respect perhaps?
felt a bit crazy today…was thinking, since I’ve
already gotten my no. 1 uniform, might as well take a photo with it on. trying
to look 
proud
and officer-ish.
blue and yellow… the colour of royalty. one
bad thing is I’ve blown my anonymity. so I think I won’t leave this picture on
for long. spoils the dejected and depressed image of the site.
no matter how much respect I can achieve,
depression still stays.
perhaps nothing would be able to change it.
dejectium out
23 sept 2001
1617 hrs GMT +8