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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

        无知
        爱很慢，痛苦更缓慢
        恨很痛快
        泪血流般不止

        话从口中走私
        在人群耳垂间奔驰
        嘴无知

        悲伤从紧闭的眼泄漏
        在我们心头翻滚成湖
        眼泪无知

        美丽自灵魂消翳
        在我们直觉中虚幻成追忆
       肉身无知

        死亡自悲伤中起舞
        在骨灰星火光里模糊
        灵魂无知

        血泪涌般不止
        痛苦最痛快
        恨更缓慢，爱很慢

Friday, July 16, 2004

I like this. Attitude enuff.

Sunday, July 04, 2004

日子日子，像翻书

日子日子犹如翻书
计时器与页底数字同时
跳跃、闪变、迷失
听嘀嗒嘀嗒人来人去
一个段落一个句子一个字
偶然吸引你的目光勾走你的灵魂
最后我们笔直
头也不回，合书，像续程旅驿的过客

假若我你
有日再次重温几近尘封的书
是否像从容笑阅累累情书，像迷惘入梦，像顾镜自怜
抑或，依旧，动容如昔?

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Lies lie(s) the unexposed, the pretended and the presupposed

Their eloquent voices, like noises, word for word

You could have heard, you must have heard

My face rumbling with dirt

My soul hurt

The wind hidden under the door

Smoke flooded and drowned

A dead corpse, which no one saw

Friday, July 02, 2004

"I've been in love before. It's like a narcotic.

At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender.

The next day, you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can control things.

You think about the person you love for two minutes and forget them for three hours.

But then you get used to that person, you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes.

If he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix.

And just as addicts steal and humiliates themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."

By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept; Paulo Coelho

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Love has ended before it began.

(We should then became strangers, again

as this is how we began)

Friday, June 11, 2004

Past Tense

Dancing lights glittered, spilling through the eyes of an enormous net of leaves

The afternoon shades of milky warmth faded like time

The faces that were hidden under layers and layers of memories

Potrayed such weirdly young images that mirrored like the perpetual sunshine

I was blindfolded like 2 playful cats

One black and the other white, both dumbfounded

I slept in an afternoon of bubbles and melodies of dreams

Encores, applauses,beachlines, sunglasses and waters

Marching into harsh reality like bees and butterflies

My eyes bittered, soured and sored

at a critical point where innocence

disguised as ignorance, has once crowded

like leaves drinking dews

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Came across this:

You are Lost Emily!! You prefer to stay
Lost Emily

Thursday, June 03, 2004

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Monday, May 31, 2004

山一程，水一程。

身向榆关那畔行，

夜深千帐灯。

风一更，雪一更。

聒碎乡心梦不成

故园无此声。

~纳兰性德《长相思》

I kinda like this poem, let me do a direct translation here..

Perpentual Lovesick

A route of mountains, a foot of waters

My body directed to the elm frontier pass, along the lake i passed

In the deep night thousands of tents lit.

2 hrs of wind, 120 minutes of snow

Mutters of lovesick souls, in sleepless night with dreams never realised

Back THERE no such voices are heard

Sunday, May 30, 2004

WHEN EXISTENCE MERELY SCARS LIKE IRONY

When we are going to different schools

When we are going seperate ways

When our friends become different and we have different friends

when perspectives differs and all else ignored

When we dun feel for one another as much as before

When the affection between one another becomes unequal

When i learnt that you have eventually found the one

when the one eventually become your Mr or Mrs

When ur surname changed to his

When we become older

When we become old

When cuts perpectually exists as merely scars

We seperate in seperate ways

Sunday, May 23, 2004

War is about "Young men dying, and old men talking"

Love goes toward love

as school boys from their books

But love from love

toward school with heavy looks

~William Sheakspeare "Romeo and Juliet"

Friday, May 21, 2004

Some titles that caught my eyes at Kinokuniya....

(作者:wh )
　　男:"我可以向你问路吗?"
　　女:"到那里?"
　　男:"到你心里"

　　男:"你的腿一定很累吧!"
　　女:"为什么?"
　　男:"因为你在我脑海中跑了一整天"

Friday, April 30, 2004

<重庆森林>

每个人都有失恋的时候，而每一次我失恋呢，我就会去跑步，因为跑步可以将你身体里面的水分蒸发掉，而让我不那么容易流泪，我怎么可以流泪呢？

在女人的心中里面，我可是一个很酷的男人。在2004年的X月X号，有一个女人跟我讲了一声“生日快乐”，因为这一句话，我会一直记住这个女人。如果记忆也是一个罐头的话，我希望这罐罐头不会过期；如果一定要加一个日子的话，我希望她是一万年。

我和她接近的时候，我们之间的距离只有0.01公分，我对她一无所知，57个小时之后，我爱上了她，六个钟头之后，她喜欢了另一个男人。我以为会跟她在一起很久，就像一架加满了油的飞机一样，可以飞很远，谁知道飞机中途会转站……

一个人哭喊，你给纸巾他就行；但如果一间屋的人哭喊，你就要做很多事情。

不知道什么时候开始，我变成一个很小心的人，每次我穿雨衣的时候，我都会戴太阳眼镜，你永远都不知道什么时候会下雨，什么时候出太阳。

Friday, April 30, 2004

INDIFFERENCE

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Being indifferent is not hard

It is an art

Out of the nutshell, something which i have learnt to spell

Living like a dying cell

No more hard-sell, no longer myself

for all you can tell

What else? It is really no more like hell

I melted

I ceased to yell

On the spot my knees fell

Oh well, I am doing it unexceptionally well

　

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Eat Me like a Cigarette

Do not be kind, do not be kind
for all have to die
My fingers, my hair, my blood all pale and dry
"It's not from mommy's cigarettes.
It's all daddy's fault-
It's hereditary." (1)
But why but why?

My dearest Daddy
you are joining mommy

in all the cigarettes and ashes she secretly keeps?

(1)-These 3 lines adapted from nightlychaos

IMPRESSIONS- Light dances with shadows