Reactions to things

I used to look up to you,
Saw you as a role model,
Now I ignore you,
And shut you out of my life.

Clouded thoughts,
Forgotten times and places,
All because of this,
The selfishness of you.

I'm afraid to tell you things,
I don't want to see your reaction,
I don't want you to over react,
I just need some help from you.

Clouded thoughts,
Forgotten times and places,
All because of this,
The selfishness of you.

I keep it all to myself now,
I don't want you to find out,
I want to be a closed book,
Away from the pain and suffering.

Clouded thoughts,
Forgotten times and places,
All because of this,
The selfishness of you.

You like to ruin my life

Why don't you always watch me?
Never let me out of your sight,
Keep me as your prisoner,
Never being free from you.

You shout at me,
Make me upset,
Destroy my life,
Screw all I know.

I broke away from you,
Kept everything inside of me,
Built a wall around myself,
Kept you from entering.

You shout at me,
Make me upset,
Destroy my life,
Screw all I know.

I'm sick of the way you talk to me,
Always trying to be the most powerful,
Not letting you over power me,
You shall not get away with this.

You shout at me,
Make me upset,
Destroy my life,
Screw all I know.

I want some space

Time to myself is what I want,
Away from you and your views,
A place that I will not be disturbed,
Where you can't get at me.

Let me be free from here,
Stand alone against it all,
To know who I am,
And not have you there.

Your like my evil shadow,
Wanting to know all about me,
Not letting me be on my own.
Prying into my business.

Let me be free from here,
Stand alone against it all,
To know who I am,
And not have you there.

I don't want to talk to you,
Haven't you figured that out yet?
Are you too thick to figure that out?
Leave me alone, wont you?

Let me be free from here,
Stand alone against it all,
To know who I am,
And not have you there.

I need someone to talk to

I used to have respect for you,
I used to look up to you,
I wanted to live a life like yours,
But now I don't want your life at all.

I need someone to talk to,
Someone to tell my worries to,
Who will listen to what I say,
Who will try and help me out.

Time to myself is what I crave,
I want to be able to think things over,
Be able to reflect on things that I've missed,
To be able to start things over.

I need someone to talk to,
Someone to tell my worries to,
Who will listen to what I say,
Who will try and help me out.

You're not like a mother to me,
Your more of an evil shadow,
Never really listening to me,
Just paying attention to my siblings.

I need someone to talk to,
Someone to tell my worries to,
Who will listen to what I say,
Who will try and help me out.

Different views

You look at me differently,
With different morals and thoughts,
Why do you see me that way?
Don't you know anything about me?

I wish you would leave me alone,
Look away from me,
I don't want to see you,
I want to be away from you.

Too many things have changed,
Yet too little has changed,
Nothing seems to get better,
Yet at times the world seems like the best.

I wish you would leave me alone,
Look away from me,
I don't want to see you,
I want to be away from you.

I think about how I want it to be,
Yet do I really want it that way?
Will anything be different if its that way?
Is it worth the risk to see what it would be like?

I wish you would leave me alone,
Look away from me,
I don't want to see you,
I want to be away from you.

Away from it all

If we were in different places,
And if we saw different faces,
Would we feel happier?
Or would we be more sad.

I want to go walking,
Walking alone,
Away from it all,
Time to think.

I want to be free from here,
Walk along the path I want to,
Do what I want to do,
Be the person I feel I need to be.

I want to go walking,
Walking alone,
Away from it all,
Time to think.

Let me get back to you,
When I feel that I can,
When I can actually talk to you,
Without getting shouted at.

I want to go walking,
Walking alone,
Away from it all,
Time to think.

Away from the world

Shout out your fucking lungs,
Stamp me down to the fucking ground,
Treat me how ever the hell you feel,
Never fucking be straight with me.

Freedom is what I want,
Away from the world,
Where I can be alone,
And wont hear your ramblings.

Make me into your fucking slave,
Treat me as if I was an animal,
Only fucking here to fill your needs,
To make you feel bigger inside.

Freedom is what I want,
Away from the world,
Where I can be alone,
And wont hear your ramblings.

Make me feel like shit,
Split my life into pieces,
Bring me down to hell,
Bring me back to fucking reality.

Freedom is what I want,
Away from the world,
Where I can be alone,
And wont hear your ramblings.

Thinking about you

I smile when ever I speak to you,
I'm always waiting to talk to you again,
I just enjoy talking to you,
It fills me with happiness.

I think about you so often,
You fill my thoughts,
At night I dream about you,
During the day I daydream about you.

I feel like I've known you ages,
Even though its only been a short time,
You used to scare me,
But I don't remember why.

I think about you so often,
You fill my thoughts,
At night I dream about you,
During the day I daydream about you.

I sometimes wonder if I'm just being stupid,
Should I really feel this way?
I wish I knew the answer,
I'm sure I'll find out one way or another.

I think about you so often,
You fill my thoughts,
At night I dream about you,
During the day I daydream about you.

Do you like me?

You don't seem that open towards me,
I feel as if I say all I want to say,
While you sit there and listen,
And don't say anything back.

Do you like me?
I wish I knew,
Am I paranoid?
I think I might be.

I wonder sometimes about you,
About what you think about,
About how you feel,
And generally just about you.

Do you like me?
I wish I knew,
Am I paranoid?
I think I might be.

I want you to talk to me,
Tell me how you feel,
I can only guess how you feel,
And I wonder if I'm even right.

Do you like me?
I wish I knew,
Am I paranoid?
I think I might be.

Break away

Nothing really matters anymore,
Lets forget all that went on,
Back when we were young,
Before we knew the meaning of things.

Break away from it all,
Say goodbye to the past,
Forget all that was bad,
This is the way to be now.

We can have a new beginning together,
Away from the prying eyes,
Free from the cruelness of the world,
No one there to criticise and judge.

Break away from it all,
Say goodbye to the past,
Forget all that was bad,
This is the way to be now.

I don't care anymore,
I just don't want this life anymore,
I hate my past I want to forget it,
I want to be free from it.

Break away from it all,
Say goodbye to the past,
Forget all that was bad,
This is the way to be now.

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