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| Random thoughts and daily life some entries have been taken from various diaries of mine |
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| 2003-11-06 - plain and simple 2003-10-21 - ever 2003-09-14 - pretending 2003-08-23 - care bear, gay bear 2003-07-02 - oh joy oh bliss 2003-06-20 - I'm suffocating 2003-06-13 - i miss my gurl 2003-05-26 - i wanna go home 2003-05-21 - where is the simplicity? 2003-05-17 - sweet voice, sad tears 2003-05-09 - I'm a girl 2003-04-26 - not soon enough 2003-04-23 - my best friend 2003-04-20 - it's like the energizer bunny 2003-04-20 - this is indecisive me 2003-04-16 - Pros. and Cons. of what to do 2003-04-14 - melt-my-heart eyes 2003-04-10 - lesbian and in love, nothin' better 2003-04-04 - fluffy clouds and butterfly wings 2003-03-16 - Concrete Angel 2003-03-14 - sick of myself 2003-03-05 - gay pride vs. straight pride 2003-02-14 - sex and being yourself 2003-02-07 - not a day 2003-01-06 - a new day has come 2002-12-18 - she's there, i'm here, but our hearts have never been closer 2002-12-17 - we need to open people's minds and make them really see 2002-12-14 - I am the biggest idiot ever 2002-10-26 - Should I come out through a letter? 2002-10-18 - Not enough words 2002-10-01 - ask me how i am...fine...ok...not bad...i can never quite tell you 2002-09-28 - just close your eyes 2002-09-21 - Trip down memory lane and highway 97 2002-09-13 - I'm having mood swings I think 2002-09-03 - little razor sharp claws hook into my flesh 2002-08-30 - how can it hurt this much? 2002-08-17 - Fantasies aren't always good 2002-08-16 - Love makes a mockery of marriage?? 2002-08-15 - News Flash: I'm not a three horned, eight legged, mummified cretin... 2002-08-14 - Gay and Damn Proud 2002-08-04 - FIFTEEN 2002-07-27 - I'm tired of today, I want tomorrow 2002-07-12 - two parts jealousy, one part frustration, and a mosquito 2002-07-11 - a little fantasy to get me through 2002-07-04 - I hate feeling this way 2002-06-30 - I'm gonna miss her so much 2002-06-24 - FOURTEEN 2002-06-23 - I'm coming out to my mom tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2002-06-22 - Crossroads to what I want 2002-06-20 - THIRTEEN 2002-06-18 - it all just came rushing at me, that's all 2002-06-15 - I want her with me now 2002-06-13 - how did we become so dependent on little pieces of paper and metal? 2002-06-12 - intimidations, self esteem, self conscious 2002-06-11 - In loving memory of Jazzmine Kate 2002-06-08 - Waiting is the worst 2002-06-07 - She has to pull through 2002-06-06 - Forever is my love 2002-06-06 - three months 2002-06-05 - TWELVE 2002-06-04 - I'll try to be reasonable and not want for today what is impossible so soon 2002-06-02 - me lesbian, she lesbian, me girl, she girl, me love girl, girl loves me 2002-05-31 - I'm looking forward to a wedding, yikes! 2002-05-21 - These wings were made for flying...do they come with a guarantee? 2002-05-19 - A silent good-bye to all that's past 2002-05-12 - TEN, ELEVEN 2002-05-11 - !!Australia here I come!! 2002-05-10 - mirror, mirror on the wall 2002-05-06 - two months 2002-05-02 - I should be sleeping not sitting here talking about procrastinating and my wonderful, awesome, sweet and loving gurl...but that's more fun than sleep 2002-04-26 - how can I be brave for just being me? 2002-04-20 - SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE 2002-04-18 - FIVE, SIX 2002-04-17 - FINITO FINI FINISHED 2002-04-16 - paranoid? or perceptive? 2002-04-15 - stuff, stuff and more stuff 2002-04-14 - Welcome to my closet confessional 2002-04-08 - Be, just be. 2002-04-06 - Communication between us is more important 2002-04-03 - told her anonymously 2002-03-24 - What do you think about online relationships? 2002-03-22 - FOUR 2002-03-20 - Four weeks till the monster attacks 2002-03-15 - THREE 2002-03-14 - can't take my own advice; giddy as a schoolgirl 2002-03-10 - Mom proofing the room 2002-03-09 - The best day of my life 2002-03-07 - For once I was one of the talkers 2002-03-03 - A night out 2002-03-01 - chickened out 2002-02-28 - firsts freak me out 2002-02-27 - Water covered in rose petals 2002-02-22 - Untitled...in many ways 2002-02-21 - we worry what others will think about us, but do they really think anything? 2002-02-20 - shhhhh 2002-02-19 - troubled soul 2002-02-17 - Another day 2002-02-16 - Depression 2002-02-14 - Love stuff 2002-02-08 - love is too universal to be judged 2002-02-06 - love is innocent not sinful 2002-02-05 - Lonely Nights 2002-02-03 - there is no sin to love, no meaning to numbers, and no control over our hearts 2002-02-02 - Split Personality 2002-01-31 - Procrastinating 2002-01-30 - Deep blue eyes and pouty lips 2002-01-27 - How far? 2002-01-26 - Silence 2002-01-25 - Easier said than done 2002-01-24 - I don't care anymore 2002-01-23 - Which is worse? 2002-01-22 - I HATE CATEGORIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2002-01-21 - I have wings but I can't fly 2002-01-20 - I wasn't the first to know I was a lesbian 2002-01-19 - If I fuck Will then he'll leave me 2002-01-16 - I'm the one to look away; 'I'm gay. What's new with you?' 2002-01-15 - Just checking my gaydar 2002-01-10 - I hate public speaking 2002-01-09 - Nude photography; There is no such thing as normal 2002-01-08 - Life is too short to waste on sleeping 2002-01-04 - TWO 2002-01-04 - maybe tonight 2002-01-03 - I can find an excuse for not doing it everytime 2002-01-02 - I can't REALLY be related to these people 2002-01-01 - a few accomplishments from the year 2001-12-31 - how'm I gonna do it? 2001-12-29 - She knows this is who I am...or should 2001-12-28 - lost opportunities 2001-12-27 - Laughter and light heartedness is key 2001-12-26 - Accept me if not my sexuality 2001-12-25 - Families know just what to say...to ruin everything! 2001-12-24 - Love is such a crazy thing 2001-12-23 - ONE 2001-02-19 - Why was I blessed with so many questions? |