some entries have been taken from various diaries of mine
I know now Carleen will be fine with me coming out. The conversation turned to homosexuality at dinner and she said she's fine with it and she would go to a gay pride parade to support someone she knew if they came out to her. I doubt I would ever go in the parade, don't need the whole town knowing my sexuality, but I know she will be there for me when I tell her. I wanted to tonight but didn't because Bill is here. Wouldn't have been the best for timing.
Me and Melissa talked about my sexuality again and she's realized that a part of her did wonder about me. Not really whether I was gay or not but why I defended it so much when people made comments. And her mom told her I was gay. Her mom is really good with reading people. She said Hardip was bad and was she ever right, and after she met me the very first time she said I was gay and she was right. That would have been like a year before I even really started questioning myself, funny she knew my sexuality before I did. Would have been nice if she would have told me who I was. I want everyone to know, I just don't want to tell them. Can't they just find this diary or something.