1) I'm only a kid, aren't I?
2) Someone should care?
3) Someone is supposed to take care of me?
4) Someone is supposed to help me take care of myself?
5) Is it all my fault somehow?
6) What's happening?
7) Why me?
8) Why is my whole life different from other girl's lives?
9) Why am I being made different than everyone else by this sickness?
10) What is the sickness?
11) What's wrong with me?
12) What caused this?
13) Why doesn't ANYONE ANYWHERE care?
14) Why doesn't anyone help me? Stop this sickness -- take away the damages -- try to take away the damages?
15) What's wrong with me?
16) Why am I defective?
17) How did I sin so badly that I deserve this when others don't?
18) Am I the only one?
19) I'm the only one. There are no other kids like me, there are no other people like me anywhere.
20) I'm a freak.
21) Why can't I find the answers?
22) Why don't I deserve a normal life?
23) Why don't I deserve to have my face back?
24) Why doesn't anyone care about what's happening to me?
25)Why doesn't anyone care about how I really feel?
26) Why do my parents think it's funny when I cry? Or when they act like I have no right to care about myself and what's happening -- why?
27) Why ME?
Questions and thoughts like these ran countless loops in my mind. I became more confused as I got sicker and no one did anything to help me.