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2002-01-09 - 12:25 a.m.
Nude photography
Looking at the works of photographers today has renewed my desire to be a photographer. I should check if the university has any photo course that I could take next year. I'm especially interested in nude photography, not in a porn way but to show the beauty of the human form, mainly female done in black and white, tasteful and unlike anything that has been done before. I want to have my own darkroom so I can develop and print my work. I really enjoyed doing that in class in grade 12. I don't think it would take too much to be able to do it again. I have the papers somewhere with the info I just need a room and all the equipment. I need to get a good job so I can pay for all my high asperations. Off to bed I go.
2002-01-09 - 11:38 p.m.
There is no such thing as normal
This is a strange house I live in and we are strange college students. You'd think five girls living together, no parents in this town, college students we would be out having fun, but usually this place is totally silent by nine or ten. I can see where they might not want to go out when they have an early class in the morning but to already be in bed by 9:30 or 10:00, it just strikes me as abnormal college student behavior. But then what is normal? I think that word should be striked from our vocabulary. It is just another word used for judging people and catagorizing us. There are too many words like that which are used far too often. Why must we catagorize people? Why must we all have a title to fit under and if we don't fit then we don't belong.

Even I just catagorized us by saying our actions weren't that of
normal college students. It should be to each their own and screw normalacy. We are all individuals, we are born alone, we die alone. Why must we be placed in catagories while we live, even before birth we are catagorized - boy/girl - after death by the way we die and what age. Is it just societies way of controlling our individual lives, not allowing us to just be, but instead telling us we must BE something? I ramble, but I believe catagorizing is the downfall of humanity.
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