For many years I've had thoughts of you

  What I would tell my adopted child

Everyday of my life has been so difficult to get through without knowing you and if you were ok. The fact that I had to give you up and not knowing your love, holding you in my arms, seeing you grow, sharing in your hopes, dreams and pain has tore my heart apart. How could I make such a decision for your life? Because I loved you! I never wanted to give you up, but wanted you to be a part of my life. I thought about you everyday. I wanted to be able to hold you and love you and yet I never had that chance to do so. You were precious to me and giving you awaywas the hardest decision that I have ever made or will ever make again. I didn't know you or anything about you, but I knew that I loved you. I regret what I did and never meant to hurt you and hope that from this day forward that I can make it up to you, and give you all of the things that you need. I want to be a part of your life, not to make up for what we haved missed, but for what we can now have, love, friendship, and oneness. You were my heart and that was the only way I could ever have made such a decision for you. I couldn't truly give you what you needed then but, now I can. I loved you then and now. Your Mother

Emmy is my second aborted baby

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