The Healer
You are a rare individual. Idealistic almost to a fault, the
Healer is known for his or her selfless and caring nature. Oftentimes a quiet
sort, you have a hidden passion for life that no one else can understand. You
want to -- and you can -- make such a difference in this world. The question
you often find yourself asking is, "Why can't other people see this side
of me?" Unfortunately, that's just your nature. Lots of people (who you
may resent) go out seeking attention, but you'd rather have it come to you.
That doesn't always happen because its just not a perfect world.
People who don't know you might first think "boring"
when speaking with you. You know better, though -- even if you are tempted to
believe them at times. To those that know better, you can be an incredibly
special friend. Seek out these kinds of people and you'll find life to be much
richer -- let the others miss out on the hidden treasure that is you.
Throughout your life, you may face an awkward internal fight
between good and bad. Your desire to do right is balanced by an
equally-powerful need to avoid wrong. Everyone makes bad decisions -- that's
just a part of life. But when you do something you know is wrong, that stupid
conscience of yours makes you feel terrible. Oh, the horrors of being a Healer.
Possible Careers: Social Worker, College Professor
that’s what
swirve.com told me after I took a certain personality test. don’t know how true
it is, but it sure sounds nice. especially at the career part. somehow true.
met her
yesterday when visiting zhiwei at the hospital. the few of us went for dinner
after that, somewhere near. sure felt bad, awkward. don’t know how to describe
that feeling. she’s still the same. the same face, same characteristics, same idiosyncrasies,
same person. and therefore I still feel the same.
but she’s
attached.
that’s the
difference. therefore I can’t do the same anymore. have to keep my distance. remain
friends yet not too friendly. difficult thing to do. very difficult.
heh. think I did
it quite well though.
well, at least
I’m happy that I was able to see her, even just for a few hours.
urrgh, that sounded
fanatic. but I’ll still say the same if I see her again today.
impossible.
1203 hrs GMT +8
20 mar 2002