In Memory of Mister Rogers (Fred Rogers) 1928-2003. When all the world was insane you were always there and always kind and accepting simply because I was once a little girl 4-7 years old.
All works on this website hold a valid Library of Congress Copyright (C) 2000. No rights to republish without my permission! These works are a combination of my informal essays describing my story of child abuse, child neglect, rape, abuse by physicians, physical sickness, the destruction of a child's life through untreated and undiagnosed illness, the ultimate consequences and domestic violence. Up to this day, I have not received a complete diagnosis and the damage to my face and body has never been repaired. However, due to my extreme youth at the time of the illness, which lasted in its most severe form from age almost 16 to 19, a lot of the initial damage has become relatively minor. Some damage remains and I still dream of having it repaired. However, my life circumstances do not allow for any repairs. This website progresses as a true story, so start reading from the top down, i.e. #1 and then on. I plan to add works to this site almost daily, so please check in often. Please remember to sign my guestbook or forum ( great for longer messages)!
Please backspace (hit the "back" option)out of my forum for now. I can't seem to figure out how to change the "home" option to bring readers back to my homepage as they exit my forum. Thanks!