People have to be honest to themselves. Don�t let that inner voice scream needlessly.
Listen to it.
Usually, before you have time to rationalize it, it�s right. Do not question your ability to handle yourself in any situation. People need healing; those that say they don�t need healing must heal themselves. If one is too proud to accept guidance, then one must learn to trust the signs and not stray from one�s personal path. Do not become someone else, instead use their words according to your personal style. Assimilate knowledge so when questioned, the answer always comes from the heart, in your own word construction.

To the man who muttered "fkn dyke" as he looked at a female couple:
maybe you�d quit saying bigoted things in public if the people you put down beat the crap out of you every time you say bigoted comments.
You hate dykes?
Well, we hate honky white-assed pieces of shit that hate other folks that do different things.
I don�t think turning the other cheek is effective with jerks like that; the non-action lets those perpetrators think they are ok.
"Turn the other cheek."
You only got two cheeks; two strikes and you�re out, man.
Racism and bigotry are diseases that can be cured with honesty and truth which leads to tolerance and understanding.

Thought-disease: it is not organic, it originates from the spirit world; an idea grows within one�s head then gets spoken.

New feelings for new ideas for people to live by.

God got castrated and the Goddess got banished.

Why is God angry?

Why does Mary weep?

They must be wed and walk hand in hand once again. To love the God is to enjoy the Goddess�s bounty.

Explain. . . :
to enjoy what the Goddess has to offer is to love and cherish all of Earth�s creatures and relations. To be thankful for the food we borrow from Her and to embrace the sexual union between chosen souls. The Goddess is anything alive and organic; anything that grows.

To love and honour the God is to use one�s organizational and creative skills in a positive way.

To embrace the sexual union is to love the God.

The act of creating is to love the Goddess.

They are interchangeable.
They are the Two that came from the One.

When the Earth creates physical colors, the become dark as they mix.
When the Sun creates colors, they become light as they mix.

Without the light, one cannot see the dark Earth.
Without the dark Earth, the light has no place to bounce from.

In the material world, lack of color is white (death, barren, desert).
In the etheric world, lack of color is black (death, dungeon, underworld).

In the material world, all the colors together are black (rich, strong, life, fertility).
In the etheric world, all the colors together are white (purity, beauty, knowledge).

Judeo-christianity perceived the Light as God and heavenly which I can understand.
The material darkness was seen as female and, therefore, evil.

Pan is the male aspect of Earth.
Mary is the female aspect of Heaven.

I haven�t gone to any medecine gathering because to me, they feel like the rituals belong to someone else. What I know is my own personal medecine. I guess I feel like it�s a private thing . . . wow. . . like it's embarrassing, like masturbation is to be done alone.

I�ve always kept my �animal/nature/magik� somewhat unknown to others. I think I thought people would laugh at me (as a kid I used to pretend to talk to the wind, pretend to pay homage to the sun, pretend to be a bird). Probably because kids at school picked on me to watch me cry.

So now all these people that seemed non-existent when I was younger are doing wheels and circles and rituals and ceremonies. Was it a recent discovery for some of these people? Are those the same people that charge large sums of money for spiritual healing? That would require a certain amount of insensitivity which I find to be at the same level as the kids that picked on me, the kids that pick on smaller �weirder� kids.

I would sooner avoid those kinds of people at all costs; they are harmful to the ones who think a little differently. They do contribute to lessons of patience, but, on another level, they remind me of manifestations of the �dark side� that are born into this world to delay the �Light� mission.
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