| 30 May 2003 |
[23.55]
today wasn't the best day that happened... but it was better than i thought it would be. it started off bumpy with conflicts with our little beach outing which was planned to happen @ 8 but wasn't put into effect till 12. me and my friends spent only 1.5 hrs at the beach most of my time spent trying to teach mabel how to crochet. (oh my... stress) gradually moved on to the graduation of james campbell high's class of 2003 @ aloha stadium. our plans got screwed again because i only had two lei's, one for henry & len-len. the plan was to go to pricebusters to get those plastic rubbish bag lei's for the rest of the 30 that we sorta kinda knew, but we were running short on time so we just decided to buy from those sorta kinda pricey lei stands out side of the stadium. hrmm... maybe i can set up my own stand there with all my kine stuff. hrmm... idea! haha... j/p. had a short convo with the infamous mark on his where abouts because i remembered that he said that he might be there and sure enough... i actually saw the dude in person! hehe. felt like a real dork too. idk... freaky skinny dude with AX clothing and an orange and black beenie. oh my. ghetto fob!!! hehe. afterwards i got my freak on and lei'd (how do you spell that word?) about a dozen people... didn't kiss only one of them... haha. would've gotten a backhand for it if i did. got a really nice photo on the way back to the car. very cute. now i got 7 to look at. at dinner at chan's restaurant for krystle's lil family dinner. lots of food, people, and campbell graduates. headed home to a garage of my brother's friends just drinkin' and having a good time. didn't want to bother them so me and my friends just went into the house. kicked back for a while then they dug out. that's my day... alojerz
so what now?
| 29 May 2003 |
[18.08] HAPPY BDAY BRO!
just wanted to start off my saying happy birthday to my brother, Arthur. i don't usually give a rip about anything when it comes to him, but idk about this year. hehe. i called him up right before my history class started.
me: Eh boi...
boi: what!
me: what you doing?
boi: going to work. what...
me: uhh... happy birthday.
boi: oh... thank you.
mr: ok bye. *klick*
haha. that was the first time that i told him that in like... 5 years? idk? we Pascual's have difficulty when it comes to showing emotions. haha.
i feel hella ghetto in my history class typing with my cli�l. haha. i totally deleted yesterday's notes by accident because i forgot that i couldn't synchronize my palm unless i had the file already on my desktop. >_< there went all my notes. well, to solve that problem, i asked my friend mabel if i could borrow her labtop. along with the aide of tron's external zip drive, i'll be able to take notes on that and transfer it all to my comp with no problem. unless my zip drive crashes or something *knock on wood* haha. well, hopefully mabs comes through.
tomorrow is campbell's graduation. ARE YOU GUYS READY! i wasn't when it was our time to leave. haha. just remember though... even though high school is the time of your life... college will be your upbringing into your future. several of my friends are gonna go to the beach tomorrow morning before the graduation. hopefully i don't get sunburnt sponging. haha. imma go buy fins tonight at pearls or waikele and babam!!! hehe. i'm all set for it tomorrow. say goodbye to my puti-ness (puti = white) alojerz folks.
GOOD LUCK TO THE CLASS OF 2003. BEST WISHES.
and to you... just hope you don't choose to be a one man possie at school. imma force your ass to kick back with us whether you like it or not! hehe.
| 28 May 2003 |
[00.24]
musical break-away
Title: Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda
Singer: Brian McKnight
Dedication: ???
Title: Think of Me
Singer: Mark Shultz (feat. Rachel Lampa)
Dedication: ???
Title: Falling
Singer: Keahiwai
Dedication: 811818919
Title: Passenger Seat
Singer: Stephen Speaks
Dedication: 811818919
just some songs that are sorta kinda worth my listening pleasure. each song has it's own significance. if you listen to it... you'll fell the lyrics too. =) nice chat by the way last night... thanks.
first day of summer school and i'm already overwhelmed by the teacher. haha. in my 2 years in college, not once did i have a class that i had to actually listen to take notes. usually there's a blackboard or an overhead projector to look at to take notes. haha. i think i'll be the little punk in the front row with my cli� and my cli� keyboard. haha. so shame. tomorrow, tio, tron, and arlene are gonna be in the back with their labtops keyin' away, and imma be the little bitch in the front with my fold out keyboard. =\ so sad my life.
how come my life to irking? please don't mind any of the meaningless blogs ok. i just need to say stuff on here.
| 25 May 2003 |
[site tracker] henry gots a new layout up... check it. button's to the left klick the fung. fung shui funked out: socio remix.
[19.20]
beenie crazy... some people just can't see youngenz doing crochet. one of my co-workers was amazed like talagang tripped out. so yeah... got two requests already. sheesh... "I'M NOT A FUCKING MACHINE!" but i work with them... it's an acception. here's some shots from last night of my lil cousin anjelo who came home from pinas:
tomorrow is hershey's beach thing... dunno if i'm gonna swim. don't got any fins or anything. i need to get some color onto these bones! hehe. tonight me, tron, jay, & peter decided to just kick back and go to wienee's house for a little tuno (bbq). simple stuff, nothing too grueling to prepare: teriyaki patties and hot dogs. mmmm... haha. i guess then assumed that i was supposed to bring the chamber of secrets dvd because winky wanted to watch it, but i didn't. so we ended up watching the truth about cats and dogs which i may say is a quite good film. kewl, trip out part: phone sex. wierd, freaky part: tuna & pickles. OMG phrase: "you're dumb and beautiful while you're smart and..." it's sorta kind of an old movie, story line's pretty awsome. =P. we got a short peek at lain and zone of the enders and for some reason we managed to watch sm town's - summer vacation. i swear, they make summer look so damn fun! we ended the night with the matrix, or at least the first half of it, because mg went to sleep. oh wellz, we still got that beach party to go to anyway... alojerz reader and have a nice day.
| 22 May 2003 |
[20.24]
there's been absolutly crap to do this summer... I LOVE IT! hehe. i learned how to crochette from winky's mom. I LOVE YOU ANTY! i swear, she showed me for like 2 minutes and that's it. haha. i still suck at it but here's one of my better turn outs... i call it thus:
feel like hookin' yer self up? just tell me what color(s) you want, and the circumference of your head. remember : C = 2(pi)r. (dork!) but then again no one has a perfect circular head. hehe.
[i'll block back later]
| 21 May 2003 |
[19.09] SPRING 2003 FINAL GRADES
WOOOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOO!!!! finallY the spring 2003 grades are out for LCC... my final grades for this semester are as follows:
+ PSY100 : A
+ PHYS170: B
+ PHYS170L: A
+ EE260: B
+ MATH260: A
oh my... i guess it was a good thing that i expected low for my physics and my engineering class. oh my... ok... this made my day! thanks tron and jay for callin' me to tell me 'bout the site & THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKIN' ME GET THROUGH THIS. alojerz reader. i'll prolly blog more later.
| 20 May 2003 |
[10.30]
catch up from yesterday:
didn't get to put in an entry yesterday because i was out of the house practically the whole day. me, jay, mel, & anessa went to china town and alamoana. jay bought 2 dvd's: volcano high & shaolin soccer. we've already watched shaolin soccer but then i guess jay just wanted the dvd hehe. volcano high is pretty cool, it's korean das why!!! hehe. j/p. i also tried lookin' for mark's lil chinese dvd with his fav. actor in it... but stupid me was asking around for the japanese title. haha. but we put in an order with one of the stores and yeah. they said they'll call me if they get it.
we met up with a whole lotta other people afterwards because it was florie's 20th birthday. happy berfday g'ma! so we ate at anna miller's and went bowling. we were supposed to eat at some japanese restaurant but then we were about an hour late. >_< but we still had fun. hehe.
today:
happy 19th birthday lani~!!! now we're numerically the same age. hehe. sorry didn't get you anything, but if you need anything just ask me... as long not over da kine $100. ok. alojerz reader.
| 18 May 2003 |
[17.40]
last night was mg. cher's bday party... 13 days late (whoa... freaky number) but better late than never. i guess you could say that the party was more than exciting. hehe. no details on it. but here's a shot:
anty, wienee's mom, made some beenie's and she made that one for winky, but i sorta kinda jocked it last night. only for the night but then i forgot to take if off before i left the party. oopsh!. sorry mg. i'll febreeze it and stuff. imma ask anty to learn me how. hehe. gotta make my money some how you know. cheap ba... $5 a beenie. hehe. maybe my mom know how to make em. hrm... hehe. i'll ask her... maybe that'll be our little bonding thing tonight. MAYBE. my friend from cali called me last night too... "THANKS FOR THE CHAT... NICE TO HEAR FROM YOU." thank goodness for free long distance. t-mobile... your reception needs work but i still luv ya'll. hehe. =D
today at work me and wienee had this awsome idea for a shirt to make. you know how they have those funny shirts like "go away! i have enough friends already" , "smile if you want to sleep with me" , "someone here want's a blow job... OK. OK... it's me." to leave the obvious blank... we have:
if i don't have a ____________."
(front)
"inspired by you... _____________"
(back, collar area)
maybe you can guess it, i doubt it. any who... at work, we're currently out of a specific food item and we're replacing it with dinner rolls. with this temporary change, we've been getting a lot of nasty, sassy, rude & even uglier customers than the norm. one even said to wienee just after she assisted me in an order, "i wasn't talking to you..." eww!!! punch you in your face stupid bald headed man and slap your wife in the back seat that i just ignored the whole time she was swearing in filipino. HELLO YOU IDIOTS!!! I'M FILIPINO TOO! oh wellz. hehe.
| 16 May 2003 |
[18.51] UPDATE...
as i was laying on the couch in my living room watching pearl harbor on the truth channel, my uneasy yet calm uncles was yelling out for my mom, not know why he requested her presence i replied in a unconcerned voice. just a few seconds later, i hear my mom franticly oppening the sliding door in the kitchen yelling something in ilokano which i could only make out a few words: breath, stopped, police. so i persued her upstairs to what i saw as the most grotesque form of family concern. my cousin had an instant in which he couldn't breathe, grasping his chest as if his heart stopped right there. he was doing his best to regulate his breathing and trying to stay calm. he was in so much fear that he was crying. i just analyzed the way that my family had seen him in the past: a juvenile, mischievous, disrespectful, and all things bad. what i couldn't believe was that they couldn't see him as anything else. with the whimpers of the after cry combined with the hesitation of breathing, my mom and my anty was yelling at him to aquire the name of his doctor. i just stared at him and then back to the questioners... they had no pity for him at all. so as he muttered his doctors name even more panic broke loose searching for the name in the phone book. his mother was no where to be found because she's still in the philippines, along with all of his needed medications. as they were looking for the name in the phone book they continued to pick at him as verbally as possible, and then i got fed up. "he may be dying and all you guys can do is yell at him... fuck." every one shut up, even my dog, and all you could hear was the 32" tv with pearl harbor on it. my mom took immediate action and took him to the st. francis west emergency room. i just hope that he'll be ok.
the only thing that couldn't understand when all this was happening was why the constand bickering? i've noticed that throughout my life time with this family. i remember someone doing a tomoe-nagi (that throw that ryu does with his leg) on me and my head landed on the corner of a low brick wall. surprisingly it was only an inch long gash. i ran down the street to my anty's house with a bloody red st. joseph uniform top to tell my nana. i was only in the 3rd grade when this all happened. when my nana saw me, she just looked at me, i was in blood and tears with my hands over my head trying to stop the bleeding, and all she could say to me was "good for you" and she walked back into the house. i can't comprehend why they would just allow any type of pain, suffering, or near death experience to just get brushed off like it was an ant bite. i dont' know how to bring it up to them either, i'm guessing that when they were young, that's how their family would treat them. i just hope that they can just change their attitudes when it comes to antything that deals with death. please...
[23.49] UPDATE
forgot to post this up last night... if you have the faintest curiosity of what the matrix was before? or how all this came to be... check it...
"may there be mercy on man and machine for their sins"
| 15 May 2003 |
[21.01] 2nd year ending | 3rd year beginning
today marks my, and a whole lotta other people's, 2nd year of college. i can honestly say that this year has been the eye openner to the big picture of what college is really about. most people have differnet views of college: the fun, parties, and endless nights of exciting adventures, even if it's just in their dorm rooms. As for me, being the little dork that i'm trying to be, i'm getting alittle bit more accustomed to the late night study sessions (most of them that aren't really necessary because all we do is joke around), $150+ books that stay with me for a good 3 semesters, talk about getting your money's worth, and then there are those few people that manage to clique with you in your classes. there was a change in one of my friends personalities... hehe, and now she know's how i felt after taking a specific class. "once you take reese, you're gonna be a dork!" hehe. yup yup! i wish you all a great summer, and best of luck next semester guys! as for arlene, tron, tio, lani, & anessa... see you in summer session I. remember to bring all your laptops. i'll be there with my cli��. =)
i've grown rather close to my fellow classmates in the past 2 years. they've been in at least one or more of my classes since i started my college career. next semester it's going to be a little different. i won't be seeing them as often and i really will miss those drives too and from where and what not. *sigh* they've said that i was the keystone to their accomplished grades, but i guess you could say that they were my motivation to get those grades. damn. idk if i can do it. errr... time for change... again.
tid bit:
() CA... it's been an honor to be in the same class as you. see ya 'round.
() tio/harris/arlene... wasn't calc a breeze? thanks guys
() ^^/^^... what happened guys? don't think imma hold back a semester for you two. summer school. i'll chip in $1 for your classes. =P
() tron/jay... this was the first time that i got to experience havin' mah boi's in the same class. first time... hopefully not the last.
() arianne... girl, you shy, but you ok... good luck in the whole civil thing. if i don't make it in electrical, i can guarantee you that i'll be there with you. hehe.
got the car all next week!!! hrmm... what to do, what to do? *wink wink*
| 14 May 2003 |
[14.22]
did my physics final... and i think i bombed it. =/ i just hope i still keep my C. err... usually my standards aren't high, but the further into college i get, the harder it is for me to accept anything lower than a B. i know. i'm a dork!
i still have one more final tomorrow for the physics lab. basically, everything's on the calculator. got me a little study session this evening with harris, maybe i'll be able to help him with his calc final tomorrow. =/ oh hell, i'm practically free from school! *till the 27th* got my psy100 final exam pick up on friday and my phys170 final exam pick up is on tuesday. i'm praying for my C. here's my calculated grades that i hope i'm getting:
psy100: A
phys170: C
phys170L: C
ee260: C
math260: A
not so smart after all. damn... i gotta buss ass next semester. can't fall behind now can we. hehe. HAPPY SUMMER EVERYONE!!!
now, just incase you forgot... i'm supposed to be done with my new years resolution, but i didn't know that physics was going to be such a pain! so, i got me 2 months (summer) to try and get back on track and get atleast some results when 2004 comes rollin' by. haha. yet another path left unwandered and left mistified. alojerz reader...
tid bit:
() shoved tintin's button on the site... she needs traffic people... klick the red star kudasai.
() "i got all that i need right here in the passenger seat"
() "it's been 1 day and 6 hours since i saw you... i miss you" kunana. quit fuckin' with my mind you bitch!
| 13 May 2003 |
[11.52]
i was klicking like madd last night on a whole lotta sites and i came across a Boa's Shine We Are music video. never heard of it before so i just downloaded it. another great splash of choreography. maybe a potential candidate to learn. hehe. being that it is summer and staying home not doing nothing would suck total puwet! here's some vdo screen shots.
some dates:
() 27may: first day of summer session I
() 29may: bro's 21st birthday
() 30may: campbell's graduation *be there by 4*
() 2june: sis's 26th birthday
| 12 May 2003 |
[18.14]
today begins finals week for me. thank you "babe" for waking me up even though you were supposed to be already going to school. sleepy head. my psychology exam came first and i don't think that i studied enough. kinda felt hesitant for most of the answers. i need a 25/40 to keep my current grade in that class. half an hour into the test i was through with it and my brain kicked into engineering mode. i was the last one in class to come in. *again... shit* so i felt like i was pressed for time and i tried to finish everything as quickly as possible trying to catch as many of my errors as possible. the messed up part though was that i was the first one out (1hr & 30mins). i hate it when i do that! because i keep on thinking back and wondering whether or not i did the schematics right... here's a little glimps of one of the problems.
You have 64KB of memory on an microprocessor with 16K by 8 bit DRAM memory chips. The microprocessor has an 8080A control bus with low active memory read, low active memory write, and an input/output memory, wherre the memory read is the inverse of the memory write and cannot both be high or low at the same time. Each DRAM has a low active chip select and low active write enable. Use an inverting decoder with a low active chip enable as your memory chip selector. Show a memory architecture on how to impliment 64KB of memory, how much DRAM chips will be needed, the amount of address lines on both the microprocessor and on each of the memory chips, and show all connecictions. (20pts)
i have tonight to rest my brain, then tomorrow is all physics. i have to find out how to fit relevant and usefull information for 21 chapters onto a 3x5 index card. >_<. "uhh... Professor Burns... Can we use a microscope?//" yeah right!!! hehe. that's the only one that i'm dreading on. i think i'll take my approach as i did with my chem161 final last semester. go from 3 in the afternoon to 12 in the morning... just physics. err. or maybe no! haha. we'll see... usually i have some friends to study with in my class, but they dropped =( alone. damnit...
me and anessa got peter thinking that we're going back out. hehe. i told him that we were, all he said was "i like see you guys kiss then." why is that always the request for people that say that they're going out? so we had to devise an alibi when ever every one asked. sheesh. oh wellz... oscar nominee? hehe. j/p
| 11 May 2003 |
[19.33] psy100 | ee260 final exams
CA... KLICK HERE it's the study guide for psy...
| 8 May 2003 |
[23.55]
just got back from the moview with jay and wienee. we watched identity... damn. good stuff... good stuff. if you are taking (have taken) psychology, it'll make more sense. it's the whole disassociation disorder. when they were explaining about the disorder, all i could picture in my head was this old filipino lady haha. ewwww... zennie! hehe. (inside joking)
anywho... just popped into my head.
phrases that people have said to me in the last 24 hrs:
+ i hate you...
+ i love you...
+ we're a centimeter apart... i miss you
+ skor sucks!
+ you asking for a black eye ah you faka!
+ did you get some last night?
blah... alojerz
[14.40] UPDATE I
"so tell that someone that you love, just what you're thinking of, if tomorrow never comes... "
-joose : if tomorrow never comes
guy1 likes girl, and girl sorta kinda likes guy1, but really likes guy2. guy1 asks girl out... girl one doesn't know what to do. girl rejects guy1 in hopes that when girl tells guy2 how she feels, he'll feel the same way. what if guy2 doesn't? what does girl do?//
sorta kinda what i have to help my friend with... sheesh. why do i gotta be middle man all the time? sheesh. ;P. hehe. oh wellz... that's life... alojerz.
[00.00] first day of freedom...
well sorta kinda. at least no more calc and phys tomorrow. ^_^ <--- happy mofo!!! hehe. well, got my boi henry that belt from hot topic. they got some kool shirts up in that mug. bought me an ugly shirt shirt. tata shirts rule! kinda sux thought that my dad didn't have any style back in the day when he was still young boy yet in da pilipines. i was too stupid to get a gift reciept so bruh... if you gotta return em... just go ah. get da reciept in da bag >_<. figured you know the price already, no need hide em.
Eww... who's that dork! thought "what the hell... last day of school anyway... no need impress no one... i wonder if i shaved?" so i did. gross! i look even more like a dork. hehe. oh wellz. it's gone, i think i'll leave it off. don't think wienee will enjoy it but oh wellz. DON'T LET A WOMAN RUN YOUR LIFE! ... still lub you manang. =D . alojerz reader.
| 7 May 2003 |
[00.18] happy 18th berfday to henry | last day of spring 2003 semester
oh my my my my my! it's sorta a relief that this semester has gone by so quickly... i realized alot of things. like:
1) i'm so no suitible to be teaching people anything because i'm stupid
2) my capabilities are due to only some other acting, hidden reason
3) don't let a woman run your life
4) cheeze and rice i suck at this web page shin-dig
i think that when i say this, i speak for every one that was involed in anything this semester... *ahem*
PLEASE PEOPLE... NO MORE DRAMAS!!! just thought i should get that message across.
happy 18th birthday henry! dude, if you're not gonna have a party... throw your self one! kick back in your room with a cake and ish, and just eat it all up! i would do that... but no can eat all that ish because i'm so damn skinny. DAMNIT! errr >_<
alojerz reader
| 5 May 2003 |
[19.41] cinco de mayo...
what��s it called when all you do is think about someone? when it just�� pops into your head uninvitingly just to pester you all day long?// it��s not that you miss their presence, their looks, or their voice�� but it��s more like a curiosity. curious as to whether the both of you are compatible, if the chemistry was there. the whole ��what if���� clich��. Would you be where you are right now or holding them in your arms or vice versa? what��s that called?
special:
+ the Pico family came home... welcome home josias, rissey, jeremiah, and jeniah (sorry for misspelled names >_<)!!!
| 2 May 2003 |
[13.12]
hella boring... got my stupid finals to study for. check this...
Schedule of Exams:
+ 06 May: Physics 170 Exam 4
+ 07 May: Physics 170 Lab Final Exam
+ 08 May: Physics 170 Final Exam
+ 12 May: E.Engineering 260 Final Exam
+ 12 May: Psychology 100 Exam 3
can i lose my mind now? or later? i have a hell of alot of studying to do for my physics class... stupid thermodynamics and entropy and shiz like that. errr. so yeah... please. keep me sane with some tags or guestbook entries. time to hit the books... well after i take a little nap hehe... alojerz.
| 1 May 2003 |
[18.35]
blogged yesterday... but didn't get to post it up... so if you wanna just check last months bloggery in the archives thanks.
freaky incident: for the past couple of days i haven't been feeling all to good. or maybe i'm feeling fine and this is how i'm supposed to be all the time. idk? anyway... as i was purchasing my lunch today with my friend arianne, right after i paid the cashier looked at me and she said, "good to see you smiling today." i had this shocked face... like "whoa...". i just replied with a simple thank you. i thought that my uprising of issues was only evident by my friends, but i guess not. thanks ms. cashier lady person. *tear*
went to melissa's house today after school. woohoo!!! no physics lab today because it was just a review for the lab final. me, lani, & nick joined the other trio at her house: justin, anessa, and mel. i feel kinda bad because i was just mr. irking as fuck to anessa and justin. my badd guys... but oh wellz... here's them two playing bejeweled on my cli��. look at thier determined faces...
hehe. cute na cute naman! *there i go again... sorry* but yeah, melissa's house was pretty fun... i learned something about lemons and honey. it's a recipe that's good for sore throats, it's good for the lungs, and some other things. but it was like... lemon discs in a whole lotta honey. it smell's like... lemon candy. nick and lani are going to do a demonstrative speech on it. i remember those days... speech... thank God i'm done with it. =P
cute yeah the dog... hehe. well, he has two names... either edgar (named by mr. justin man pare ko toods) or syko (by me... real birth name... no kidding). syko was asking me to teach him calculus so i did. damn i love that dog. less than a year old and he's already wanting to learn calculus. anessa already got around teaching him how to read... he got stuck on one page for like... a half hour. idk? he was just staring at it. nessa got kinda mad... so she changed the page for him. then he took even longer to read the next two pages. i guess he like's math than he does english. (debate!)
alojerz reader...
