Time to leave

Will I ever see you again?
Yesterday was our last day,
I feel like I'll never see you again,
I wish I knew whether I would or not.

Your moving on to a new place,
Your going to go and meet new people,
And you will probably forget about me,
I will just be a shadow of the past.

I will linger on our past,
All we used to do together,
How well we got a long with each other,
The way we never used to fight.

But our last meeting was terrible,
You shouted at me for hours,
Told me all your real feelings,
How much you really hated me.

You broke my heart, you did,
And I just don't get you anymore,
Good thing you are leaving,
I don't care for you anymore.

Take me away

I'm sick of your lying,
Your constant back stabbing,
How stupid do you think I am?
I figure things out for myself now. 

Take me away,
Take me far away,
Let me not return,
I don't want to return.

You told me one too many lies,
You broke my heart too many times,
You've made me hate you now,
I didn't want to hate you.

Take me away,
Take me far away,
Let me not return,
I don't want to return.

I had no choice but to hate you,
You make me want to hurt people,
I really want to hurt you,
Oh yes I really want to hurt you.

Take me away,
Take me far away,
Let me not return,
I don't want to return.

Stick a blade into your uncaring body,
Watch the blood be drawn from you,
Knowing now that I'm safe from you,
I can just sit here and watch your lifeless body.

Take me away,
Take me far away,
Let me not return,
I don't want to return.

I don't want to feel anymore

I don't want to live anymore,
Let me end my life right now,
Give me back my dagger,
Let me stick into my heart.

Bleed from the soul,
Cry from the heart,
Let me break away,
I don't want to feel anymore.

Let me stab my heart,
To get rid of all my emotions,
I don't like these emotions,
I only want darkness around me.

Bleed from the soul,
Cry from the heart,
Let me break away,
I don't want to feel anymore.

I want to end my life tonight,
I want to be away from this world,
I hold the object in my hand,
I lift it up high, shall I end my life?

Bleed from the soul,
Cry from the heart,
Let me break away,
I don't want to feel anymore.

Stab wounds cover my body,
Failed attempts to end my life,
Shall I succeed this time?
I really want to succeed.

Bleed from the soul,
Cry from the heart,
Let me break away,
I don't want to feel anymore.

Too much suffering

From up here  I can see it all,
All the suffering in my life,
All the heart ache I've suffered,
And it's all because of you.

Tear me into a thousand pieces,
Take away the important pieces,
Keep me in a matter of emptiness,
Just the way you want me to be.

I watch me cry at what you say,
I look so weak and insecure,
But not anymore, oh no, no more,
You are staying the hell away from me.

I don't want to see you again,
I hate you and your lies,
You've hurt me too much,
More than you can even know.

Leave this place

Run away from this place,
Never look back at it,
Feel the light come to you,
As you leave this place of darkness.

Walk along the corridor,
Past the mirror of time,
See all that used to be,
But don't linger for too long.

It is a trap to get you to stay,
So you will never leave this place,
They don't want you to leave,
Their against the idea of you leaving.

I've given you the chance to leave,
Please leave as quickly as you can,
Don't ever look back at this place,
Don't even think of here again.

Please take my word and go,
You don't want to stay,
I'm forced to stay at this place,
I don't want you to stay with me.

Murder can be accidental

Cut these ropes that surround me,
I want be free, I need to be free,
Give me that knife beside you,
I want it to cut these ropes,
Of course I wont use it on you after.

I didn't mean to stab you,
It was really just a terrible accident,
My hands are now stained blood red,
Blood that used to flow through you,
Now spilt all over  the ground.

Your body just lies there lifeless,
I think about leaving it there,
For some poor other person to find,
What else can I do? 
I'll get the blame if they see me.

A dangerous thing is an object in my hand,
I can't control my actions,
Why did you go and untie me?
You let me grab that knife,
You gave me a way to fill my ways.

End my suffering

I want to end my life,
To be able to start again,
Away from these places,
And away from these troubles.

Give me a means to kill myself, 
Kill myself slowly and painfully,
 As all around watch me,
Let me end my suffering.

The world needs to be taught a lesson,
It needs to be sorted out,
If I end my life I wont care anymore,
I hope its sorted before it comes to that.

Give me a means to kill myself, 
Kill myself slowly and painfully,
 As all around watch me,
Let me end my suffering.

I break down the walls around me,
Run towards a place of safety,
No place of safety can be found,
This place is never save.

Give me a means to kill myself, 
Kill myself slowly and painfully,
 As all around watch me,
Let me end my suffering.

Another wasted night

I watch the sky get lighter,
Another night is wasted,
Sleep escaped me yet again,
Damn the way my life is.

I want to sleep,
I want to be able to sleep,
But I really just can't sleep,
Why the fuck can't I sleep?

I sleep very little these days,
I see you laugh at me because of this,
You like to point and laugh at me,
Your just so mean to me.

I want to sleep,
I want to be able to sleep,
But I really just can't sleep,
Why the fuck can't I sleep?

Some day I will get to sleep,
That will be the day I wont wake,
The day that I will sleep forever,
Never to be heard from again.

I want to sleep,
I want to be able to sleep,
But I really just can't sleep,
Why the fuck can't I sleep?

Deep Regret

What the hell did I do?
I fucking got in a mood,
Took my anger out on you,
You of all the people.

I feel so bad for what I did,
My mind is just fucked up,
I didn't mean to get at you,
I didn't mean to say those things.

I am such a bitch at times,
It's as you said I'm a bully,
I take my anger out on people,
I'm so self centred at times.

My problems get the better of me,
My friends get the worst of me,
My feelings are so messed up,
Just like my screwed up mind.

Too much do I think,
Thinking about the wrong things,
Not caring about others at times,
I know that it's completely wrong.

I need sort my life out

My head hurts from lack of sleep,
The pain is there most days,
I need to get some sleep,
But I don't want to get help.

I hear you telling me to,
Telling me I need to get help,
But I'm afraid to get help,
I want to keep it to myself.

I need to tell someone my problems,
In my heart I want to keep them to myself,
They are there to eat away at me,
To make me feel this way.

I hear you telling me to,
Telling me I need to get help,
But I'm afraid to get help,
I want to keep it to myself.

My life is a mess at the moment,
I need to sort it out,
Before I do something I regret,
I think I need to take it one step at a time.

I hear you telling me to,
Telling me I need to get help,
But I'm afraid to get help,
I want to keep it to myself.

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