Eye's wide

I opened my eyes fully today,
I saw the world in a different way,
This could really be a happy place,
If we all saw as I saw today.

I saw me getting insulted,
But I just forgot about it and pitied them,
I saw people arguing, but also people in love,
Why is it the bad points always shine through?

Everywhere there is sadness,
But with sadness comes joy,
Hope of a new life I seek,
Darkness maybe there but it wont get to me.

I shall fight off the darkness,
open my eyes real wide,
see through it all,
And see the hope returning.

I wish you'd see my way,
and look at all that is good,
forget about the bad,
stand here with me and see,
see that all shall be,
what it shall want to be.

Happiness

Why do you make things so difficult?
You come here and fuck things up,
It was great before you came back,
I was finally moving on,
Then that Monday night,
you came crawling back.

 I told myself not to let you near,
I promised myself I wouldn't,
But what did I do?
I opened the door up wide,
And told you to come on in,
Why do I do that every time?

I like to keep everyone happy,
I don't want anyone to cry,
I shall just do the crying,
No one shall feel pain,
I shall suffer the pain instead,
I am here to take away the sorrow.

I don't need to be happy,
I just want to help people,
I don't mind living a life alone,
If it means you'll never be alone,
I want the world to know,
That I am not afraid of it.

Chains

Let me break free from the chains,
Chains that hold me down,
Chains that strangle and suffocate me,
Why wont you let me go?

I feel like I am your pet,
Not being able to escape and be free,
Will you let me go and be alone?
Or will you always be there beside me?

I want to know the answer,
I need to get away from you,
To feel free and alone,
To see the world in a different way.

Give me back my hand,
Let go of it and never hold it again,
I will get away from these chains,
One way or another.

I will bite them if I have to,
I shall break every bone I have,
If I die trying to get away,
It will be better than staying with you.

Don't you get the picture that I don't want to be around you?
Don't you see that everyone dislikes you?
And that I am only here because of the chains,
As soon as I break free you will never see me again.

Differences

People see me differently now,
I'm not that quiet kid anymore,
I'm the one who shouts out,
The one who wants to get away.

The one who cares about you,
I see in your eyes you don't believe me,
you think the new me isn't really me,
Just a copy of someone else.

You want me to go back,
Back to my old self,
The one who was a loner,
Just so you will be happy with yourself.

As I told you last time,
I will not change just for the likes of you,
The only person I will change for is me,
I am in charge of myself.

I don't need you to rule me anymore,
 I can survive without you now,
I owe a lot to you but I will not stay with you,
Not after what you did to me.

Fooled

I was easily fooled by you,
I believed every word you said,
Now I wonder why I did,
You screw up my life.

I look out of the window,
And think about a forgotten promise,
One you made to me a long time ago,
Back when we were friends.

The glares you give me when you see me,
The back stabbing and rudeness,
All because I said I needed my space,
Your the one who said I hate you first.

 Look out of the window,
And think about a forgotten promise,
One you made to me a long time ago,
Back when we were friends.

You told me you didn't need me anymore
That I was only dead weight to you now,
But I see you struggle,
You did need me and I need you.

Look out of the window,
And think about a forgotten promise,
One you made to me a long time ago,
Back when we were friends.

I burned the pictures of us,
Threw away all your cheap stuff,
No longer do I need you,
I shall just leave you in the past.

Look out of the window,
And think about a forgotten promise,
One you made to me a long time ago,
Back when we were friends.

Forgotten places

I walk down the dark passage,
Past the blood stained walls,
To an open area,
Where I can't see anything at all,
It makes me feel uneasy.

I hear a noise behind me,
Creeping up on me ever so quietly,
I cannot see it, but I know it's there,
I can hear its deep breathing.

I see a distant source of light,
Thoughts fill my mind,
Memories of a forgotten time,
No one has witnessed this for hundreds of years,
Yet I am here alone.

I hear a noise behind me,
Creeping up on me ever so quietly,
I cannot see it, but I know it's there,
I can hear its deep breathing.

Passed the bones of the dead,
I look to my side,
To see my own reflection staring back at me,
I never remember that mirror being there,
There's a lot I do not remember.

I hear a noise behind me,
Creeping up on me ever so quietly,
I cannot see it, but I know it's there,
I can hear its deep breathing.

Murder

I want to get away from this place,
I want to be free and alone,
I crave freedom from society,
Cravings I feel need fulfilling,

Let me run and hide,
Give me a chance to be alone,
To think my problems over,
Before I go and do murder.

Given a chance I'd take a life,
Society needs to be taught,
It's not fair to keep things from me,
I want to know where this world is going.

Let me run and hide,
Give me a chance to be alone,
To think my problems over,
Before I go and do murder.

Would you really miss a few people?
Can I kill someone who's not worth while?
Someone just like you,
I hate everything about you.

Let me run and hide,
Give me a chance to be alone,
To think my problems over,
Before I go and do murder.

The spite you hold is great,
If looks could kill I'd be dead,
You're there staring at me,
Pin pointing me to my every location.

Let me run and hide,
Give me a chance to be alone,
To think my problems over,
Before I go and do murder.

Imagination

That look in your eye,
It makes me feel uncomfortable,
It sends a shiver down my spine,
Makes my whole body tremble.

Your just an image of my imagination,
You never were here and never will be,
I thought you up to keep me company,
I've had enough of being alone.

Glances toward the door,
Ears pricked up high hoping for the sound of the phone,
Any sort of communication,
I need to tell someone, anyone.

Your just an image of my imagination,
You never were here and never will be,
I thought you up to keep me company,
I've had enough of being alone.

Broken hearts and forgotten promises,
All this is because of you,
You refused to treat me as I should be treated,
Then turned everyone against me.

Your just an image of my imagination,
You never were here and never will be,
I thought you up to keep me company,
I've had enough of being alone.

I don't worry I know the truth,
I know your a Bastard,
I know your biggest secret,
Yet I tell it to no one.

Your just an image of my imagination,
You never were here and never will be,
I thought you up to keep me company,
I've had enough of being alone.

Who cares?

Is there no decency left in the world?
Does no one care anymore?
Is it really that hard to get along?
So many wars and battles.

So many lives are taken,
All because of the greed,
Man kind is always wanting,
Never satisfied with what they have.

Always looking for ways to get more,
Wondering about their next scam,
Treating others like dirt,
Never accepting the ways of the world.

The world is falling to pieces,
There's riots everywhere you look,
People protesting about stupid things,
Why can't they see what there is already?

Missing you

I wait for ages for you to come,
Bright eyed and hopeful,
Watching every way for you to come,
To my disappointment another day passes,
And still you did not show.

Will you ever come and see me?
Shall I ever talk to you again?
It has been ages since I last spoke to you,
I crave to have a conversation with you,
My heart tells me I miss you.

Yet you do not know this is how I feel,
I keep it locked up inside of me,
Where I only know of its existance,
It shall stay this way forever,
Only because I dare not say anything to you.

You're completely in the dark,
Not knowing how I feel,
But you knowing wouldn't change a thing,
I'd still be the one, looking in at you,
With you not knowing how I feel.

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