hrs gmt +8)
jcc (30 january 2002, 0948 hrs gmt +8)
breakfast at siglap (19 march 2002, 1039
hrs gmt +8)
the healer (20 march 2002, 1203 hrs gmt +8)
back (17 august 2002, 1236 hrs gmt
+8)
locked out (29 august 2002, 1134 hrs gmt
+8)
cursed (16 september 2002, 1208 hrs gmt +8)
=Year 2001 =
not needed (17 january 2001 1357 hrs gmt +8)
stupidity
(21 january 2001 2328 hrs gmt
+8)
for huimin
(19 february 2001 0107 hrs gmt
+8)
gone – all gone (09 september 2001
0550 hrs gmt +8)
love, me (17 september 2001 1210 hrs
gmt +8)
for grace (17 september 2001 1230 hrs gmt +8)
respect? (23 september
2001 1417 hrs gmt +8)
out (24 september 2001 0815 hrs gmt +8)
she doesn’t know (30 september 2001 1228 hrs gmt +8)
another entry from camp (17 october
2001 2024 hrs gmt +8)
depression (19 october 2001, 2305 hrs gmt +8)
more (21 october 2001, 0331 hrs gmt +8)
still can’t forget (12 november 2001,
1020 hrs gmt +8)
not as strong (18 november 2001, 1716 hrs gmt +8)
3 week break (25 november
2001, 2334 hrs gmt +8)
Taiwan (06 december
2001, 1205 hrs gmt +8)
finale (10 december 2001, 1636 hrs gmt +8)
cold (24 december 2001, 0126 hrs gmt +8)
= Year 2000 =
purpose (07 july 2000 0152 hrs gmt +8)
people (11 july
2000 0740 hrs gmt +8)
yearning (13 july
2000 2249 hrs gmt +8)
lighthearted? (15 july 2000 2207 hrs gmt +8)
realisation (18 july
2000 2224 hrs gmt +8)
sajc concert (21 july
2000 2046 hrs gmt +8)
sick (26 july
2000 1310 hrs gmt +8)
hangover? (27 july 2000 1327 hrs gmt +8)
hurt (28 july
2000 1401 hrs gmt +8)
Established
Dejectium
out.