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2002-01-02 - 1:19 a.m.
I can't REALLY be related to these people
364 days left to complete two new year's resolutions, writing a screenplay and coming out. Hopefully by thursday or friday night Mel will know and maybe even Raj. I blew all my chances to tell Carleen, now she is working tomorrow and probably thursday when I go back. I can't tell her while mom is her unless I tell them together but I'm not ready for mom to know yet. Soon, hopefully.

Had another family dinner, this time at Grandma's. Went pretty well no comments that pissed me off or frustrated me, my family is just messed up. Some how they got on the topic of underwear and thongs. Carol says she doesn't wear either. Deb said guys should always wear underwear - unless in her room - and she has seen a lot of guys not wearing any. I guess you can tell because they wear tight jeans and hang to one side, never really looked to see I guess. Then they mentioned guys in jogging pants and no underwear and with Deb's finger swinging back and forth she demonstrated why the two were a bad combination.

Maybe I'm adopted. I'm crazy, I'm messed in the head, but can I REALLY be related to these people? God help me!

Two more sleeps before I go home. I thought this break would go really fast but it actually dragged by. Too much on my mind to let time go fast. Lisa, lesbian, coming out. Too much, too much.
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