Take your time

I sit here waiting for you to come,
I need to talk to you,
But yet there is no sign of you,
Do you even realise I'm waiting for you?

I look out the window to see if your there,
There's no sign of you anywhere,
How long will you keep me waiting?
How long do I have to wait?

I really need to talk to you,
I keep my eyes wide open waiting for you,
And yet you do not come,
Shall I ever get to talk to you again?

When you finally come you don't even care,
You're not bothered that I waited ages,
That I spent hours sat here,
You just came out with a stupid excuse.

You wondered why I was so mad,
Why I didn't want to talk to you,
Why I didn't want to see you again,
You just really don't have a clue.

Times change

My thoughts used to be about you,
About how much I liked you,
Not anymore my thoughts are different now,
In my heart I hate you now.

If you'd been honest with me,
My thoughts might have been different,
But you lied to me, one to many times,
And I'm sick of it, so I don't want to talk to you again.

Let me leave this god damn place,
Let me escape and be free,
I don't need to hear your lies anymore,
I only want the truth from now on.

Let me leave you and the lies behind,
Let me leave everything bad behind,
To move on forward in the world,
I don't need you anymore.

I did something stupid again

Why did I have to be in a mood?
Why did I decide to flip out at that time?
I went and said stuff I really shouldn't have,
I went and lost my mind.

What have I gone and done this time?
I went and over reacted,
I went and did something stupid,
Just like I always do!

 I went and took everything the wrong way,
I blew everything out of proportion,
I just had a sudden urge to shout,
To get off my chest all my feelings.

What have I gone and done this time?
I went and over reacted,
I went and did something stupid,
Just like I always do!

I should really learn to shut up,
To just keep my big mouth shut,
To respect the feelings of other people,
To just stop being such a bitch.

What have I gone and done this time?
I went and over reacted,
I went and did something stupid,
Just like I always do!

Don't watch me cry

I keep things to myself now,
I like to keep things in,
It makes it so I wont hurt anyone,
I don't like being mean.

I'm keeping out of this argument,
You can battle it on your own,
I don't want to fight anymore,
I only want to do it in self defense.

I'm sick of hurting people's feelings,
I'm sick of being scared of you,
Crying over arguing with you,
Shaking with sadness.

I'm so glad you cant see my face,
I don't know what I'd do if you could,
I'd probably hide my face from you,
I don't want you to see me cry.

I don't want anyone to see me cry,
I like to cry when I'm all alone,
Where I can escape from it all,
And just cry myself to sleep.

Let me think this over

Open a window in here,
The air is so stale and musky in here,
Let the light shine into the room,
I need space to breathe,
This air is so suffocating.

I feel the air down my back,
Like a chill down my spine,
I shiver at this feeling,
It really gets to me.

I need time to think this over,
Time where I need to be alone,
Without any interruptions,
Please leave me here alone,
And don't come back until later.

I feel the air down my back,
Like a chill down my spine,
I shiver at this feeling,
It really gets to me.

Today I am alive with emotion,
And this really gets to me,
I feel like crying for no reason,
To drown myself in tears,
Just to forget all my worries.

I feel the air down my back,
Like a chill down my spine,
I shiver at this feeling,
It really gets to me.

Shiny Spoons

I wonder when I'll get some more?
I really want some of them,
I've been dying to get some more,
Why can't I find some more?

Spoons are a way of life,
They're just so useful,
I like my spoons,
In fact I love my spoons.

Do you have one you can give me?
Is it a shiny one?
I like to collect shiny ones,
They're just so good to look at.

Spoons are a way of life,
They're just so useful,
I like my spoons,
In fact I love my spoons.

You want to know what to get me?
Isn't it pretty obvious what I want?
I mean I only talk about them so much,
Haven't you figured it out yet?

Spoons are a way of life,
They're just so useful,
I like my spoons,
In fact I love my spoons.

Meaning of life? who cares?

Who cares about the meaning of life?
Isn't it better just to live a life?
Than to go around asking questions,
Do you really need to waste your time?

Some questions are just pointless,
Make up your own answers,
Be unique and think of things yourself,
Is it really that hard to do?

I don't ask pointless questions,
I just make up my own answers,
I don't need to be right,
I just need to get by in life.

Who cares if I'm wrong?
I don't care if I'm wrong,
I have no need to be right all the time,
I just want to live my life.

Why is it so important to you?
Why do you always have to be right?
Maybe someone else wants to be right for a change,
But your so self obsessed, you always have to be right.

Truth needs to come out

Please don't watch me,
I don't like to be watched,
I like to be in the background,
The one who no one notices.

I don't seek popularity,
In fact I don't want popularity,
I just want to be with my friends,
Ones who care about me.

I don't need someone's lies,
I only want to hear the truth,
Please don't lie to me again,
I hate people who lie to me.

It sends me into a rage,
When you lie to my face,
Can't you just tell me the truth for once?
I really would like to hear the truth.

Truth is a thing we all seek,
But sometimes its easier to lie,
Lies can be a man's best friend,
But in the end the truth is needed.

Will you tell the truth from now on?
Or will I have to guess the truth?
One way or another the truth will come out,
I shall hear the truth from you.

I would like to learn more

I want a boat so I can sail away,
Sail away to a far off place,
To go and see the world, 
To gather more knowledge.

Look away from me now,
Wait until I return,
So then you will see how I've changed,
I bet you'll be surprised!

The world is just so big,
How long will it take me to see it all?
I want to know everything,
But I know I will never know everything.

Look away from me now,
Wait until I return,
So then you will see how I've changed,
I bet you'll be surprised!

I can't figure things out in my life,
Let alone everyone else's,
I guess I'll stick with my knowledge,
It's got to be better than someone else's.

Look away from me now,
Wait until I return,
So then you will see how I've changed,
I bet you'll be surprised!

I want to sleep for a change

I crave to wake up refreshed,
To be ready for a new day,
I don't want to be tired all the time,
I just want one good night's sleep.

Are the images I see real?
I can't tell anymore,
I can't sleep at night,
I dream during the day.

I watch people sleep around me,
My eyes are used to the dark now,
I need to be able to see in the dark,
Just to keep myself from going mad.

Are the images I see real?
I can't tell anymore,
I can't sleep at night,
I dream during the day.

I bet people would laugh if they knew,
But I bet if they couldn't sleep they'd feel the same,
They just don't want to believe me,
They don't know what its like.

Are the images I see real?
I can't tell anymore,
I can't sleep at night,
I dream during the day.

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