There was an Alice who was really quit small. She stumbled into a work place that was the envy of all. But to Alice it was just running with every manner of creature as you can see. They were running rats, digging moles in very dark holes, clucking hens, and slithering lizards following a big slimy frog. And the frog was hopping this way and that. You never really knew where he was at.

Then she met a very big headed creature, perched on top of a wall. He thought he was an egghead, but he wasn't at all. He rumbled and bumbled and eventually took a big tumble. That was the end of his highness and other on his wall. Now we can all eat from their scramble, eggs for us all.

The Queen of the creatures was not happy at all. She lost all her tarts when the Egg man took his fall from the wall. So having a bad temper, call a court for us all. Accusing that Alice was responsible for it all. And well she was you know not totally innocent of her curiosity.

Alice hated the bugs and the worms and the lizards and snakes that invaded her space. So with one single great movement she sent them on their way. Now she is living quite happily you see. Because Alice now has a Mac and it is virtually vermin free.

Seven Ages of Man

By William Shakespeare

_________

'It's my own Invention'


The White Knight's Warning...

"I hope you've got your hair well fastened on?"

he continued, as they set off.

"Only in the usual way," Alice said, smiling.

"That is hardly enough," he said, anxiously.

"You see the wind is so very strong here.

It's as strong as soup."

Well my Funny Face Friend, it looks like you're in the saddle again. Sir William, please extend my regard to the Queen Mother. At least we still have some intelligence in left in the ruling class. There is something yet to say about ones genes and good breeding. As for the other matter, it will all be taken care of as history sees it. Be assured of that. She should be thankful that there is enough bastard blood around that isn't restricted by a CROWN and can say what she my be prohibited from!

QUE DIEU VOUS GARDE.

SINCEREMENT

Alice

Judica me, Deus, et discerne causam meam
de gente non sancta: ab homine iniquo,
et doloso erue me
.

Taking down the Mega Monoliths: The Asian Way

In order to deplete it,
- It must be thoroughly extended.
In order to weaken it,
- It must be thoroughly strengthened.
In order to reject it,
- It must be thoroughly promoted. (key)
In order to take away from it,
- It must be thoroughly endowed.
Ü

This is called Subtle Insight
-
The yielding can triumph over the inflexible;
- The weak can triumph over the strong.
Fish should never be taken from deep water;
Nor should organizations make obvious their advantages.

By the way... This goes for People too!

In America we say it in this SIMPLE WAY!

The Bigger They Are, The Harder They Fall.

This is Evil Angelica best Defacement. It would take insider knowledge to pull it off. Yet the FBI wouldn't investigates when I get things like this in my E-mail inbox! There does seem to be some kind of major cover up going on here. I was able to see a pattern in her defacements. I saved web sites. I could go from Germany to UK, to Canada, etc.... She totally wasted a Neo-Nazi web site on one occasion! I believe that 9/11 was engineered by Neo-Nazis, not Bin Ladin.

We have been able to forge voice tapes on the PC since 1992 and maybe even sooner. When the first version of AVI came out in Oct. 1992, the engineer at Microsoft were all making Bill Gates say very bad things, using their own tools. At Asymetrix they were working on editing tools also. And Adobe came out with Premier just a few years later.

Bin Laden is a scapegoat for something else. I did a profile of him after a video tape was released for Peter Neumann at the SRI. The interpretation of the tape was wrong from a linguistic's point of view. His demeaner doesn't match one of a violent man at all. He is our operative for the CIA! The tapes put out are about what he was trained to do for the CIA. They are too different from what we are now doing in Iraq. What is going on here?

Pink Panthers

Very old page . . .

Pope John Paul the Great died... I knew when the doves wouldn't fly from him he was soon to die. It was a sign. He was a beautiful man with a beautiful heart. For several weeks I've been disressed, but know he has gone to rest. Hopefully so will I soon. Sometimes the pain is unbearable. But I lived with it now 15 years...

Bnce 20

St. Joan was canonized in 1920 by Pope Benedict XV. Our New Pontif is Benedict XVI. Be a Prince of Peace and World Unity!

Ave Maria - Dedicated to Pope John Paul II in his last days

St. Joan Of Arc

Ave Maria, gratia plena,
Dominus tecum.
Benedicta tu in mulieribus,
et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus.
Sancta Maria, Mater Dei,
ora pro nobis
peccatoribus, nunc,
et in hora mortis nostrae.
Amen
ora pro nobis
peccatoribus, nunc,
et in hora mortis nostrae.
Amen.

.....

I'm really getting mad. I have threI'm lmatting to display in them the same.

This is a very twisted web.

But that is because it's a conspiracy case.

I'm attempting, as both a women with a very high math background, to explain the consequences of letting something like this go on in a world with the Internet.

Gates is an intangible asset to Microsoft and MSFT shareholders, including the employees. As such his name has asset value to the company. This is both an accounting and legal issue.

Intangible Assets: those assets which have no physical substance but have future economic benefits based on rights or benefits accruing to the assets' owner. (accrue: to come into existence as a legally enforceable claim)

In December 1991 I filed a pro se case and requested pro bono counsel due to massive harassment by Microsoft people and Preston Gates and Ellis, Gates' father's law firm. The case was never legally briefed.

Simply because I was an attractive women, there was an assumption that it had something to do with sex and sexual harassment. But it didn't. It had to do with my right to privacy involving an EEOC harassment case involving someone else in the company assaulting me. This assault caused me physical and professional injuries, destroyed my family. I suffered from this and have almost died due to the assault. It had to do more with Connie Ballmer, wife of the present CEO - Steve Ballmer and Microsoft PR, publicly defaming me in the media without having any knowledge of who I am. This was all based on gossip. I essentially filed the case to gain closure for everyone and in an attempt to get mediation for the case my injuries. The nerds went crazy over what the company was doing to me after I testified in the first antitrust case for Microsoft. Now I want some people in jail.

So a major conspiracy arose to protect Bill Gates' asset value by many parties. Many are totally unknown to me. Instead of protecting his asset value, they began destroying it by eventually forcing me to go to the web with this site. Microsoft legal didn't handle this case in proper legal manner. Microsoft HR didn't handle this case in proper manner.

Because I was in the media, my case was know in the industry. When you sue someone you do an investigation so I was being used by other companies against them. Since the executives didn't know I began making more post. I got fed up with everyone. As a result of the acts of these people, MSFT stock dropped from $119 to $70 or $35 by today's stock split in a few week when Gates resigned as CEO after I posted this! Now it's only about $25. This stock crash caused a domino effect on the entire technology segment.

The economic lost from this to the nation and our state as a whole is in the Hundreds of Billions of dollars. The market cap. is now only $274.73Billion. I've seen it over $600 Billion. These cases go on all the time. Instead of mediation, executives and attorneys get into these battles.

I lost everything from this. But the economy lost so much that, I decided to attempt to explain it to just normal people, especially women who seem less interested in math and economics who seem to trust gossip more than facts. With the Internet these battles are no longer private. So it goes around and around with these links. This same thing happened after 9/11 with our politics and decision to go to war.

I'm sure Condoleezza Rise is a good economics and mathematician. Do the numbers! And as a female, she has very good intuition. This thing has to stop and get sorted out. War is no longer fought with Weapons of Mass Destruction. It's fought with Stealth. Not the kind my father worked on for the Lockheed and CIA, but the economic kind!

I'm Gates' intellectual equal. He knows this. Due to the continued very bad management practices at Microsoft and it's economic damages to everyone, I've positioned the company for a corporate take over if I die. I work at this just like a job and have been at it for 10. If my 9 web sites disappear from the web without anything about a settlement in the media, that will mean I'm dead or they have attempted to put me in jail or institutionalize me. That will be a GO for everyone else to move on them and you all know who you are! LOL I think it's very right and proper that a women who use to be a rancher and was on welfare, these immoral and hateful men down. Yee Haw!

I have again warned Microsoft of my intent to sue for the retaliation and continued harassment, especially by the Gates Foundation. They are still playing the same game. The harassment is criminal and Mr. Gates Sr. has know about it for over 10 years and contributed to it.

If the Gates Foundation continues what it's doing we're going to see an epidemic of Biblical Proportions. I ward that HIV would mutate due to this drug treatment and it did. I've wan red about the same thing happening with vaccines.

Bill Gates is a GOD! I think he really does know that! I was a rancher so I could raise my own food and do research. The Meals On Wheels Program had only one Kosher meal for Seniors and the Disabled - as in with HIV/AIDS. I was eating that almost daily because it was the only thing I felt was remotely safe. When I tried to mix some other things back in after getting violently sick at the beginning of October and ending up in the ER dehydrated. I haven't eaten one of these meals since - 5 are still left as evidence. Most of the food in these cases I consider inedible - especially by children. How do you cure a disease if the food is disease and chemically polluted? But that's OK as long as the drug companies and doctors get paid.


2005.03.30

North Korea Reports Outbreak of Bird Flu

Vietnam has four more suspected human cases of the bird flu which has killed 49 people in Asia since the end of 2003, medical officials and a doctor said on Wednesday. Having been a rancher, I've seen it all - the good, the bad, and the ugly of the effects of sanitation on livestock. These markets must reek of urea. The biggest health problem throughout the third world is both human and animal waste in populated areas. If they just had concert pens with waste troths for collecting the waste we could teach these people the value of recycling. Most of them doing know they can make money from chicken shit - one of the richest fraternizer known.

One of the big problems is that most people don't have access to tools like picks and shovels. So they can't even clean things up or dig a ditch for bringing in clean water. What if every family in the USA bought a shovel or pick and donated it to the third world. How about a bucket or hoe. What we need is the Peace Corps and tool drive. If you want to fight terrorism, this is the way to do it. Look at the third world and think about it.

Look at these pictures and keep in mind that this is the way people in the third world live - 50 to 65% perhaps. These people don't have good source of water either. Most of Africa, India and Asia have major water problems. If you want a cure for AIDS, this is where you have to start. There is no pill or vaccine that can prevent the mutation of viruses and bacteria when we have this kind of thing going on. In 1991, I was writing to Bill Gates about my experiences with chickens and Microsoft called this harassment? Well, when I see it I say it! You know when people interfere with intellectual communication you take a very big risk. I don't think my 40 years of reseach goes down the toilet just yet. So do you want to cure cancer and AIDS or what?

ÏGive a man a fish; you have fed him for today.Ü
Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetimeÓ

2005.03.24

One of the worse carrier of disease is rats. The travel the world by crawling up chains on tacker. They carry most of the diseases because they like to hang out in sewers. This is already mutated and killed over 80 people in the Netherlands and now in Cambodia. This is so dangerous.

A rat makes its way through a pipe. German police found a mother and her 10-year-old daughter who had been living for several months in a filthy two-room apartment in the company of more than 100 rats(AFP/File)

2005.02.28

This is a picture of Mike Robinson. The Ghost in my computer came up with this out of nowhere this moring. Someone may know Mike. He had a HOG and was licened to carrie a gun in Washington.

His parents live in Bellevue. He use to work for an attorney name Bruce Butcher in Seattle. He is the one whose ex-girlfriend killed her 3 year old in Arizona. He can testify for Michael Jackson. He later was setup with a bogus drug bus involving a room mate who had some pot growing in the house they were he was house sitting for. The officer was named Johnson and I believe he is Detective Johnson in Bellevue Washington. Mikes family lives there or in Medina so he is a local. Mike also had an attorney in Seattle who got him off named Rosen. Cart Monson was one of my business partners at the time and lived on Mercer Island right down from the Jewish Center off I 90. Senator Patty Murray had a benefit there once. Hope you can find it. I have to catch a bus! I have more on Mike on one of my older archived web sites. I really want to get these drug companies in the worst way because I really believe this is also what happened to Princess Diana! The cover up is intense. But his story is even more intense. He loved that child and it really screwed him up. I would be willing to give any testimony myself. Check those document on my legal.htm page under.

Best of Luck!

Love to all the children

Redmond Rose~

2005.02.23 Belated Posting

I've been waiting to find this... but it wasn't up the last time I took my 269 bus. I'm having my only safe and work reliable bus route taken away. I'm a regular rider of this route. AND other people do ride it too. But the reason they are taking it due to my Vocational Program I was working on for the Ticket To Work. This would have worked out fine, had it not been for my prior knowledge of sabotage to my transportation. So I told my DVR person, Mandy Lee, that my transportation was going to change.

Mandy is quite young. Note that her E-mail address has been changed so someone else can receive E-mail sent from me. I was hacked by someone in DSHA who did the same thing with another women. And the last time I went to the FBI, instead of getting an interview, I was kept in the lobby and yet another distressed women was sent out. This has happened repeatedly! So there is something going on here in Seattle. There is a cover-up. Well, perhaps if someone in the agency were reading what I was on the web they would have seen 9/11 coming too. How could anyone in the government miss Evil Angelica!

I know that one too. They were looking through pornography with scanning tools instead, trying to find secret codes buried in the graphics. I also found out that this is what was going on with Gates and I. Yeah, go after the intelligent people instead the real one. The fact that you can run a program through Microsoft MediaPlayer on a PC, should scare everyone! Whose idea at Microsoft was that nastiness?

I've used this bus route ever since it was put in. Here are some pictures of the buses.

Here are some other pictures!

We have people entering our country on bought visas. We have people working in our government agencies that are spying on us, posing as construction works on the Pentagon. And we have decent honest women and racial minorities being scapegoats by other more powerful than they are.

The last time I went to the FBI about my case, instead of going into that special room to use a phone and get things recorded, they had this poor distressed women meet with me in the lobby! Why doesn't the FBI in Seattle want a record of my many many complaints, when people in the CIA were interested!

2005.02.27

We have had a very warm and dry winter here in the Pacific Northwest. Last time this happened (about 1993-1994) we had a run of REAL Bunnies running around Microsoft. It was also a good year for Rats. With all the water and new construction they were even being found in Kirkland and Medina. It will be interesting to see what this year brings. We also had a lot of forest fires. When the food source gets scarce they can turn into real demons. They love to crawl through pipes. So keep that toilet lid down, especially at night!

I went looking for this movie from the 70s and didn't even know it was remade! Funny about the name of the main character - Stiles! And the female is named Joan? Stiles was force to termination me by Rick Kerbs without any reason (other than this one). They always get the grammar wrong on their forged documents. It's written about me, yet is suppose to be too me.

By the way, they also make square manhole covers. How do you keep one from falling on your head if you work in a sewer? Hey, if you know this one you can get a job at Microsoft. LOL

2005.02.26

Curious... Hello

2005.02.20

OK! Here is wear you Will find Bush's RAT story!

When I tell the rat story orally to normal the average Joe and Jane, they really laugh and begin speculating about who the pet rat is... And I mention that picture of Bush with the Axe.

Telling people that math is flawed is a really cool thing! Well, if you don't believe me, on page 137 of Stephen Wolfram's book "A New Kind Of Science" it the number Pi which he also consider random.

This page is very old so links will most likely NOT work. I have NO idea who in D.C. read this, but while not mentioning this page, Microsoft attempted to Appeal their Antitrust case because Judge Jackson to the media made references to thing on this page of my web site at the time. Because Microsoft never submitted this page into evidence, they really couldn't do anything and lost that appeal.

George Bush is anything but dumb! His staffers and cabinet should get a clue to this! I'm not sure, but George has many genetic similarities to me. I'm a full blown telepathic. People who don't have this gift, think that we are reading words from your mind. Well, actually that isn't how it work. Telepathy allows us to pass all language barriers. So these translators can get FLOCKED! Translate wrong and you will be as dead as a RAT!

You can tell how long I've been on the Internet due to these character graphics. At 240 baud and analog connections there was no way to do what I do now. So WHY isn't the FBI investigating my case? I'm now in a wheelchair due to harassment! I think the FBI is the harasser! I just recently found out that if you are talked to with an agent outside a special room with a phone, it will be white washed! Why white wash me? They have had agent stalking me for doing absolutely nothing because women at Microsoft were having SEX with them. I actually had a married agent with two children, solicit sex from me in order to have my case investigated in 1992. I have his name and number. When I said no, I couldn't get an investigation. Abuse of power? I bet Microsoft through many corporate sluts at the FBI to get what they did for Microsoft! Let's start with Nancy Anderson!

2005.02.18 2:31 PM

Things are really heating up... LOL

2005.02.18

What is the problem with Microsoft Security? The turkey they have in charge is a lawyer, not an engineer. Whose idea was it to hire him for this? This is the same guy who refused to investigate my case against Microsoft. My stuff is all in legal document that they mostly made up. He is NOT qualified for this job! Just look at his picture. He is myopic. Everything is right in front of his face but he just won't see it. He also chews his lower chin... Fear Factor. That is a scared grin if I've ever seen one. Poser 7. He is all RED WHITE and very very BLUE. FBI Plan? Bill what is going on here. Was his job a pay off for services rendered? Peter G. Neumann is someone that is qualified! I know how to trap a rat and I think I just got one.

"Will you still need me. Will you still feed me when I'm 64."

People who are honest show it int their faces. Oh, I've know P since 1991. What a an Angel maker he is. Bill Gates isn't a devil, he is an angel with the rest of us, That is why they wanted to control him.

THIS IS OUR REAL MICROSOFT SECURITY PROBLEM. The people who do most of the real computer crimes are working in computer security. Then they use script kiddies to do the dirty work. It's called a decoy, like dangling chad in the first Bush election to cover up the computer manipulation of the election or the Washington Governor election which was too close to call. I did most of the research on this for Peter. Human error is much higher than a machine error this is a mathematically verifiable fact. But I also had insider information on Microsoft, and knew your back doors were intentional. Go figure. I was more concerned with the GEMS system than even the voting machines. No one was looking at GEMS! So what can happen to YOU or who ever is involved because of intentional voting fraud? Because of the Microsoft attack and attempted censorship, I had to take my concerns and research to a whole lot of other engineers with the ability to report it. Motive, it wasn't that they wanted George Bush so much, they just didn't like VP Al Gore! His daughter worked as an Intern at Microsoft once. Oops.

As far as I'm concerned Governor Gary Locke is still the legal governor of this state until there is a re-election and complete investigation. We are talking election fraud and treason against the US government. I also did research on the computer systems of the INS. This is how I see it!

alpha delta charlie... echo hello? "It's not the size of the ship. It's the motion in the Ocean."

I've been tracking the profile on this for 15 years. Like I said, I DO know how to trap rats - the animal kind. Do you remember my story about the 3 ways to castrate an animal and why we do this? I also can READ Alice! I came out of the Fine Arts and Humanities - gifted classes, and crossed over to engineering. I can read a legal brief and I can also write one. I know about jurisdictional issues and when a police officer, the FBI or judge is lying about one. I also have a Asian women homosexual judge who wouldn't sign a decision, so they rubber stamped it to take away $25,000 from me. Kind of cool. I have a Pacer account!

By the way, I do like Brad Smith. He gives good face. Vogue. I wish he would sit down and discuss this with me NOW! U2. I am the one they have attacked. I keep track of certain things. What is the easiest way to get evidence on someone at a crime scene that just got away? This is something I know from doing lead tracking and title searches. I've been doing title searches and paper chases since the early 70s. We didn't have computers, we had to use our brains back then. If Scott Charney is truly trust worthy he should know this one! He should also support the need to redo the Governor election because it's too close to call.

In 1999, my physical situation was really bad and it was being used to harass me even worse. So I setup some people at Microsoft. They did just what I expected. So where is Peter Miller these days? Making Flour I hope. Is Gwen Weld melted yet? How about my Harlow Monkey? Hanging out with coconuts I bet...

You know my federal jurisdictional case in Connecticut case is the one that can really kill you folks. The change of venue is absolutely eye opener. The case wasn't legally briefed. They didn't know why I was suing? So they just made everything up. They made up witnesses that didn't even exist who had never talked to me even. So I know this is what they did in the antitrut cases too.

The physical injury they caused was their fault. There was never disputed due to an Labor and Industry claim. I had NO control over anything. They changed my background, job title, from sales engineer in inside sales to deal with military engineers on the phone to telemarketing. My job title kept changing, as did my experience. I was Never Interviewed by anyone in HR or Microsoft legal. The harassment and retaliation has never stopped to this day.

I want criminal charges against someone.

The name of the Game is GO! I think I'm turning Japanese. I really think so. LOL Billg, I know why your Game is NOW Bridge.

I recently found a Fisherman who can really bait the Hook. I am hoping he can pick the Locke so we can open that RED DOOR. Remember I use to be a Salmon and know why they make their journey. So here is the really big key to the Locke. Every single person who has their name in any document on my web sites - all nine of them, is a potential criminal of either insider trading or fraud in elections -this goes for lawyers, judges, cops, bureaucrats, etc. The briber laws are on my web so why am I not able to use them?

FEAR FACTOR! Ask any good criminal lawyer and they will tell you that claiming stupidity in a criminal case if you have managed to maintain any kind of real existence isn't a good defence. It's the same with insanity. To be mentally incompetent, in this state, you have to have someone else paying all your bills and supporting you. You can die in the US for treason!

The only way you can really understand law is from a historical perspective.

I rest my case.

Think about it. This high treason against the US government. I know they see it that way in the EU.

This is a very bad situation for you Mr. Smith. I am the only one who can get you out of it. I hold all the REAL documented evidence. I have a photographic memory. You can take all this data and spend decades with it an be as perplex as people who attempt to read about Da Vinci. I can read him too. LOL Mister Smith Goes to Washington 1939 -

It's a BurningBush Story 2.

You see when George is hanging out at the ranch it's because he needs to think! So when he says he likes being there, watching his dog put his nose to the dirt, I have a totally different take to it. It's a cool metaphor. You see, I think George know how to kill rats too and you have to leave the House to do it. Now as for Brad Smith? I think he can nail it down really well.

Oh, what is in a name... a rose by any other name would still have thorns. I may be a withered ROSE but boy if I die in the wrong way, it will really make you bleed. Not everyone loves to read dictionaries. I have Marfan Syndrome just like George does. I became absolutely addicted to Microsoft Book Shelf when it came out. I have to look up words all the time to do this web because I can't do phonics. Now that I'm on a Mac I use Merriam-Webster. Mr. Brad Smith please consult the dictionary so you know who you are. Physical props are always very important. Go to your closes hardware store for this one. Smith is a very important word, historically speaking. Do you know who Joseph Smith is?

Etymology? I study all languages. They are all the same in a very common way. See it. Mystic. Psi. It's all REAL and NOT just TV. If you watch that TV show about that Star Gate... I think I started the script for this on my web site. I'm the archaeologist and linguist. Now when I really get stumped I use Google. It's the best linguist in History for me. Eat dust Microsoft. Someone setup and then murdered your best linguist? You don't see a problem with this? I do. I remember sending E-mail to Neumann subject: V-Gates. He got it. P understands African drum beats too.

I am, I am Green Eggs and Ham. Can you read Dr. Seuss. Q - sound like... Obviously, the teachers are clueless on this one. But I had a Chinese girl friend who taught me what Green Eggs was. The ham is obvious. Salted Pork gets Green around the edges too if not preserved very well. And boy can you get a belly ache if you eat it. So feed it to the crows who will conver this nasty mess to something sweeter.

They did try to kill me at Overlake Hospital. I'm being tracked. And then the government paid the Bill for a fraudulent claim by Swedish who refused to even let me have a bed? This has FBI all over it. Now Swedish and Overlake are opening a local freestanding ER in Issaquah. Sure... I'm really likely to go to them again since I was told this is where Microsoft off someone they feel is a threat!

"If you think you're fulling with a fool. Make sure it's a fool you're fooling with." My mother use to tell me this all the time growing up. She also like this one: "Water seeks it's own level." The underlying meaning is that people are attracted to like minded others. It's amazing what I learned from the old sayings of my mother and grandmother, Mary Hook. As for fools. "First rule of war, know who you are fighting."

KISS. Red Door.

alpha delta charlie echo The key to finding the REAL terrorist is to unlock these suspects so you have someone to REALLY track. So why aren't we doing this? I figure the FBI and CIA have something to hide. What does the NSA have to say about it? Let these people go so you can find Bin Laden.

New Investigation of Princess Diana Tragic Death

If she were on any medication would it have been released
or covered up. Take a look in those eyes and think about her story...

2005.02.17

Well, seems Yankee Group's Laura DiDio agrees with my assessment of the need for Microsoft to add these new security features.

The biggest problem we have with security today is the lack of diversity due to Microsoft's monopoly. I use to be a rancher and learned how hard it can be to catch a RAT or other vermin. Think about it...

We are having an unseasonably warm winter in the Pacific Northwest. We also have way too much building here. That means this should be a very good year for pack rats and the bunnies. Bunnies are vegetarians. But rats really like to eat meat and cheese. This is why they will swim in the sewer and crawl up through your toilet trap to invade your house. They are masters at getting through traps, even the one in your toilet. That is what a SPAMMER is!

RATS Charlie Brown...

They will even steal your jewelry, remote control or just about anything that appeals to them. It's amazing what kind of treasure you can find when you remodel older houses.

Now that is a very long tail...

2005.02.14

GO Charles... You have yourself a REAL Lady NOW which is fit and proper to a truly REAL MAN! By the way, I went to St. George's in Ontario, CA
and Gates just gave one in Spokane $10 million.

You just killed the Dragon Beast just like St. George did! LOL

Princess Diana -- look at her eyes...

2005.02.16

2005.02.16

2005.02.15

  • Now wasn't this predicted a long time ago on my web. Yep, it sure was.
  • Polio and some other viruses were cured because exposure to the virus was eliminated. People were quarantined, water chlorinated, and waste managed. Sexual promiscuity has changed all of that. And we can thank the talk show host and movie producers for that... Thanks Opera and Donahue.
  • When I was attacked by Microsoft for writing to Gates about global warming, over population and a need to return to a more wholesome life, I took my E-mail they said was bad and mailed it all over the place. Suppose saying that I would pray for him could be viewed as a threat to his life and well being? So I found some real Angels and boy can they sing.
  • As for Mr. Gates who warships science and technology and only invests in charities he is likely to make a profit from, he will most likely cause the same kind of disaster in pharmaceuticals and he did in computer with his bad security. Yep, with any luck, we will end up with our vaccines here in the developed world negated due to mutated resistant form of polio, TB, small pocks, and a whole list of other microbes that can and will mutate, if sanitation and potable water are a major issue. And starting water projects so that people can improve their lives in the third world isn't even being considered an option.

2005.02.09

2005.02.03

The change in the musical programming is for Ms. Rice. I've predicted tsunami and major earth quakes for about 10 years or more. They are due to the effect of the bombing in Iraq, Afghanistan and nuclear test by Pakistan and India and the Chinese Dam on the Yankee River, a major fault. These bunker bombs we used in Afghanistan and Iraq are as bad as underground nuclear test -- Newton's Third Law! You can't do anything on this fragile planet without it coming back on you somewhere else. The high tides in the South Pacific are the result of global warming. Chinas acid rain is now falling on the Heart Land of the US!

The death and destruction from this tsunami is greater than any nuclear bomb. Fat Man dropped on Japan was huge. It killed perhaps 200,000 over time. One the size of a briefcase, perhaps could kill less than 9/11. But due to the paranoid money boys, heaping havoc around the world where they don't belong, the USA and their so called allies, murder hundred of thousands of people. Why? Israel? Sharon should be in a cell with Saddam Hussein.

If DC is worried about security, consider teleconferencing. Steve Jobs at Apple has the perfect solution for you. All you Fat Boys need is a office with a Mac G5 - even a portable will do. Do you know how much money the government could save by working shorter days and telecommuting? George likes to be on his ranch with his horses, cattle and dogs. I lived that live too. I know! With a small satellite dish you can be net worked and connected from just about anywhere in the world.

When you diversify your assets, i.e. the people ruling this country, you take the poof out of the terrorist power. Simple! Never put all your eggs in one basket. If you drop the basket (or someone drops something on you, which they can't do unless we have idiots running the country,) they will all be broken.

To make peace, there must be a means to get rid of this terrorist fear! When you educate and diversify the ruling class, they will be safe. They tend to be illiterate on the technical issues, but that is because the middle level people want them that way and are mostly sycophants. Problem is that what goes around comes around. When someone is sucking your boots, you will know what I'm talking about.

It's all about Newton's Third Law! Do you know what that means on this planet? Einstein did!

No one has a gag on me because I'm a women and was left disabled due to sexual harassment. I considered this a very equal opportunity situation while living in a world where almost no child had a real mother. I can mentor and speak. I'm a mother not only to my children but to the earth that God created to give me life and in the end give me REAL Peace!

In a social sense, "Each opposing action and has an equal and opposite action." When you sit on a chair, you are only sitting there, because the chair exerts a force equal and opposite to YOU! Get it and US it. You can't use Weapons of Mass Destruction, including what we did to Iraq and Afghanistan without raking a disaster on yourself. It's just like the chair. It's only a much bigger and more global situation. Use metaphors not rhetoric. When Bush said that his dog was out digging a hole and he every time he did, he found all these bugs, I as an ex-rancher got it. I don't think any of his aids did. Right George? LOL

But you know, you academics don't get him at all. You fell superior and talk over his head. What her really needs is a new interrupter. ME! So when you go to the Mideast, always become a FIG. I like the green ones but the darker ones will do. In fact, you can even become a FIG NEWTON! LOL You know a dried date, has a large seed that is very easy to spit out. But a dried fig has lots of tinny seeds that always get caught between the teeth. We eat them any way because they are so sweet. - This Metaphor with a Plate of Fig NEWTONS can work if combined with the chair.

The man in the Big Chair, can only be there if there is an equal and opposite for against him. If he gets to high in the error, even with popularity, without equal opposition he will loose his gravity and seem to be floating in the error - not in touch with reality. His whole credibility depends on balance with the terrorist and oppositions.

People who go into open markets and buy a live pig or chicken or cow are thinking differently than you. Until you have made your first kill, you won't know what women in at least 75% of the world do on a daily basis. Women cover their faces in public in Arab countries because the market is unsafe.

I'm Joan at 425-392-3812, If you want to save your world, let me and Bill Gates, and our Angels will save our lives? IF not you will have Water World... Kevin Costner is a psi.

Hey, Korea knows they can't make a hit on the US with Rockets. Because of PI, rockets have never been precise. You can have an error of 10%- or 30% dropped on you! I'm sure Stephen Wolfram would support this. He put Pi on page 137 and called Pi random in binary form. I think it has always been that way.... Why not rip other countries off by soaking them for the shirt on their back for stupid and very dangerous weapons?

There is an old saying: Food for peace. With over 35,000 children under the age of 5 dying every day, it's a good bargaining PEACE! YMCA!

The economics of all these issue is a Major TOM point. When America and Russia are willing to admit what a sink hole and economic disaster our cold war was to developing countries, they will listen. Israel is the one most at risk now. With the Tectonic plates in that region, say the Black or Red Seas, created an earth quake, it could be just like the one we just had.

Democracy
"A fanatical belief in democracy makes democratic institutions impossible!"

Earl Burtrand Russell - The Alfred B. Nobel Prize Winners: Literature - 1950

Sycophant (PsychoFan) - This was a word I found in an old document by Burtrand Russell

A servile self-seeker who attempts to win favor by flattering influential people.
(Greek: Sukophantes - informant )

The praise Oxford received as a poet may simply have issued from the mouths of sycophants hungry for patronage.
--Howard Chua-Eoan and Helen Gibson, "The Bard's Beard?" Time, February 15, 1999

Friendship with the son and daughter-in-law of an imprisoned Supreme Court justice afforded me a special pipeline into high-level Ghanaian gossip about the alarming psychological condition of the head of state, said alternately to be suffering from delusions of grandeur fed by sycophants or to be reduced to quivering agoraphobia after the attempts on his life.
--David Levering Lewis, "Ghana, 1963," The American Scholar, Winter 1999

"When the tyrant has disposed of foreign enemies by conquest or treaty, and there is nothing to fear from them, then he is always stirring up some war or other, in order that the people may require a leader." ÜThis is the basis for the Oligarchy in the USA!

Plato c. 428-348 BCÜÜ The Republic
This is the real reason we have wars!

2005.02.02 -- I'm impressed. Nice outlook.

I live in HUD as a disabled person. I know what Zoloft and Prozac do. It's frequently prescribed to people on Welfare. A common side effect for persons who are just having a normal reaction to a bad situation is hallucination - both visual and audio. They hear voices just like the women who killed her 5 children or this teenager on trial for killing his grandparents. I know of another women who had a psychotic episode on Prozac that disemboweled her 3 year old son and then jumped out a windows breaking both legs. So they are then given anti-psychotic drugs to counter act this.

To a company like Pfizer, this is wonderful. Now they have two expensive drugs to sell. Then they have cardiovascular problems, high blood pressure and eventually diabetes as side effects to these drugs, so now they can sell even more dope to you... or the unemployed poor. And this is good for the investors in such companies like Mr. Gates and his foundation that support invalid drug trials by Pfizer and others.

The rich get richer and the poor get exploited on your taxpayer's dollar. Poverty is a disease. Now we need to treat it so that people accept it. This was a commonly know thing that became popular in the late 60s after the Birth Control Pill, Valium, Bennies, etc. came out. Valley of the Dolls! Even though there were major side effect, the promotion was amazing.

2003.06.06

Rubber Stamped court order with Mary I. Yu's name - page a and page b, forcing acceptance of attorney fees from SAFECO after being rear ended by a dump truck on the freeway. The $25,000 settlement was then ordered taken from me and placed in a pooled trust that was no longer my money. This is a United Way agency - LA+. It's affiliation with the Gates family has been documented. Access to the money for legal help, etc. is at the whim of the trustee. They said they wouldn't allow access to the money for legal services to resolve my problems, and indication that they are, in fact, inclusion with the Gates' and their intention to hold me in this community against my will. No violation of my civil right by Michael Longyear, who was going against my expressed will in this and now is denying me my records which I paid for!

2005.01.24 - LOL

I found out yesterday from tenants in my apartment that Klaus Rothig Ristav also Ristau, is in King County Jail for attempted robbery (they think.) There is some kind of confidentiality clause on him so Norm Maleng couldn't even find him in the computer. I think he may be involved with this organized crime group that stole the $17 million in Microsoft Software. He has claimed this in the past. He illegally had a medical record for Feussner who died in Overlake Hospital of suicide. I think this was murder - which is what Klaus claimed and said that they would murder me too. You know, when you go to the police with this and you have a page that is from this document and they WON'T investigate, it's very telling. Just who are the Issaquah, Bellevue and Redmond police working for? I can't even get a return call back from this Detective Jarrell Norm Maleng's office told me to contact. No one wants to investigate anything pertaining to Microsoft. WHY?

I attempted to contact a Marlene Tuttle at Overlake but without success. Connie Ballmer - wife of Microsoft CEO Steve Ballmer - is on the Board of Overlake and the Gates Foundation has made major donations the Hospital. I'm clueless why Microsoft has never talked to me or investigated this mess. Why harass me? All I ever did was attempted to report to Microsoft legal and Mr. Gates the insider trading, math and security issues. Klaus - whose family lives in Medina - also claims to know Mrs. Melinda Gates!

Seems there is a confidentiality clause on Klaus' records. Wonder why? So I was told to called a Veda Faler @ 206-296-9000 in the Prosecuting Attorneys Office. She works for a group that negotiate fee bargains with minor cases. Then I was told to call Detective Jarrell at the Issaquah Police. 425-837-3229 and they gave me his booking number of #0412769. Seems that Klaus who totally scammed the Social Security System, is again trying to use mental illness to get out of an attempt robbery here in Issaquah.

Klaus isn't the only one to harass me like this. I had Jay Jordan who was in 102 that was eventually evicted. I meant one of the Microsoft engineers manipulating him. He worked in the C tool group. And I have a Michael Robinson. Before that I had others, and I kept detail notes on all of them. They are all scam artist, trying to make a buck somewhere.

Hey, I have an excellent plot for a REALITY TV series. We can call it The Company!

2005.01.23

The fact that the Gates family and their use of the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation has interfered with my needs for medical treatment, surgery and my career is well documented. I've found over the last 15 years of hell, that doctors when under this kind of pressure, frequently write things that really don't make much sense. In this report by Rodger Minz, he gives me a verbal IQ of 122 and performance IQ of 146 (genius) and then he goes on to say I'm developmentally disabled. LOL I think my visual problem is a sensory disability. They actually wanted me to work in a sheltered workshop for the mentally retarded! This medical report from 1997 at the University of Washington is another good example.

My weight was down to 110 at one time due to the chronic pain and harassment. For someone who was 5'8" this was dangerously low. I went to the Pain Clinic after talking to someone who went through their 3 week program. It was an intense program of physical therapy - about 3 hours a day - and help getting off of drugs and/or alcohol. They also used biofeedback and groups therapy. It was what all my doctors said I really needed at the time. Instead, I was again turned down by this state institution, as I was the year before at Harborview for treatment.

The doctor at the Health Department who referred me there, ended up giving me the generic form of Ativan so I could sleep. This is a very highly addictive medication with major side effects. Unknown to me, this drug was causing my physical condition to deteriorate dramatically. It got to the point where I had difficulty with eating utensils and lifting a coffee cup. I was frequently reduced to dragging myself around on the floor of my apartment. My home care increased from 32 to 100 a month. Eventually it went up to 200 hours.

I now have no home care because the state wasn't providing me with care. They were putting people in my home to intimidate and harass me. This was making my physical condition worse. I feel like I've been through a 15 year nightmare. Now my situation has improved again. You know, being able to at least walk in my apartment is a very big deal. I do fall at times, but that is because my muscles are weak, not because of neurological problems.

Then during an insurance case, my lawyer started coming up with these reports I had never seen before in my medical records. This is one of them and like everything else, it has no signature on it. It so supports what really caused my disability, that I can now sue, with the help of records downloaded from the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation, for their intentional interference with my medical, social services and career. They documented every single bit of it on their own web site, beginning with the cancellation of my DVR program at the UW in March of 1995 and the first two endowments to the UW in the same month.

Actually, Bill Gates had very little to do with the harassment. Most of it was coming from his father, Bill Gates Sr., who considered a sexual harassment case involving his son to be a very big family issue. To have someone with this kind of wealth using my disability as a point of harassment is sick and criminal. As a result of his corruption, the Gates Foundation has had to practical sign blank checks for the UW and other local agencies that did his bidding. The United Way of King County is getting $55 million. After I attempted to contact Bill Gates' sister about what her father was doing to me, through St. George's, where she was on the Board, they got $10 million. Bill Gates Sr. will attempt to bribe anyone, but has never compensated me for the damage and REAL losses to my children that were taken because of him.

I'm now in better condition than I was in 1997 when I saw this doctor at the Pain Clinic. Dragging myself around on the floor for many years became the physical therapy I needed all those years before. This was all done to me and continues to this date, due to the Gates Foundation and the way that Gates family uses their money to retaliate against me for attempting to sue.

In 1991 I sent E-mail William H. Gates III about some of the illegal activities in his company. His legal department requested such information. He gave that E-mail to the women and it was circulated all over the company. Many who gained access to this were engaged in such illegal activities. His actions exposing me to vicious and malicious harassment during a time when I was attempting to recover from the assault I went through at his company. I believe this assault was intentional and motivated by a prior attempt to report an internal problem to him.

2004.01.01

part of 2002 and 2003

2005.01.20

Undercover Drummer

Happy Inaugural Ball
Next time a star baby tells you what is going on you might listen. :-)

SSA Change and Run Away Stocks

Question: How will electronic commerce and electronic cameras effect the Silver markets and other commodities? Yes, lets change SSA and allow people to invest in the stock market. NOT How many people lost almost everything they own when it crashed in 2001? Normal people invest on what wealthy people do. So what will happen to Pan American Silver - which Gates had a 10.3% ownership - if he begins to sell?

Frequently while doing research on Insider Trading - memo a, memo b - I find a connection to a lot of people. This is often an attorney who has SEC EDGAR filings Form 4 or in older filing G13/A. This is one. Shauna L. Vernal. This attorney doesn't seem to be at a law firm so they might be working at Microsoft! No matter who I find, about 85% of the time, things wined back to The Firm - Preston Gates and Ellis and William H. Gates Jr. (alias Gates Sr.)

I got most of my early insider trading from D & B who puts out a CD-ROM and published books (Which I used in the 80s while in college) annually. They always included the executives of VP and above, including the Board of Directors. One feature I discovered was that a group of insiders, didn't sell stock. This seems to be because they couldn't control the stock price in other companies. CEO-Steve Ballmer was one of these. He went 12 years without reporting a stock sale. Given that Microsoft was going through an antitrust cases with potential fines, this seemed very bizarre. Then in May 2003, Ballmer sold ~$1.45 Billion in about a week's time.

There are people all over monitoring these insiders and their trading habit. It was Jeff Raikes who finally broke ranks and that signaled some major faith changes at Microsoft. Then Neukom broke and a Cascade of insiders began selling off stock.

This is the first I saw of Shauna L. Vernal signing for Brad Smith - Chief Council for Microsoft.

My biggest objection to the changes in the Social Security System are due to this! Most people will get badly burned on about a 7 year cycle, loosing most of their investment. The chances that anyone but the very wealthy will benefit is slim at best.

2005.01.10

After reading of the above legal brief, I decided it was time for me to sue too. I should be making as much as this women. I was working with the very same sales group at Microsoft when I was injured under very similar circumstances - harassment. In my case, I was a threat to the lead in my group who was looking to become the manager when Melinda Schmiedl, our manager who was trying to get hired in the Microsoft University group. The reason Microsoft's certification program is so bad, is that the people who developed the original program were NOT technical.

Non of these people had technical background and management experience like I did. Having non technical sales people cold calling computer engineer and IT people on the phone, especially in the military was a really bad idea. This was at the beginning of our deployment into the Gulf and the Gulf war.

I was very attractive and they seem to have discounted what was on my resume, until after I began working. The music on this web site has a very specific purpose as does the patter backgrounds. Only the people reading me who are at my intellectual level get it. It's like Chinese.

I wasn't at Microsoft two weeks before there were people coming to me for help with problems they should have taken to other managers. I still have the E-mail with some request in them. I have 14 years of lost income, and they continue to use my injury and subsequent disability in an attempt to coerce and retaliate. No one in Microsoft legal or HR has ever talked to me. If you want to go to war Microsoft, it's best to know WHO you are fighting!

Gates wasn't interested in me just because I was attractive. These people are morons. I can't help feeling sad for Billg because he has no one really at his own intellectual level he can relate to either. Buffett, his bridge buddy, is but he doesn't have the technical background.

The game I play with Gates, isn't a card game. We play in REAL TIME with real people, corporations, institutions, economic and legal issues. This game is going on because the Department of Justice , FBI and Governor Gary Locke, refused to investigate the criminal issues in my case. I'm just trying to stay alive. They didn't even level a fine against Microsoft for the antitrust issues. Someone was paid off - one way or the other...

"Beware of people baring gifts." Trojan War. Microsoft has dirt on people in politics. These security problems are not accidents. They spy.

The service provider who illegally gave Microsoft my E-mail went out of business after I posted this to the web. I hope other service provider can learn from this situation. A couple weeks a go I found out that my E-mail on Comcast, was being blocked from downloading onto my computer. I had 256 messages from just one of my accounts. I could still access it via the Internet. When I contacted Comcast about it and started having a technical person look into it, it all of a sudden began working. Someone must have my password. And since Microsoft can decrypt any password, it's futile to try and stop them. Microsoft has a $1 billion investment in Comcast. So I guess they are still messing with people locally. I wonder if they are spying on their employees too? Anyone using the Windows Operating System, including our politicians and government agents are at risk due to the back doors in their OS - including President Bush. What happened to Clinton was no accident. E-mail. Anyone on the same server can forge your E-mail.

So far I've taken MSFT from over $119 a share to what after a split is about $27 ($54 prior to the split.), pushed him out of the CEO position at Microsoft, cost him two antitrust cases and force Microsoft to settle major lawsuits for Billions of Dollars - I think its about $5 Billion now. He would be worth over $100 billion and he is only about $48. Even then it should be much less, accept Cascade and Preston Gates and Ellis, the people managing his money, have done some very questionable thing involving his money since then.

And Microsoft has all kinds of money, they think... <giggle> <giggle> And the Gates foundation also thinks they are in the Pink. He can play chess and card games really well, but I'm playing GO and due to my unemployment, I have 100% of my time to put to this game. I'm doing so good, I'm even walking again. So Gates knows that this lawsuit isn't about law or money. What am I using it for?

The RISK of loosing an antitrust case!

Happy New Year!

The earthquake and Tsunami - over 114,000
What is odd is that MOST of our SPAM comes from this part of the world. AND this happen the day after Christmas. Coincidence? Other SPAM Spots - beach and ski resorts - should be prepared. The Lord said what he will do to the wicked. Hey, bestiality is a real infraction.

Bill Gates owned over 7% of Four Season, which use to have a hotel in Seattle--Olympic Hotel. After I posted about how Melinda Gates used people in this hotel and a Vietnamese home care person to spy on me that hotel changed hands. Nothing supports my case better than to be able to web pages I've copied off the Internet, which I always do, and compare them to what has been changed. I couldn't do a search on the Gates Foundation to find the "United Way of King County" and I could find the announcement that I also have. I did find this! With Four Season offering high speed internet all over the world, it's got to be a SPAMers an Pornographers gold mine. Where is our next disaster going to strike? Just look at the luxury hotel map.

Where are these disasters happening. Remember what happened in Souther Florida, Haiti, China, Bali, New York City - black out, Taipei, and 911, etc. Is this why Jeb Bush is going with Colin Powell to check this out? LOL How many times did I warn about the Tower of Babel before 911? Where are the other Towers of Babel? It's all in the rule book. In the West it's called the Bible. But it has many names. The rules are all the same. We have as example the Jews, who the Lord of this planet, saved and then every time they defied the Lord, disaster came down on them. This is historical fact!

Christmas Wish

What Are Words For?

Top - the latest trash

Foolanthropy

Self-sufficiency is key to both mental and physical health. I like to say it this way: "If you aren't working, you are broken." So even without pay I have continued to work over the past 14 years, sometimes as much as 16 or more hours a day. It's been such a scandal in the computer community that Peter Neumann from the SRI wrote this letter of reference.

I would like to see Mr. Billg, who black balled me from working in the computer industry (after I attempted to sue for the disabling injury his company caused me) be denied work. Yes I know it was you. So you want to explain why I have this business card with a hand written home phone number on it? What did you do to Christine? Yet another one of your temper tantrums or is she also the victim of Melinda's paranoia. Perhaps he could sit in a jail cell without a computer for a while to find out. His corporations attitude about disabilities includes a corporate culture that force people out of their jobs using harassment when ever they are deemed not to be part of the Fascist image of Gates as a god in a totalitarian corporation. Nothing describes Microsoft better than this!

The things they felt they could do to us was amazing. My children were actually being interrogated by CPS or the police at school or their friends houses. They wanted my 10 years old son to tell them if he was Gates son. I lost custody of my kids over this and it's all in court documents. Of course, Gaelan knows all about how Bill Gates' father and Bill Neukom of Microsoft Legal were involved in my ex-husbands custody case. My daughter that I had custody of because David force her to sleep with him in the nude when she was only 5 - 6 years old and he was so sick he didn't even deny it in court. She had to go back and be abused by him because of these very sick men.

When she ran away from her father this is one of the pictures she brought with here. She also had a lot of very sexy bras and panties her father bought for her at Victoria Secret. Not too appropriate for a 15 year old. He introduced her to drugs too and had pictures. There was a police report by they didn't do a think. David is in Oregon. I want people in jail for this! Given the child pornography floating around Microsoft I should be so surprised. Perhaps Bill Gates Sr. abused his daughters also? How about Neukom. They did attack for my open stand against pornography and it's all in court documents. It's obvious that Gates is from a dysfunctional family because the Microsoft is such a mess of totalitarianism.

totalitarian
Function:adjective
Etymology:Italian totalitario, from totalit* totality
Date:1926

1 a : of or relating to centralized control by an autocratic leader or hierarchy : AUTHORITARIAN, DICTATORIAL; especially : DESPOTIC b : of or relating to a political regime based on subordination of the individual to the state and strict control of all aspects of the life and productive capacity of the nation especially by coercive measures (as censorship and terrorism)
2 a : advocating or characteristic of totalitarianism b : completely regulated by the state especially as an aid to national mobilization in an emergency
c : exercising autocratic powers : tending toward monopoly

fascism
Function:noun
Etymology:Italian fascismo, from fascio bundle, fasces, group, from Latin fascis bundle & fasces fasces
Date:1921

1 often capitalized : a political philosophy, movement, or regime (as that of the Fascisti) that exalts nation and often race above the individual and that stands for a centralized autocratic government headed by a dictatorial leader, severe economic and social regimentation, and forcible suppression of opposition

2 : a tendency toward or actual exercise of strong autocratic or dictatorial control; early instances of army fascism and brutality - J. W. Aldridge

Given the kind of fascism in the US and it's army today, I think we may also becoming at risk of loosing our so called democratic state. After all, look was is happening to our election in an age of electronic propaganda and manipulation. The US government is just as monopolistic and controlling as Microsoft's monopoly. Perhaps this is why Microsoft, whose software is riddled with bugs, math error and security problems and has cost the US government maybe several billion, didn't have to pay a fine for violation of the monopoly laws.

King Co. Election Fraud - China Syndrome

People are flooding into the Seattle area from totalitarian countries They bring what they know with them here. The pecking order in my community among foreign nationals is pretty scary. It's like the Chinese, Vietnamese, Koreans, Indians, Latinos, etc. all have their little Mafias here locally that strong arm new immigrants. It's amazing when you encounter these people in our bureaucracy and you understand how scared they are. It's the same at Microsoft and most other huge corporations.

I've written on my web before, I'm a mystic. I've studied mysticism since I was a child in Catholic school, wanting to be a nun. Mystics and Saints are a very big deal in Catholicism. I've also studied the Mysticism of the Chinese and Indians. They all use the same techniques to acquire a higher state of awareness and being. That is why both Saints and Wizards lived in caves instead of fancy houses. The closer you are to the earth and elements, the more aware you become of your true being.

I use to get up in the morning, make a wood fire, get my husband off to work at about 5:30 AM, then in bar feet and flip flops, and sweat shirt, proceed to go out an milk the cow in below freezing weather. I'm a very disciplined women who has studied this mysticism since 10 because of my unusual abilities. I'm really getting good about moving the weather aren't I?

Humans think they can hurt me by taking from me but just the opposite happens. I can take that energy - even though it's negative - and transmute it into a positive internal force. It's like pulling a glove off your hand and seeing it reverse. LOL

How about that storm. I was kind of pissed off about the bus so I begin to focus and here comes the Wind. And then the power goes flicker flicker and out in a few places. And I just grin.

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