some entries have been taken from various diaries of mine
Sometimes more can be said between two people without a single word being spoken then if they were to speak everyword available to them. What is worse someone who doesn't talk untill they have something to say, or someone who talks constantly but never says anything? Apparently most people chose the silence to be the killer.
I went on a 12 day holiday with my mom, just the two of us and it was a lot of fun. We saw the Calgary Zoo, West Edmonton Mall, drove through Edmonton with my excellent navigational skills(score me!) saw tonnes of animals along the drive. But you know what I hear the most about that trip, how little I talked. Not more than ten words the entire time!!!!! Personally, I didn't notice how little we talked but I guess it wasn't much. But why is talking so important, talking about nothing, telling the same stories over and over, don't people get tired of hearing their own voice, of hearing anything?
I love silence, it is a great healer and a great friend. People should try it more often. Some times I do wish I talked more, for the simple reason that it would make some people happy and maybe they would know me a bit better. If people were to ask me questions they would know more about my life, but they don't ask so they don't know. There are actually a lot of questions that I wish people would ask me, because I want to answer them, but I can't just answer them on my own. I need that initial question to kick me in the ass and make me spit out the answer. I want people to know me, but it's not in me to make myself known. Perhaps I just need to find one person who will give me the courage to guide me out of my silence. Only time will tell. But time right now is telling me it is bedtime. Goodnight, don't let the bed bugs bite.