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Today I paid more attention to what I do when I look at the girls that walk by me. I'm always the one to look away first, pretty much as soon as they look at me. Some I look longer though. On my way home I was thinking that if these girls are doing the same thing I am, trying to see who will maintain eye contact maybe meaning they're gay, then any that I look at and then quickly away won't know that I am and will just pass me by. After all this time I could be making everyone think that I'm not because I look away when I want them to know. What a pain this is. Why must people be catagorized, we are what we are, why put a name to it. |
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Whenever someone asks me what's new, I think about being les. That's the first thing that comes to mind. I always keep it safely away from my tongue but there is something new I just can't/haven't told them yet. I wonder what they would think if next time someone asked what was new expecting to hear that I hate class or it snowed or something like that just I said 'I'm gay. What's new with you?' It'd be great if it was that easy. Is anything ever that easy?
I'm looking forward to doing my next website, funny hey, but I was thinking that I will do it kind of lezy style, but not obviously les. I'll make up this womyn's concert and put a couple well known lesbians on the list, use rainbows and bright, happy colours. It'll be great, finally something that interests me. I wonder if anyone would notice if I used all lesbians, hmm, that might be taking it a bit too far in case someone notices and starts asking questions. I don't know if I'm ready to answer anything from the WRIT people, specially when only Mel knows. Close friends and family should know before I start doing things that make it really obvious to people I barely talk to. But it'll be fun the little ways that I'll take it. It'll be a gay day tomorrow...happy. If gay was such a bad thing why did the word originally mean happy? I'll tell you, becaues gay people are happy that's why. Cause we are living our lives and not caring what society thinks. |
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