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2002-01-08 - 11:56 p.m.
Life is too short to waste on sleeping
So first day back to class wasn't that bad. The one hour classes will go pretty quick most days and the three hour break before English was really productive. I wrote a six page outline for either a screenplay or novel...or both. I really like the idea I came up with, it just flowed and the events seemed to be predetermined. I didn't spend much time thinking what comes next, it just came. Hopefully all my breaks will be as productive either on my assignments or my personal writing. I want this semester to be different, to be my best personally not just academically.

Raj signed on MSN tonight after she had been lying in bed for a while. She said she was listening to a song that made her think life was too short to waste on sleeping. We talked about that and doing what we wanted without caring what others thought. She doesn't quite see it like that because of how she was raised, she's not the kind of person to really rebel against what she was taught. I said neither am I but I'm trying. She didn't know I was talking about being les, but I was. I wasn't raised hearing it was wrong, in fact, I don't think I heard much about it at all. But I am trying to do things without caring how others will feel about it as long as it makes me happy. That's why I want to come out this year. I'm ready but is everyone else? I want to tell Raj soon. I think she will accept it, maybe not as well as Melissa did but I think it'll be fine.

Class ended at five today and I saw Raj at 3:30 when she was done. She offered to wait for me to get out of class even though Mel and Sanita were done at the same time. It was really nice of her to wait so long
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