In this page, you will get to explore the mind, events and feelings of a Chun Jui... ok, fine, judging from the past 25 years, my life is far from what you call "eventful" (in fact, "dull" might the be more appropriate adjective) but I'll try to keep my entries interesting!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Well, leave it to Viv to make me feel guilty about not updating in so long! :P My problem is, I either have nothing interesting to write about or I have SO MUCH to write about that I don't know where to start! Both of these cases end up with me not updating for a long time... hehe.. sorry!
Anyway, as I was typing in the link to last month's (SINGLE) journal entry, I realized that this website has been with me for a long time now. One day, I must go back to the first year of this blog and read about what I wrote then and hopefully, get to laugh about my silliness and immaturity. If I can't, then I've either have not matured or I was already wise beyond my years at the ripe old age of 21! :P
But isn't that most important thing about time? That is, we always sigh about how quickly time goes by but I think it's ok, as long as we have always grown and learned to become a better person. At the very least, we shouldn't try to wish that time would slow down but instead hope that time can bring us important learning experiences. Although I can't say that I've matured a lot within the past few years, but I know that I've gained the ability to always try to see things/situations/people in different perspectives. Seeing problems in different perspectives may not always solve them but at the very least, we can understand them better.
My mom and I were chatting one day and with a start, I realized that my brother met his wife when he was as old as I am now! Five years later, they're married and own their own condo with pretty successful careers. That realization startled me because I can no longer pretend to be a young girl anymore. I'm a young woman who needs to start learning how to live and survive like one in this suddenly grown-up and sometimes frightening world! I can't hide behind anyone anymore-- I need to face the world head-on and with confidence.
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