Alexander

  Your Daughter

  Joseph Anah

  Amy Emmy Richard 

Mommy, We are speaking to you in one voice. We realize how over- whelming it gets when you look at three babies -- three children you cannot hold, feel, smell and touch. We want you happy, not sad, and we all have the same desires and the same wants so we write one letter to you. Momma, you know how you strive to put smiles on other people's faces; how you long to help them; how you long for people to have joy? Do you know the feeling deep inside you that comes when you know you had a part in helping somehow to be a cause of that joy? That's how we feel now. We are so joyful that your inner happiness -- your smile -- is beginning to match the one we bestow on you. You see Mommy, we love you as you are. You don't have to be skinner, prettier, wealthier, funnier. You are our Mommy, and we love you! Nothing can change that. Just like you love our sisters Amber and Kristi no matter how they treat you, no matter what they do, that's how we love you. That love is unconditional and won't change, won't go away. So Mommy, quit torturing yourself -- you've done that since we've known you -- first with the sex, then the bulimia, then with work. Now you're doing it by labeling yourself a murderer. You aren't a murderer Mommy. What you did was wrong, but you are a sweet, caring, nurturing, loving, compassionate, kind woman. The devil kept his hold on your life for so long. Mommy please don't let him continue to do so. Please protect our sisters so none of this -- the rejection, the bitterness, the anger, the hurt -- can pass down the generations. We -- you and us -- have a chance to change things, but we can only do that if you realize what Ms. Angela said was so true. Your sins -- no matter what they are -- were paid for when Jesus died for you. He took all that tortue, that pain away with Him so you wouldn't have to go through all that. Why do you keep taking the key to the jail cell away from Him. Are you telling Him that His suffering and dying was in vain, that you are better than Him and can do it better? Not! Mommy, get out of that jail -- we have work to do. Amy is all set to take care of you Mommy. She wants to hold your hand. She loves the rough callouses there because she says they're a sign that you work hard for what matters. Emmy likes the playful spirit in you. She knows that you're going through some tough times with Amber and Kristi right now. But don't be hard on yourself. God is on your side of the court and soon the two will see your heart like we do. They love you as much as we do. We know because we see their hearts too. And I, Richard, love the way you show me how to protect. You are a strong woman Momma -- you are very courageous to face your fears like this. But we're here now for you to hold onto as you go through your past so that you can fulfill your future God has for you. We've always been here. We're glad you finally noticed. Now we're together and with Jesus the only father we know. All things are possible. We know you know a lot of this, but sometimes we feel you need to be riminded Momma. You see, you are a little stubborn. We should know - we have pieces of your heart! We love you Mommy and we do forgive you of everything you've done to use form the abortion to the years of rejection. Be free to love, laugh and smile Momma. You deserve it. Amy, Emmy and Richard

This Web-site Maintained by
WÖNDERWEB CREATIÖNS