. wednesday [july|14]
the time is . 2347

yes folks i'm still alive. comment or sign my guestbook... that's why xanga makes these things.

[ chem 162 is coming along quite nicely. i'm not studying like i should. bad allen. i just have to read a little more. there are very few equations involved in this course. very qualitative. yuck i hate it. I NEED NUMBERS. the first few days of class was all words... no numbers. well, maybe a few. but not enough! grrr.

[ concert is coming up this month, and i still haven't collected all the money yet from people. oh wells, if they don't give me the money they don't get the pre-selected seats. --- costumes = $$$ and allen don't got that. haha. i managed to buy jazz shoes and a pair of those classic black and white converse low cut shoes. i've spent roughly about $127 on costumes and i still have to buy 3 more full sets which are estimated at $150. >_< oh my goodness. i need to get a really really good job. any one want to help me and donate to the "help allen get his costumes for his dance concert because he's a broke ass" fund?// leave a comment for more information. =D

[ one left us all to be with God, one deserted us for another lover and a misleading corruption substance, as one struggles to keep us together they still fell victim to insecurity and fear, so another is forced to leave us. us has now morphed into just me and now i am alone. i never imagined that anything like this would happen to me. everything has been taken away from me. i don't know what to do. i can't think. when ever i'm alone i just cry because i feel like crap. all i can do is just to pray. for the few that know... thank you for understanding and helping me go through all this. i don't know how i'm handling this... but i am. i just don't know how...

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. tuesday [july|06]
the time is . 2300

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. saturday [july|03]
the time is . 1944

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