27th February (Fri), sun

Busy busy busy. And yet, i added another tuition assignment into my already hectic and unbelievably busy schedule. Drats. Too money minded to reject. As a result, i am now working on Mon, Sat, Sun @ depac and Tues for the tuition assignment. Oops.. that leaves me only Wed-Fri for work and some teeny weeny bit of leisure.

Hate my life now.

Anyway, finally managed to get my desktop running proper now. The stooopid broadband was finally activated on 23rd Mon instead of the promised 20th Fri by my beloved trustworthy ISP. And who says 80G is enough? After all my Matlab, FYP program, mahjong games installation and existing MP3, i am only left with about 50G for new songs and drama serials and MTVs i want to download. Where got enough?!?!!?! Next time save more then add more HDD and RAM. Ha! Till then, this would have to suffice. Hee

21st February (Sat), sun

Less than a month to completion of FYP, submission of thesis, technical paper, mid term assignments etc etc and i am still in the infamous 'nua' mood. Damn. Immunity getting worse by the day too. This FYP has made me age so much this past year!!! Even the fat has accumulated! Its now no longer the 'thin skinny bamboo Mee-siam' lor... instead its the "long time no see you seemed to have gained weight hor?!?!?' me. OOPS. Not good not good. Must exercise liao. I will start after FYP. Ha!

Finally got my new desktop up, but still not running. Stoooopid broadband still cannot work. Dun ask me why. I repeated the uninstall and reinstall, unplug and replug modem process countless times but still to no avail leh. Dunno why also. The pac net guy said the problem either with the line, the modem or my system. DUH -_-"

Rewatching my old VCD classics now. Can't help it. Life is too boring... no motivation, no purpose, no direction. Only my faithful Tv and radio to walk this lonely road with me. Life too pathetic for me nowadays. Home, school, work, coffee, headaches are the main things in my life now. Really miss the good old long dinners at arts canteen, Clementi kopitiam and Sakae sushi with people i call friends and 'bitch' around. Well, no such luck now.... everybody also sooo busy with our own lives. Though i miss you all so so much, but also cannot make it soo obvious mah... else gotta receive lecture from him again for being emotionally dependent. Bleah. I rest my case. Period.

4th February (Wed), sun

Bad day. Bad mood. Dun step on my tail now.

3rd February (Tues), sun

Dear aya,

Its been a long time since i last came here. Missed me? Well, i missed myself too. Life is getting to be so monotonous. FYP, school, work, home. The same routine everyday, again and again in a seemingly infinite loop. Damn.

Can't wait for all this shit to be over. Drats ~