hi.

decided on a light-hearted entry today.

cos it's the end of things.

no more tiredness, no more cracked, parched lips. no more one-and-a-half hour trips. no more hectic weekends.

no more crazed blasting, no more disgusting cracking. of sounds i mean.

only recognised music, from radio stations, from superb compact discs.

most importantly, no more dirty jazz.

no more saxophonists trying to blast our ears off, creating dins that "make a devil sick of sin", creating a travesty of pure sacred music.

a big yeah!

what's going to happen isn't exactly uplifting, but it still sounds like a refreshing change…

study.

and study.

and study.

and study.

for the a levels, for my future, for my family's future.

i'll need to try for a scholarship as far as possible (i'm not exactly rich) with 3 a level subjects. you tell me what scholarships there are. and i wanna teach.

i'm gonna aim high today. i want my name on the college yearbook. 5 distinctions. that's what i'm gonna get. nothing should get in my way. nothing.

heh. except play maybe? =)

no more bands for the moment.

just study.

and study.

and study.

ooops… this was supposed to be light-hearted. then again, isn't it? isn't it, when compared to my other writings?

yeah.

study.

15 july 2000 2207 hrs gmt +8