06th December (Mon), cloudy

Dear ladies and gentlemen..... Michelle is back! Its been so so so long since my last update! Ha! Almost abandoned this site.. but suddenly remembered and decided to revisit this bitching tool from the old days... Ha =p
Things have changed, definitely. I found a job. Back at where my dental clinic is. Ha... learning about management in a dental practice... May sound absurd, but i believe learning opportunities are everywhere. It just depends on how u make out of it. For now, i will stay on and absorb as much as i can from this experience. After that, well... it may be a different story... but then... life's unpredictable anyway. So...
Just had dinner with Fornax group last night! Really really miss them. This camp group that had been with me since my NUS year 1 days... Everybody's preoccupied with work now though... no time for the previous small talks at Fong Seng/NUH. But then, i am glad we made effort to gather for an occasional meal... i really miss u all... really....

17th May (Mon), sun

After what seems like forever...... I am back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really long time never update liao hor.... sorry lah....been really busy with my life. That is a good thing mah, at least i am not wallowing in self despair online, sitting in front of the PC every night and drowning myself in beer and sorrow. Yes, i am trying to catch up on my life now... the one i am leading, or at least trying to lead in reality. Ok... not too bad... Sentosa chalet, Dayang diving trip, suppers, movie gatherings, intensive sun tanning and obvious skin 'chao-tar-ing'.... i am a changed man (or woman). More cheerful? Maybe. BUt definitely more worried of the future lor... future as in, start looking for full time job, start paying off loans, start saving up, basically planning for the future. Aiyoh... xx years old liao... still no career, no car, no $$, no BF. SIGH... Think maybe its time i did some self-reflection? Maybe he is right. I am a stubborn person. Too stubborn. Simply dunno how to listen to good advice. Maybe... ("<) Must also see if the advice is sound or not mah... something that sound theoretically right may not be so for everybody one lor... He ask me to accept what i have, dun be so stubborn in my decision, to give up... basically, there were words within words lor... i know what he is trying to say... i may have lost all, but i still have my intuition.. and my pride. My useless pride.

One less buddy to confide in nowadays now that she is away in Australia for 2 weeks for her holiday.... scroll the phone book, and dunno who to call. Met him today and he also a bit weird weird one... A colleague was (i think) trying to matchmake us again. And he had to add some comments about me only liking guys from Engin. Fine. Whatever. He chose to give up himself. Dun say i never give him chance lor.

Its time for some bailey's again.

15th April (Thurs), sun

Been a long long time since i last updated hor.... yeah man... long time never come here and crap liao. So so many things have happened since my last update!! here goes!

1. I found my motivation!! Haha!!! I shall keep this for now... HEE
2. FYP is finally finally over. The thesis is finally handed up 2 days after the deadline, and the presentation, though downright terrible, is finally over too. ("p)
3. I fell down into a drain, and hurt my ankle. Damn... so paiseh!!! Luckily no familiar faces was around then.
4. Its my XX birthday... So many friends remembered despite the exams! So so touched!! The usual flowers, melted cake and birthday song was there too, outside cosy LT6. (",)
5. He remembered my birthday!!!! Hahahaha!!!!!!!!!
6. Exams started! Actually, i just had my 2nd paper today... That means i am 4 days away from my last paper!!!!

Time really flies... 4 years, in a blink like that. Seems like yesterday i was just running around amok in Engin, the boyish camp chair, the lingering memories... the everything....

Though i will miss school (yes, i still do miss it) Life after graduation is sooo exciting too!!!! Yohoo!!!!