still can’t
forget
it’s been more than four months. she’s been happily attached and in love for the past four months and more. and I’ve remained broken hearted for the past four months and more.
much as I’ve been trying hard to, I can’t seem
to forget her. memories built up over four years… can’t be easily forgotten. I can
still remember each and every conversation we had, the times we’d gone out, the
band practices we’ve had together. the joy we shared, the times she cried over
the phone, the times she shared her troubles, making me feel as if I had
to protect her, had to share her pain… the tuition sessions since sec 3
& 4…
all the things I’ve done to try and forget.
cancel my pager, remove the decoration she gave me on my handphone, try to
phase her out of my mind. I don’t know whether that’s drastic or not, but I still
can’t forget. even if I haven’t talked to her for more than two weeks.
people say that time will help, that time will
heal, but it still hasn’t. not at all. not even diminished.
the sorrow still burns as strongly as it did
the first day.
dejectium out
12 nov 2001
1020 hrs GMT
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