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~ Michelle's Story... NO MASK, NO LIES |
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31st January (Fri), rain I was supposed to have lunch with someone at school today, but woke up at close to 11am, so... oops... yeah... i said school... hahhahaa... i had planned to go to school today to do some friends visiting, proposal faxing, canteen hopping etc... but... hehehehe... it was raining when i woke up... hehehehe Today's Lunar New Year's eve! My uncle will be coming over my place for dinner later. Yeah.... actually, my idea of a reunion dinner was to have the whole, i mean whole family as in uncles, aunties, cousins, nephews, nieces etc etc.... to sit down and have a heart-warming steamboat dinner like what we see in Zhen Qing.. hahaha... but so difficult cos my uncles and aunties are already grandparents of their own liao... so family too big liao... and ever since my grandmas passed away.. the family is more like split liao.... so.... Never mind, i will set this tradition for my own family when i become a grandma next time! Haha 30th January (Thurs), sun Hi dear friends! Yupp! Today is the eve of Chinese New Year's eve! so exciting!!! This means that i have NO WORK tomorrow, NO WORK all the way till Tuesday!! Hahahaha!!! You cannot imagine how happy i am man... hahahhahaahaa I made some new friends from Singapore Cupid this week. Well, guess i just have to exercise caution about whom i get acquainted with... but, no matter how many guys i talk to, or how many guys i email, something is still missing. I dunno how to describe it too... maybe i still haven't ... never mind.... (i had taken out some sensitive issues i posted up last night, but for those who had seen it before i could change it, well...) Its gonna be the start of the Lunar Year. I wish all friends here a Happy, Peaceful and Prosperous Year ahead. ("p) Did a test today. Quite accurate. try it here. Check out my results. Being a sensible person, you prefer to research any situation before taking action. You don't trust anyone's opinion but your own. You handle your money carefully and accumulate it in small, but secure, increments. You are bubbly and approachable. Unrestricted by the latest fashion trends, you buy clothes only when they look good on you. You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life. You are more comfortable talking about work than relationships. In your mind, the image your friends have of you is very important. You like to have the latest brands and are prepared to invest a lot of your money in quality and expensive possessions. 25th January (Sat), sun So many things happened this week! Really no time before this to come online and update on my daily events.. paiseh paiseh... Ok, here goes! For one, i finally joined the Gu-Zheng class!! On Monday! So exciting! Though my fingers turned out to be rather stiff (hey, what u expect, 21 years of non musical exercise) i still enjoyed it nonetheless... and guess what? I am the YOUNGEST member there! Hahahaha!!! Yeah man! IA this week had been quite relaxing... Managed to search through the company Intranet and dug up some 100 plus songs... Haha... and my colleagues are so nice!!! One volunteered to help me burn it into a CD, which i have already uploaded into my laptop, and the other helped me download HP operator logos for free! Haha.. think me really very lucky to be there.. at least sales engineering is something i am more interested in. ("p) Think my workload will be coming in straight after the CNY, cos my supervisor has asked me to take over his jobscope when he leaves... cham liao... Had many gatherings this week also. I had 2 lunches with my teachers in TJ and a NUS class dinner on thursday. Its been so long since i last saw my TJ teachers... some of them had left the school liao... but the others remained... My Chem tutor had become the new Discipline Master!!! Wah... cannot believe our cute 'teddy bear' tutor is now the fear among students...?!?!? No lah... he's still the jovial cute and understanding tutor i know.. ("p) Saw so many Cedarians in TJ in our blue and grey uniform.. so 'seh'! ahahha! I get reminded of my Orientation days in JC and i really miss school... no wonder people grow snappier with age... cos they get jealous of the young kids in school having fun w/o having to worry about money and other silly stuff. All u do in school was to go bubble tea (my era lah), watch movie, eat Long John Silver's and then basically lobo. So good life.... Sigh.... I want to be 17 again!!! Hmm... but come to think of it, NUS year 1 life also very good!! Also play all day.... hmm... Had a class dinner with E4 on thursday. We went to Novena Square Fish and Co. for our dinner then. Really nice to see so many turn up for the dinner... Some had become more tanned, more brown hair, more brown clothes, more professional looking, more studious looking, more pervert? and more chatty... Really miss them... and the times in class, though we din talk much back then.... Actually my class very good liao... some friends i know in other classes dun even know their classmate! quite sad ah... at least i'm glad my class isn't like that... we are still the No 1, jovial, smart, cute class in EEE! Ha!!! (*cheers!) Oh forgot to tell u all that i am also promoted to Auntie!! Actually i am already one lah.. but my cousin just gave birth to a cute son a mth ago and its his one mth old celebration tomorrow!!! But, i cannot go, cos i am working?!?!!?!? Ah! Never mind, next weekend can see liao... CNY mah... sure can see them then. (",) Me also starting my tuition job next Tuesday onwards. That only leaves me Wed, Thurs and Fri night free for whatever whatever... Sigh... Wah... me really very tired liao..last night i reached home at 1 plus am, cos i was at Chinatown and i missed my last feeder bus when i got back to the interchange. Bo pian., i had to walk home with this auntie i got acquainted with at the bus stop while waiting for a miracle bus to appear. In the end, i was chatting merrily with this auntie i dun know and still dun know the name, for almost 15 mins! Ha... think me really friendly ah... like that also can.. Hahhaa... then i showed her my new Henna tattoo i got at the Chinatown bazaar and she was pretty disgusted. Ooops... paiseh lah... cos that time the dye still there and still haven dry up yet, so its looks pretty gross with this green stuff stuck on the tattoo outline smelling like what mum describe as 'drug' smell. Jialat... my dad din like that tattoo, my dentists used that 'huh?? u did a what???' look and only my mum said she liked it. Alamak... lucky not a real tattoo.. heng ah... else siao liao... but this morning when i bathe and couldn't remove that tattoo, felt rather alarmed at the thought of having that thing on me for the rest of my life?! makes me shudder.... this experience made me give up all thoughts on having my initials inscribed on my shoulders for good. Hmph. But he hasn't seen it yet leh.. dunno what he will say.. haha Still gotta bathe/consider if i should go for taekwando classes tomorrow/think of how to clear my remaining 3 ISPs/draft out a business plan for the MEGABUCKS competition/read Bio notes to prepare for my first bio tuition class on tuesday/think of where to go next week after work on wed/thurs etc... So BZ!!! Haha!! Night! 19th January (Sun), rain Its a rainy day today. I could see the rain pouring outside the clinic window... very nice feeling. I always like rainy days. It cools down the temperature, refreshes my mind and relaxes with its pitter patter sounds. Heavenly. (",) I just feel so refreshed today. Maybe its because i went out with Fornax yesterday. The dinner, talks, short walks around Bugis area etc.. were enough to last me through work for the next week. So easily contented ah. I keep looping the cassette tape recorded song "Zhe Yi Shen Zhi Qian Ni De Shou". Really can't bring myself to stop listening. Ooops. 17th January (Fri), sun Wah... seems like my diary entries not as updated as before... no choice lah... no time at all... weekday IA then work at dental clinic at night... 7 day week ah... very siong. Geez... Anyway, just want to tell you all that i have signed up for taekwando classes and gu zheng classes! Hahaha.. yupp... sounds unbelievable? Nah... i had thought of taking up both these courses when i was young, but just that my mum din approve of the former and i was to lazy to sign up for the latter. Well... guess its time to catch up on dreams and childhood aspirations. Din have the time to check my mail all these days. When i did, realised that a friend had sent a rather meaningful mail. Think i must have received a similiar mail before. The contents are very much familiar.. The article told the reader (me) some facts about love and how to cherish it. Me? What have i got to cherish now? Nothing was ever mine in the first place mah... Ha. For those who watch "Nan Qing Nu Ai", i think Ms Mao and Yu Letian very very cute. Haha... never expected a FCP and a MCP to get together.. Hahahaha! 13th January (Mon), sun Wah... just realised that its been so long since i shared my experiences with u , my faithful reader.. wah... 5 days somemore.... Ok... here goes! (",) Just attended a friend's wedding dinner yesterday night, Wah.. the feeling to see yr friend getting married is a bit funny and awkward. Made me realise how old i am liao... er... oops... and make me wonder when i will be the bride to wear that bare back gown that will make everybody wah as i walk down the aisle. Hahaha... Now me permanently on weekend shift at the dental clinic liao... which means that i am free on week day nights! Yeah! That means i can watch my "Jin Zhuang Si Da Cai Zi".. heeheee... watched that show tonight and really enjoyed it. That show very nice to watch, and that Zhou Wenbin also quite cute ah... hahahaa But on second thoughts, it means that i have lesser income lor.... sheet... me now trying to look for students for tuition leh... but to no avail.. come on... parents! call me!!!! Ms Tan sure reliable one! At least i wun spell tuition as tution like how some pple printed their pamphlets at my block the other time. Actually i feel quite sorry for them, let me see means i will remember and use it as my suanning example liao. Ha Oh yah.. forgot to tell u all... i am sick.. again. Yes. I know. Dunno why i am so weak also. Alamak... i work i dun fall sick, but the moment i dun have weekday clinic duty, i fall sick. Sheet. Me still considering if i should go see doctor tomorrow and claim my medical fee at my Yokogawa. Hmm.. see how i feel tomorrow bah.... how i wish someone will come up to me and offer me a cup of barley... i just have this craving for it today. Well, do u all still remember the cute guy i was oohing and ahing about the past entries? Hahaha... did it arouse yr curiousity? Haha.. ok lah.. i know u not interested to know.. ok lor... anyway, that 'crush' is over!!! Yupp!! I have moved on again! hahaa... be careful cute guys out there... Michelle is on her lookout again! Hahaha And.. i decided that money maybe really can't buy some stuff. I signed up for Engin Camp and O week and Rag and Flag today. Engin Club?!?!?! Here i come!!!!!! Yohoo!!!!!!!! (oops... forgot me bringing the flu virus today.. hahaa) 9th January (Thurs), sun Saw my other 'chopstick sister' at the dental clinic tonight. Hahaha... really miss her ah... (",) Work at Yokogawa getting more siong. Must learn AutoCAD 2000 and chim chim Microsoft Excel. But never mind, i will learn. Ok... think i better go sleep now... really really... ZzzzZzZzzz ti...Zzzz red...... ZzzzzZzzzzzz 8th January (Wed), sun Woke up from a nightmare. Think it must have been the Turkey double bacon cheeseburger, large coke, Triple chocolate pie and the $5 pork liver and kidney soup last night. The nightmare was very very real. I dreamt that i went back to school one day and went to the old Engin Club room to take a look. And i found police tape all around the place. There were nobody there, so i went in to take a look. The place was very dark. Very little light. I was alone and feeling scared. But then, i saw Morgan come in. He came in and opened all the windows. The place seemed much brighter after that. And we found a video tape. The contents narrated a crime scene. In it was a scene that showed a hammer with the number '8' on it. And the strange thing was that one moment the hammer was there, and the other moment it was gone! I also dunno how to describe the dream here. The gist is that i felt very very scared. The date on the tape was 5th to 22nd Dec 2002. Which means that the murder victim was killed during that period of time. Alamak.. getting more and more confusing here... anyway, i was very scared. I am sure i screamed in my sleep last night. The next thing i know in the morning was that my hp alarm was beeping and i had a pain in my right side of my dental profile. Hey... Its my turn to get a toothache now. Quite bad. Wanted to let my dentist take a look, but there were so so many patients and i saw him coughing, so guess he needs a rest... but, pain got the better of me, i mean i couldn't eat dinner leh... and... i must say i really appreciate my dentist. =) He took a look for me even though he was tired and not feeling well. And he had also called me this afternoon to change my dental shifts to all Sats and Suns. This is better for me cos i dun have to rush down from Bedok after work each day... and... hahaha.... the bad thing is that i earn less money and get to see less of my dental colleagues and their jokes... Well, the bottom line is that i really appreciate him and this job. Thanks Dr Yap. (",) Well, the verdict? My upper wisdom tooth is growing longer and biting onto my gums, thus creating an ulcer. Well... hope the painkiller helps. The third day of my IA today. Currently helping them to do a Microsoft Excel spreadsheet for a product quotation. And its those chim chim type, with validation and filters and lots of formulas. Its quite fun once u get the hang of it actually. Ok lah... and my colleagues are getting more and more used to having me around. That's good... we are starting to have more conversation now at least... (",) So basically, life IS good. Can feel the flu virus spreading in my clinic again though... Sheet.. think i was the germ carrier last week... Ha.. Hope that nightmare dun come back. 6th January (Mon), sun First day of attachment at Yokogawa, and he was the only one who asked me how it is. Sigh.. Anyway, I'm attached to the Industrial Business Solutions Dept (sth like sales). The colleagues are quiet, but helpful. The jobscope is somewhat of a admin officer cum sales engineer cum clerk cum cheap labour.. but ok lah... its a learning experience... and there's no programming for me to do.. (as yet).. Hahaha! All i did today at the office was to walk around, get a tour of the place, introduced to my colleagues, lobo at the pantry, get some free oranges as part of the company welfare, got my own personal DELL laptop, read product catalogues, thick product manuals and write a few New Year cards for their corporate business partners. Well, what a start... the other colleagues are all guys, except for a girl who i am supposed to take over the jobscope and is going for maternity leave soon. Well.... hey hey, dun get me wrong k... i'm faithful k... i still like that cute one... Hahahhaa! 5th January (Sun), sun He's cute cute cute cute cute! Hahaha... (*grin grin*) Wah... really think my life is getting more and more boring by the day leh... the number of sms i receive per day is within counts already.... sigh... But still... he's cute cute cute cute cute!!! ("P) Paiseh lah... i wish i can reveal more to u all too, but cannot leh... his friends got access to my webbie... i very shy one.. HAHA.. Starting my IA at Yokogawa tomorrow. Hope its gonna be good. Hmm... Last but not least, before i go off, just like to say this... HE'S CUTE!! Hahaha! (feeling irritated? Sorry leh... me very long never meet a guy who can make me so Eeeegggcited liao) Yah Yah. 3rd January (Fri), sun The third day of the new year and i'm sick. Bleah... what shitty luck. Kenna sore throat... gotta take another half day leave and had to forgo my half day's pay.... argh! Went to a session of KTV with Fornax or was it Recca? yesterday at Violet I. Sang many old songs... very nice... but could have kicked myself for playing that song later on. Though its all a thing of the past, but.. never mind. Hope he's ok. Did i ever mention that Fornax is the group of friends i treasure the most in NUS? Its getting very quiet here... even my handphone 'hotline' is getting colder by the day... Now he see me online also dun want to talk liao... sigh... and i thought friendships last... 1st January 03 (Wed), sun Happy New Year friends! Woke up at 1730 in the evening, and decided it was too late for the BBQ session at PGP with Engin Club, so stayed at home and caught up on some much needed rest. Watched the show Space Jam on channel 5.. and ... i like that show! The scene that especially touched me was the first scene, where u see Michael Jordan junior practising his basketball at his backyard court in the middle of the night. He is so determined that he was going to be a good basketball player in the NBA and he saw his dreams, and he was working hard for it. I admire and respect him for that. This is the start of the new year. The start of a new beginning. |
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