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| 2002-03-14 - 12:09 a.m. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| can't take my own advice | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Carleen told me today that her a Bill are moving in together in May. She was wondering what I thought mom would think about it. I think she'll take it alright, but she thinks it's too fast. But like I told Carleen numbers don't matter when you are happy. I gave her some advice on how to tell mom, the advice that I should be giving myself and have tried it just doesn't work for me. I can't stop myself from thinking about how to tell someone when I decide to, then I think too much and end up not saying a word. Happened on the weekend with Sanita and again today. I just need to say it but my mind takes over and I can't make myself open my mouth. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| 2002-03-14 - 11:45 p.m. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| giddy as a schoolgirl | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I feel like a giddy schoolgirl. Impish grin stretching across my face. Dancing in my seat. And if everyone else wasn't asleep and I actually could, I would be belting out the words to the song playing. You just gotta love it when your day ends with you in such a good mood, it's like one of the best feelings. I just wanna get up and dance. Run around the house. Run down the street. Roll around in the snow making snow angels. Burst out laughing. Why you might ask, well there is no one reason, I talked for maybe ten minutes to my girl today and that always puts me in a good mood, and then I read her email and that always puts me in a good mood, and I just wrote a novel length email to her and that always puts me in a good mood, and I'm listing to all these sappy and wonderful love songs and that always puts me in a good mood, so in short because I am in love, and the world is perfect, and I feel like I have found my wings and I never touch ground anymore, I don't walk I float. Hehe, I'm so giddy. What can I do, I don't want to go to bed, I don't want to do homework, but my hand is starting to hurt from writing and typing so much. My room doesnt even really need to be cleaned. Oh I'll find something, I just love feeling like this. "...send me down the river with my soul on fire / loving you makes this world seem a little bit lighter / if you love somebody / well there ain't no limit to the things you do / when you love somebody the way that I do you..." I'm gonna go, dont want to sit still any longer. It's grrrrrrrrrrreat, as Tony the Tiger would say. Chow my peeps. |
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