this is a tribute.
to all who’ve been behind me, and all who’ve been trying
to clear a path in my mind.
jianye: dunno
if you’ll read this, but just wanna thank you for
that talk that somehow inspired me lots. somehow I draw
strength from what you said. no, I won’t like suddenly
pop her a question or something like that, but I’ll just maintain my current
relationship with her. which I don’t really know what
the hell is going on, but I dare say I’m ok with it, no matter how confused I am.
at least we’re still able to talk and meet and such etcetc… but I got some advice for you on the other hand…
don’t treat it like a cold-unfeeling-meticulous plan. it’s
the spontaneity, the sincerity that really decides what’s gonna
happen. think you know what I mean rite? just wanna say thanks again for
all the strength you’ve unknowingly bestowed upon me. heh. too dramatic word –
bestowed.
grace: thanks a lot too. felt much
better after reading what you wrote. and you took time
from your own troubles to find the strength to encourage me. there’s
nothing more precious than that on earth. a soulmate. an angel. that someone three years younger than me behaves like an
angel to me, and is able to give sober advice at times of need speaks volumes
about your maturity – beyond your age. no, I’m not
saying you’re old =) hope you settle your problems real soon, and get on with
life. the flowers are gonna
smell sweeter, the stars brighter, and the road wider in the coming days without
him. no matter how much you deny it, you know deep
down inside that you’re attractive – both outside and inside. treasure yourself. that’s what you
are too – a treasure. =)
zhiwei: I think
you probably can’t read this cos you have problems
with your browser you stupid moron. haha…
ok I take that back. this is supposed to be a tribute.
thanks for all the times you have shown me the other
side. the not-so-optimistic side. you
might think you’re dampening my spirit, but I really appreciate that cos it doesn’t let me soar too high before falling with a
huge crash (yeah, thanks to the huge body mass you’d say =). though
people can say that it doesn’t make a difference whether you fall from 20
storeys or 70 storeys – you still die. but I do
believe those 50 storeys’ less fall would help. a lot.
hope your concerto goes really well, and may you stay
happy forever. =)
anyone else: can’t
really think of anyone else who’s been able to dig deep into me… perhaps yihua if you’re reading this? thanks
for all your encouraging comments… I really hope what you said was true. but that possibility somehow diminishes with the passage of
time.
yep. gonna
end here. thanx again.
dejectium out
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