14. “Fall”“Are you sure?” I asked for the third time. He nodded, biting down on his lip.
“Will you just do it?” He was lying on the bathroom floor, legs spread, his pants down. I sat in between his legs, hovering with the razorblade. I didn’t know if I could do it. “Please Bobby, just start!” I touched the metal to his skin and he quivered, pressed down harder until blood started to flow.
“How deep do you think it should be?” Tried to ignore the fact that the blood was spilling down lower, towards regions that I longed to suck.
“Deep enough that he’ll be able to see it.” I nodded grimly, continuing to construct the design. Worked in silence, because if I started to talk I might jiggle the razor and it would go lower. He had fisted his hands into his shirt and was desperately trying to keep from making noises. I finished and licked up the excess blood. His cock stirred, but he pushed me away. “Not now, it has to bleed and then scab over.” He sat up and examined it, smiling at the workmanship. “Perfect. Now you.”
I shook my head. “No...Isn’t it enough that you have it there? I don’t need one too!” I protested, but he was already pushing me onto my stomach and pulling down my pants and boxers.
“It only works if we both have it. Tell me when you’re ready.” It was only by thinking about Jay and what we could do once we had finished this that I was able to stop thinking about the fact that he was going to cut me, and deeply.
“Please, just do it.” The pain, a thousand times better than scissors, perhaps more like a sustained paper cut, it was fire on my thighs, and the blood flowed so much better than on my arm. I tried to move into the razor but he held me down. “Jay...” I whined. He didn’t reply, he just kept up, copying the design from his groin region to my thigh. Then liquid warmth covered the flames and I arced into it. The bumps on his tongue stimulated the abused and opened regions. If he would only fuck me... But he was pulling my pants up and making me look presentable.
“Later.”
We had found out that Ryan and Amir were going off for some meeting or something...presumably to talk about their solo album. Paige didn’t want to go, because he had a tendency to fall asleep during important meetings. So, seeing as Jay still had the keys to the house, we snuck in and fixed up his old room. Then all we had to do was get Paige to come in.“Just lay there!” he hissed, arranging the sheets around me artistically. I sighed and complied. If everything worked out, this would be relatively painless.
There was a knock on the door. “Jay? Do you need something? I didn’t know you were coming over today.” Paige called, trying the handle. Jay opened it smoothly and Paige walked to his doom. He was instantly confronted with the fact that there wasn’t a whole lot of light to go around, and so everything seemed to be floating in the sea of blue fabric that we had placed everywhere. What light there was gave everything a deep blue cast, turning the world into a cerulean marvel. Paige stared at it all open-mouthed. Then there was the click as Jay locked the door and put the key underneath a large pillow. Paige turned and tried the door-knob. “No Jay! I already told you that I can’t cheat on Ryan or Amir!” he yelled.Jay smoothly pulled his hands away from the door and licked at Paige’s neck. “I never said that they had to know about it. And I suppose if you want to leave, you can...but Bobby and I worked ever so hard to set all this up.” At the mention of my name, Paige’s eyes went to the bed. Again, his jaw dropped.
I was lying naked on my side, a sheet covering the most arousing areas, but revealing the spot where Jay had cut. As Paige continued to stare at me, I slowly raised my head and licked my lips. He shuddered and Jay caught him smoothly. “Y...you both want me?” he asked, as if it was so hard to believe. Well, in truth, I didn’t want any part of him, but he didn’t have to know that.
“Paige...stop fighting it.” I purred, moving a bit so that he could get just a glimpse. Jay was intently sucking on three of Paige’s fingers. Paige continued to stare at me and stayed almost completely immobile.
“But...I thought you two...were together?” Paige tried to rationalize things. Jay smirked and stuck his hand into Paige’s pants. A groan and then Paige sank to his knees on the floor.
“Maybe we are.” I perked up, did he really think that? He rubbed his arousal against Paige’s knee. “But maybe we wanted you to have some fun too.” Paige turned and grabbed Jay’s head, pulling him into a tormented kiss, at the same time fumbling with his own shirt and trying to strip. I crawled forward and started to suck at Paige’s neck, biting tenderly at the skin there and leaving small bruises. Jay moved away from Paige and so did I. Paige moaned in loss. “We’ve got something to show you.” Jay whispered, licking at Paige’s nose.
“Let me get ready then.” Paige continued to undress, his face turning an interesting shade of red....well, maybe it was more of a blue. Jay smiled to himself as more of Paige’s skin was revealed. I tried to keep my mind open, this wasn’t Amir after all, and I did sort of occasionally think about Paige like that. But still, it was Paige. Then he was naked and Jay was the only one of us with anything still on. He half-closed his eyes and lowered the zipper to his pants, the only thing he was wearing.
The design was revealed and Paige moaned even louder, his hand going right to his cock. For what we had each carved into our flesh was a single five letter word. Paige.
I moved forward and seized Jay for a fierce kiss, tongues stabbing together, giving Paige a decent look at what was on my thigh. The same word, stark against white skin. Heard him groan again, then heard him coming up beside us, felt his teeth begin to gnaw on my flesh. Jay turned towards a small table and captured the glass there. “Paige, could you just drink this?” he asked, eyes wide and innocent.
Paige smiled and gulped it down, perhaps thinking that it was a nice alcoholic beverage, or some sort of aphrodisiac. He threw the glass on the floor and pounced on Jay again, desperately rubbing erections together. I just watched and waited. Watched as Paige started to wiggle in a finger into Jay, watched as Jay moaned into Paige’s mouth and begged for more, watched as Paige’s eyes slid closed and he yawned, pulling back. Jay slowly shifted so that Paige was on the bottom and just settled for kissing him gently, waiting until Paige’s eyes slid completely closed and he started to snore. Then Jay sat up and turned to me.
“Is he really asleep?” I asked. He nodded.
“Fast asleep.” A small smirk. “Hopefully that’ll keep him out until morning.” I smiled indulgently.
“You could still take advantage of him.” He shook his head and came closer, then started to lick at Paige’s name. I shivered.
“I could,” he began, looking at Paige’s prone form. His eyes returned to me. “But I think I’d rather finish what you wanted to do earlier.” Before I could do or say anything, he was on top of me and devouring my nipples, his right hand teasing my cock gently. All I could do was groan and try to hold onto him with my legs. He wouldn’t have any of that and he just hovered above me, smiling to himself as he stared at me.
“Would you just do something?” I choked out. Then I had to stifle a shriek as he slowly worked in one finger, then two. It felt so weird to have something in me, and then....FUCK! Supreme pleasure seemed to be located at the tips of his fingers. Groaned, panted, desperately clinging to his back, asking him to keep it up, to add more fingers, to do something more than just thrust against my prostate with those two points of pleasure. He leaned in and smashed his lips down against mine, gently biting at them in his lust. His fingers left my insides and I moaned, my hand leaving his back and going down to try and grab one of his. He easily avoided me and spread my legs more. I just wanted him in me, fuck all the rest of it.
Felt the tip of his cock enter me slowly, then shuddered as he slowly pushed the rest in. My hand went from the bed to his back, and I raked my nails over his flesh as he started to thrust. Pressure seemed to be building up to unmanageable levels...and he wasn’t even touching my cock, which was starting to hurt worse than any cut. His hand crept down and started to pull me off, I twitched in spasms of ecstasy, I wanted to come so badly. The blue was getting to me, I imagined that I was underwater and this was all just some mermaid fantasy and I was going to die. My eyes rolled back into my head and I came, shooting white that turned blue in the light. Jay groaned and bit down on my shoulder, I felt him come inside me, but I didn’t feel like moving ever again.
“Come on, we have to get Paige into the bed.” he whispered after we had laid there for a few minutes breathing hard. I helped him get Paige into the bed, then got the handcuffs out of my jacket pocket and locked Paige’s hands to mine and Jay’s, then to the bedposts. Curled up next to Paige and let sleep carry me off. Not without wondering why Jay had changed his mind. He had said that he had only wanted to fuck Paige, no one else. And yet, when he got the opportunity, he went for me instead. It seemed to be unbelievable that he would ever pick me over Paige, and yet he had. Could he possibly like me more?