didn’t have my laptop with me (cos I wanted to study without distraction), so I had to write this entry on foolscap and transfer it once I had hold of my laptop.

 

had a blissful past week. realised I’m happily in love. haha… don’t construe that as I’m attached or what. it’s just my side, not hers. though I’m starting to feel she’s happy (or at least not pissed) with my presence.

 

been smelling quite a bit of white musk lately. gave it to her for valentines’, and she endeavoured to use it.. and so it ends up that I become more and more smitten with her. haha absolute dhimbo (read: dim+him+bo-looks) à you first read this word here.

 

seen her three times since v-day, the first during lab. man it’s my best lab experience ever. haha. then went for lunch and stoned for some time with a mutual friend, then I proceeded to get wet performing in the rain at some stupid gig. monday was a mundane affair. just some normal lessons where I solicited slaps whenever I began to doze off.

 

then had major tests coming up on thursday and saturday, so went to school to study on wednesday first with my study group, then after they left, with her and her friend (now my friend too. heh.) went home with her to get some stuff from her home. another long meeting with her thus, with more white musk pervading my senses.

 

tests were a drab. think I’d do badly. don’t know. shall just wait and see. wanted to ask her out for a simple dinner near her place tomorrow, but when she called just now, turns out that she was on the car back to malaysia. chatted a short while, anyway we’re gonna meet again on monday, so no worries.

 

suddenly realised I’m revealing way too much about the two of us here, but since this site’s seldom visited, and we’re all anonymous, guess I’m not bothered too much.

 

but I think I am. think I’m not gonna write too much if we continue to progress or something. eat your hearts out. anyway I ramble here just for the sake of rambling somewhere, since I somehow don’t feel like telling anyone face to face about these stuff.

 

in the midst of studying for yet another exam tomorrow. guess I’ll have to go back to it. looking forward to continuing this great sense of normalcy I’m feeling this week (except the tests!). to whoever reads this, take care!

 

dejectium out

21 february 2003

2258 hrs gmt +8

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