some entries have been taken from various diaries of mine
I talked to Lisa today. I love talking to her but at the same time it is a bad idea to talk to her when I come back home. Mom could walk in at any minute and see me calling her baby gurl or her calling me princess or read our desires, any of that. I could have been caught today if Lisa had put a different name or saying to her email, Guess Who meant nothing to mom but something else and I could have been in trouble. Part of me had wished that she did write something to give it away so that I would have to explain to mom and tell her. But no it would be best coming directly from me from start to finish.
Everytime I talk to Lisa I want her more in everyway - emotional, mental, physical, spiritual. She wrote something really nice, caught me off guard and I didn't know what to say in response.
"I am your heart, and you are my soul, and within each other's heart we will walk like no other." Awwww.
The beginning of our conversation was a lot of sarcasm from me and she laughed and enjoyed it which is good, she can handle my sarcasm. She needs to be able to since I am sometimes quite sarcastic just because I like making people laugh and my sarcasm usually eventually get them laughting, maybe thinking I'm crazy at the same time but I am so that's alright. Laughter and light heartedness in a relationship is key, I think, to a long lasting bond. Can't be serious all the time but have to also know when to be serious. There is a time for everything...maybe tomorrow will be the time to tell Carleen. Hope she takes it well, I keep thinking she will so I hope I'm not wrong.