Series
Some of these are unfinished and will be marked by an asterix. "*"I encourage you to read some in a different pairing than you normally do. I have had some people say that they have discovered new facets in people that they had previously discounted (i.e. some people said they started to like Bobby and Jay after reading my stories, I do not pretend to even take the credit for that)
Save Me=Jay/Paige My first slash, probably one of my more personal ones. Jay tries to get off of anti-depressants and Paige can't cope.
1, 2,3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12,13, Epilogue
The Snow Queen=Jay/Ryan, Jay/Paige Jay finds something mysterious out in the snow that changes life as he knows it.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, Epilogue
Aureole of the Soul=Jay/Paige, Ryan/Amir(though you get to see very little) Medieval alternate universe type thing, Paige is a serf on Ryan's manor, things proceed from then on.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24
Blurred in Mind and Body=Jay/Bobby, Paige/Amir/Ryan, Bobby feels left out, Jay does as well...cutting and self-injury play a big role in this.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40, 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50 and Alternate Chapter 14
Deceived "*"= pairings unclearly defined. Jay has a fever and finds someone out wandering in the streets. I don't know if I'll ever be able to finish this one.
1,2,3, 4, 5, 6, 7, and Alternate Chapter 7 sketch
Silent Angel=Jay/Bobby Inspired by the movie The Virgin Suicides though you don't have to have read the novel or seen the movie to understand. Jay is obsessed with the boy across the street.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,7
Unendlichkeitssehnsucht=Jay/Ryan, Jay/Ryan/Bobby I wrote this as a gift for someone else...it didn't turn out exactly how I hoped, but I'm willing to put it up since others like it.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17
Nothing's Ever All Right "*"=Jay/Paige (My friend calls it "Amir Sick Story") A little outing type thing goes wrong.
1
The Curse of the Prison Striped Shirt "*"= Marilyn Manson/Jay Inspired by two pics I found of Jay and Mr. Manson wearing the same style of shirt. It's basically just a gag story.
1, 2, 3
Find Me "*"=Bobby/Jay Abuse and stuff like that, Jay's staying over at Ryan and Bobby's house after a vicious attack. What he finds there may surprise him...though not that much.
1, 2, 3, 4
Frozen "*"=Bobby/Jay(eventually) Jay's seen something that he shouldn't have, now he's suffering the consequences.
1
Health and Theory "*"=Elijah/Jay, Elijah/Renn (eventually) Elijah's trying to get off heroin, and Jay meets him at an inopportune time.
Fake It=Bobby/Jay Jay's not happy about not being all that famous anymore and has a plan for getting attention again.
1, 2
Standalones
Solitude=Jay/Paige Birthday present for Jay. Basically a character study.Desideratum=Jay/Bobby Smut in the snow.
Metal=Jay/Ryan Something weird for you guys to think about.
You Walk Away=Jay/Ryan Jay meets someone he thought he'd never see again
Apathy Chic=Jay/Bobby A night of regrets leads to unwelcome conclusions.
The Lost Art of Keeping a Secret=Jay/Bobby Random PWP around time of new album release. Some posturing about why Bobby left.
