To have it or not

I need to have it,
Please let me have it,
For one last time,
I beg for you to give it to me.

I crave it,
I want it,
To keep it,
Or to throw it away.

Let me have it,
And keep it close to me,
A reminder of a better time,
When this truly helped me.

I crave it,
I want it,
To keep it,
Or to throw it away.

Keep it away,
Don't let me have it,
Hide it from me,
Keep me safe.

I crave it,
I want it,
To keep it,
Or to throw it away.

I want to forget

Why do you do this?
Why do you ruin things?
Why are you so selfish?
Do you ever think of others?

Give it all back,
It's not worth it,
I don't want this,
I want to forget.

Bring back what I wanted,
Give me back my life,
You ruined my life last time,
You will not do it again.

Give it all back,
It's not worth it,
I don't want this,
I want to forget.

I wanted things to be different,
Be how they should be,
Yet they never were,
And never will be.

Give it all back,
It's not worth it,
I don't want this,
I want to forget.

things are different

For once can things be normal?
Free from the staring,
Free from the name calling,
A clear little life.

Things are screwed up,
Nothing is right,
Things are different,
Different in weird ways.

Things always seem to be changing,
Changing in ways I can't explain,
I wish sometimes things were clear,
So I could sort things out.

Things are screwed up,
Nothing is right,
Things are different,
Different in weird ways.

Some things never change,
They get stronger,
They grow at great times,
Only ever being one way.

Things are screwed up,
Nothing is right,
Things are different,
Different in weird ways.

smothered by darkness

I feel trapped here,
As if something doesn't want me to leave,
I want to leave,
You drag me back though.

Back into the corner,
Huddled so close,
smothered by darkness,
Here on my own.

If things were hidden,
Hidden from my view,
Would that be such a bad thing?
Do I really want to know?

Back into the corner,
Huddled so close,
smothered by darkness,
Here on my own.

I feel as if I know too much,
Yet also not enough,
What I want I don't know,
Maybe so time I will find out.

Back into the corner,
Huddled so close,
smothered by darkness,
Here on my own.

liar

You did it again,
you played with my emotions,
made me feel like a fool,
made me look like a fool.

You told me things,
I believed these things,
Yet why did I?
I should have know they were lies.

why did I forgive you?
Why do I always forgive you?
I really shouldn't have forgiven you,
This really must be your last chance.

You told me things,
I believed these things,
Yet why did I?
I should have know they were lies.

The last chance I give you,
Screw up and I'm gone,
Our friendship will fade,
Fade into nothingness.

You told me things,
I believed these things,
Yet why did I?
I should have know they were lies.

forgiveness

I told you things,
Things I shouldn't have,
Things that were personal,
You used this to your gain.

You've hurt me too many times,
I wish I never forgave you,
Why did I forgive you?
I really shouldn't have.

You abused our friendship,
Let it slip into nothingness,
Nothingness is where it belongs,
Along with you and your selfish ways.

You've hurt me too many times,
I wish I never forgave you,
Why did I forgive you?
I really shouldn't have.

You're a jerk,
And you know you are one,
You made me forgive you,
Forgiveness is part of my kindness.

You've hurt me too many times,
I wish I never forgave you,
Why did I forgive you?
I really shouldn't have.

you're a jerk

You put me down,
Made me feel like shit,
Used me in a sense,
To fulfill your selfish needs.

I hate you, I hate you,
I hate you so much,
You're a jerk,
I hope you choke and die.

All the heart break,
All the forgotten memories,
Happy thoughts are gone,
Sad ones still remain.

I hate you, I hate you,
I hate you so much,
You're a jerk,
I hope you choke and die.

You made me cry,
Made it so I couldn't breathe,
As if you were suffocating me,
With all the lies you told.

I hate you, I hate you,
I hate you so much,
You're a jerk,
I hope you choke and die.

You said one thing,
But really meant another,
Hurt me once too often,
Made me feel like shit.

I hate you, I hate you,
I hate you so much,
You're a jerk,
I hope you choke and die.

I hate you

Time after time,
I let you get away with it,
Let you put me down,
Let you be in control.

I wanted you,
I needed you,
I craved you,
Now I hate you.

You told me things,
Things that I believed,
Things I now know are lies,
I regret believing you.

I wanted you,
I needed you,
I craved you,
Now I hate you.

I wouldn't care if you died,
I don't want to see you again,
I don't want to hear you again,
You lied too many times.

I wanted you,
I needed you,
I craved you,
Now I hate you.

Lies

Cold, dark days,
No light to be seen,
Forever in darkness,
Forever it shall be.

Look away from these things,
Don't ever look at them again,
Forever in the darkness,
Forever hidden from the world.

Lies once told,
Deep dark lies,
Lies that were horrible,
Lies that spoilt the world.

The end is coming,
The end of something,
The end of something good,
All because of the lies.

You hurt me

You lied to me,
Made me feel like a fool,
Made me look like a fool,
Just to make yourself feel better.

You hurt me,
You hurt me so much,
More than you know,
More than you can understand.

I still don't think you understand,
You still have no clue,
Will you ever get a clue?
Will you ever wake up?

You hurt me,
You hurt me so much,
More than you know,
More than you can understand.

Do you know how you hurt me?
How you made me a fool?
How I believed you?
How I thought of things?

You hurt me,
You hurt me so much,
More than you know,
More than you can understand.

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