current panunut song: Jimmy Bondoc - Let Me Be The One
current mood: confused
honestly, i'm thrilled that people want me to change from geocities... thanks keegster... but the thing is that i'm very good at letting people down. sometimes i'm artistically active when i'm in the right mood. but lots of things have been crossing my mind lately and there's nothing that i can think of that'll stir up my creative juices. i'll think more about it... hopefully the offer still stands.
i was chit chatting with nessa today, and she's been havin' her downs for a while now... and i'm not doing a good job at cheering her up. but yeah, i'm glad that we had our little convo today. sorta kinda like before huh? but with out the kissing and holding hands. hehe. i want to take this moment to thank you... idk if this'll still be up when you check it. but yeah. THANKS!! i was talking to her while waiting for tron, jay, & nick. she's one of those peole that i can talk to about everything. haha. well, maybe not everything. i can relate to her more now than i did before. idk how we got onto the subject but we were talking about my current like life. obviously i don't have one... haha. no one to love, no to be loved by. and she just questioned... "would you mind if you had a gf?" of course i said no, there's always room for one more. but i just wouldn't want to ruin another person's life. yah know. then we jumped back to 7th grade and how she first saw me and stuff... and how i was going out with katherine. haha. *good times... good times* "i know you still care for her... don't lie!" she then blurted. oh geez... how many times have i heard that before... haha. only as a friend... only as a friend. first loves die long... leaving that crusty residue somewhere in the left chamber... or was it the right? arrano. but yeah... i guess you could say that it's still there... but not the same way. same goes for her as well... i still care for nessa, but just not in that context. *sigh* ayoko ng mundo.
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[12.05]
wow... this feels good to be home on a saturday morning instead of at work getting yelled at by some customers because they can't hear me over the speaker. oh yess! i love it!! but i can't do this on a permanent basic because of our financial instability at home. oh wellz. this is my first saturday in i think 5 months that i've been home.
ohh boy i love that shirt. the dog.... i found tha in my bro's closet so i used it to school. it has a pic of a pomeranian... well, my pomie isn't as cute as the shirt. too bad. if i had to pick... i'll take the shirt. j/p... sheesh. hehe.
i finished planning out my class schedule for the fall 2003 semester. my summer semester is open i guess if i can. if i do take summer classes i can take only the first session. because we are still debating whether or not we're going to pinas. well... alojerz.
another week and finally some satisfaction. i recieved my personalized license plate,
*which i don't think no one will be seeing for a while*, there's no lab report due for both physics and my engineering class next week, and i only have to build one circuit for next friday. CRUISE!
thanks to my loving sister lani, i got my hands on a song that i really hella love! the original is called "pangako" by Regine Velasquez, it's a must for all you panoonoot people. Pangako means promise... and she's promising to this person that she'll never leave him, nor will he ever be alone. good song to listen to when you're with your loved one. but if you're thinking... "omg... like me and my gf/bf are gonna listen to a tagalog song... how FOB!". then no worriez bah... as korean soaps swept through america so did their music... from the mini dorama "yurigoda"
[glass slippers], 'pangako' has been redone, same melody, same music... just different lyrics... i would recommend you dl this too... just klick on em below. believe me, you'll love it too.
-Chang Hye Jin -
For Your Love [wma](Right Click - Save As)
if you want the .mp3 file... leave me a tag on the board with your requests.
geez.
HOOYAH!!! *inside joke*... hehe. i still feel lower than you. hehe. so sad my life. hehe... yeh.
nothing really intersting today besides a phone convo with some one. really upped my day... thanks! uhh... now i have to worry about my minutes on my phone.
today was another one of those red days. haha. me, nick, and anessa (taking the picture) were using red. imagine if tron and jacob came to school. oh no. haha. well, alojerz. leave a message.
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day ups and downs...
[1] did my psy100 exam today... like it says on the tb, 5 minutes in then i'm out. haha. me, tron, and jay were pretty much the last ones in the class... and i was the 2nd one to get out of the class. haha. i think i bombed it. we'll see on wednesday or friday. wish me luck! best of luck to all of us in the class too.
[2] got back my phys170 exam that we took before the break. not that bad... kinda happy. because i was hoping for a D. i got an 82. woohoo! which boosts up my grade to a C. *errr* now i gotta keep up. uhh... what?// gravitational potential energy what?// frunk!_)*@^%$@#$
[3] my friends are the coolest! wienee was asking me if i ate dinner already... and i was like, "no, but i'm broke". then she said the funniest thing... "uuuhhhhh, if i broke... the you broke, if tron broke... then i broke... if jacob broke... wait... he always broke. so no worry... you not broke." i was like... wow... haha. kool kool. so we went shopping fast kine because she wanted to make a banana cream pie *which she already made and she's asking me for a slice on an IM window*. good times... good times. alojerz reader.
i think i'm the last one that found this. it's nothing scary... if you feel like working on your abs...
klick here good laughs.
last official day of spring break... hehe. aside from going to the 'friends of maluhia benifit concert featuring the makaha sons' with wienee and watching 'basic' with her and our later met companion jacob... i tried to do some serious stuff. got together my new schedule for next semester provided that i pass all my classes this semester. looks like i'm taking the teribble trio again for the fall: engineering, calculus, and physics. *sigh* i'm barely getting by the 'freshman courses'... i just hope that my train of mind next semester will be different.
as i hope every one elses' will too... with those three... i have a choice of econ or history. i suck at both of those subjects because i hated them in high school. *grr mr. rogers grr* well... imma think it over after i study for my psy exam later tonight at ewa beach starbucks... *hint hint* if you're gonna study... and stuff. if you wanna meet... and stuff. call. haha. alojerz reader.
todays the last day of spring break. *sigh* all rest, no work. gosta go back to work tomorrow though... and then school on monday. *errr* exam first thing in the morning. gotta love it. err... CA did you study?
my bro has this thing on
focaljet.com where you can post forums and stuff. so i took it into my own liberty to make him a small collage of his car. here...
look *klick please*.
thanks J for the convo early this morning. good times... good times. hope you get better and stuff... hook me up with a prom pic if can. hehe. oh... and sorry for borin' you. alojerz reader
today was pretty dang fun. i woke up to the sound of rain out side my window, and the first thing i thought was, "damn! no beach today... shiz." so i slept for a little while.
*being that the rain is hypnotic* jay came over and we went to wienee's house to
try and finish
band of brothers. so far so good. we're on disc 3, 3 more to go. due to
unforseen circumstances *klick please* we (charles/sugar/johnson/wiehee) decided to just go driving around and what ever happens, happens. so boy oh boy did we go driving. we ended up going to makaha side just because we had no clue on where else to go. the waves were awsome there... it's like i could just stay there and watch them, preferably with some one, just us... but i guess that's not possible. =( *sigh* so wienee wanted to pick opihi and get some limu for some odd reason. not quite sure why yet. haha. she's just quacks. the ewwz part was that none of us brought our camera's. digi and 35mm alike, damnit! next time we go.
then we wanted to go eat. so we went to ward and ate at the old spaghetti factory.
*hence the pics* wienee made a very interesting display from her food. hehe. very apporiate if i do say so my self. haha. while me, tron, and jacob were concentrating on other 'features' of our surroundings. hehe. *wink wink* prior to that, i finally bought me a new wallet. still quiksilver.
after that rather interesting dinner, we headed to the theaters to watch
tears of the sun. movie wasn't until 8.00 so we went to one of the surf shops there and i bought this cool quiksilver sling who's purpose is ideal for travelers. then we ate some ice cream at cold stone. mmm... then back to the theaters. it was another war movie that left a very skrewed up image in my head of a nigerian woman tied up and on the floor with severed off breasts and a disfigured face. *shiver* lovely image huh. over all, the movie was awsome. if you watch that movie... ask your self at the end...'how did she keep her teeth so pearly white?//'
overall... this unplanned day turned out pretty good. obviously this was my best day from my spring break, unless tomorrow turns out to be even more awsome... but i don't think it can. hehe. thank you for reading... and alojerz reader.
it's official... as of today at this time, the switch has been made. finally.ok...
today was hella boring... still didn't eat yet. *hrmm... no wonder i'm so hella skinny* well, times are changing, and i guess so am i. leave me a message people! geez. alojerz.
decided to rearrange, dispose of unwanted crap, dust, wash, & put away stuff in my room... found me all my old math, eng, and tagalog papers. trash... one man's trash is another man's treasure. i think i'll save it for later.
*shoved it into a filer* i guess i wanted to clean up because every one was home today, lahat ang pamilia ko, ang mga magulang ko, ang mga tia at tio ko, at saka mamayang araw, bumalik ang kuya ko at ang girlfriend niya. so yeah... had to do something productive.
and i'm making the switch tomorrow. hopefully...
second day of spring break 2003... what did i do as far as my education is concerned? haha... i did 10 questions for my psy exam on monday... i still have to read all of ch. 14 for physics... and i have to create 2 more circuits for engineering class. oh wells... less work, more fun.
watched
anak (vilma santos / claudine barretto) just a while ago. and geez was claudine a total bruha (witch) !!! right after the movie finished, my bro and his gf came in and told me about their concerns about one of thier friends 'significant other', if that person is even deemed worthy to be called that. ok here's the scenario: it's your good friends birthday and you guys decide to go out and eat dinner at some restaurant. of course, reguardless of the occation... paying for your food that you've ordered is a must. to not do so is rude. so anyway, the celebrant's 'significant other' takes the check and looks at it with a less than astounded face and says, "heh, not bad." giving off the impression that they've done more damage at other resaurants. so after already placing your share of the bill, that 'significant other' says "ok... every one has to be paying $15 each... and the tip is going to be 25%" your jaw drops and you begin to calculate amongst each other as to who ate what and how much each person
should be paying due to thier portions ordered. and then you hear from that 'significant other'... "some people are so cheap... "
cheeze and rice! this person, which i haven't even met yet, has been terrorizing (pardon my use of vocabulary) my bro's friend and it has come down to the point where i want to do something about it. first off... yes, i know that there will be times where your friends are happy go lucky people that will pay for you dinner because they just want to... that i can understand. but taking matter's into your own hands and saying what the whole crowd should be paying is a no go. especially if your share wasn't even in the double digits. and above all, the tip recommendation is only 15% of the total... 25% wtf! unless that waiter/waitress went to the extreme as to wipe the food on your mouth, feed you, cut your food into chewable pieces AND wiped your ass after you were done in the bathroom, the going rate still stays @ 15%. plus, to call them cheap?// (towards that 'significant other') who are you to call those people cheap?// we were not brought up by a foster mother that gave us everything that we dreamed. but where are you now? living with your boyfriend... hahaha, independence is bliss huh? but wait, you treat him like crap, you look like crap, and the way that you treat his family is terrible. stop living like everything's around the corner with your name on it. GROW THE FUCK UP! wait till you meet me... you'll wish you never fucked with my bro and his friends.
damn! i had a really good blog... but i pushed ctrl+z too much times. *sigh* lets try to recollect...
my activity level was toned down quite a bit today because of specific reasons... only now i realized that i was pretty much a fake and act only in ways that i see. i.e:being wise. tron and jay were talking in subway earlier today and tron said that they needed to keep up with my being wise so that i stop. so through out our little movie & a dinner outing with tron, krystle, jacob, and wienee, i was quiet. sorry guys if i sucked the life out. but the agonizing part of it, is that if i'm not talking my fat lips off, i'm thinking about stuff. and it's usually things that thought that i didn't give a rat's puwet about. to sum it up in one monosyllabic word... love.
me?
yes what
single? *sigh*
sad yep
why?// arrano
friends?// no
me?// nope
war sorta
then?// me
huh?// me
oh... *sigh*
you tired
of?// life
how?// lonely
nah serious
gf?// *sigh*
bf?// WATDAF?//
checking... hahaha
what... stupid
gotcha! *smiling*
pau k
*relief* pau
speacial prayers:
-the family of arlene
-the men and women defending our country
-the POW's
-mr. robert reyes jr.
-you
klick please
somethingi whipped up for my sister... juni and lani came over for a brief moment because juni had to talk to dad. *sigh* so sad my life. enjoi.
new panel... wienee got me a pair of shades. thanks manang. oh no... am i falling into that 'eye wear' trend... maybe... maybe. if one can see one's eyes... then one cannot look into anothers.
my co-worker (pare rudy) allowed me to borrow two of his tagalog movies. 'kailangan kita' and 'anak'... i remember seeing these on tfc... but they never aired it. they keep on saying, 'get this and other favorite filipino dvd's at your local sari-sari store...'... but hol up.
WE AIN'T GOT ANY SARI-SARI STORES! i think that it would be pretty cool to have one of those. i can keep my tagalog music up to date. i think i might just watch them tonight with my mom since i don't understand alot. hehe.
spring break... what can i say about it. i still have to be doing a crap load of hw. this isn't a break for me, it's just catch up time. maybe if i had one more week ... then i could constitute that last week as a break. *sigh* anyway... hope you peeps have a great spring break. if you guys going beach... call/txt me up!
got sponge?
guess what guys... guess what... shhh... can you smell that?// SSSSSHHHHHH I SAID! can you smell that?//
*deep sniff*
SPRING BREAK
hopefully i'm not scheduled for work... so i can relax. maybe with some alcoholic beverages with a few friends (any one offering?//) well, i can't say relax , relax ... because of this war going on. now that's another thing on my doodoo list.
i was doing my lab with heather today... and she took hella long to build the damn circuit! she didn't even get one light to work. hehe. well, i drew the schematics for her... can't say that i didn't help. don't quite know if i still like her. i can't stand her personality change though... when ever she's with her other friends. it's just dumb. but she's still cute. =)
meaningless blog today... got any thing to inform me about? leave it in my tagboard... thanks. alojerz reader... come back.
it has begun... me, tron, jay, arlene, and mabel were at the exchange when we heard that there was 15 more minutes till the commencement of our attacks upon iraq. even till now... it still hasn't sunk into my head... we're at war. an image of Baghdad came on the screen in radio shack kapolei... and the only thing that ran through my head was that song. "bombs over baghdad.... bombs over baghdad" i know. stupid ah. oh wellz. just pray that it'll end soon. i'm not of a news person so my current evens are at the lower end of the news chain.
"united we stand...
divided we fall."
i had my second physics exam today, and all i needed to keep my current grade was at leaset 70%. *akk* don't think that'll be happening. i
thought i came to school prepared... but it was those problems that i didn't bother looking at the night before that appeared on the exam. why the heck do we have to know how far a spring needs to be compressed if the final velocity of a block with a mass of 1.6 kg is 1.4 m/s... in spite of my current down fall in this class. i'm trying to do a total reconfiguation of my study habbits of the class. maybe IFF
*if and only if* i start reading the material before class starts... i might be able to catch up to the pace that our teacher expects us to be at. maybe... maybe.
why engineering?// why me?//
HOORAY!!!
mg. leene gave me good news concerning my grade in calc.
it turns out that the extra credit allowed me to boost up my grade by 1.4% bringing it from my 100.6 to 102. i'm now in the lead by 2 pts of the next calc brainiac in the other calc class... now i need to keep it up. can't do any stupid mistakes. i think i should just major in math already. haha. BORING!!!
"DUCK AND COVER!"
- manny cabral - math 206 instructor - lcc -
happy st. patrick's day. not much remembered... but oh wellz. i had a pin from work with a shamerock on it. can't be too careful of the pattie's pinches eh?
PHYSICS
tonight is going to be my study session of physics and other stuff. not sure how i'm going to get 5 chapters of kinetic/potiential energy, work, constants and equations in my head in 6 hrs... hrmm... 1 hr per chapter. can?// wish me luck ladies and gents.
henry is back on line and with a vengence. dude's got and awsome flare when it comes towards material and of course his grafix. brutha's gonna make it big... so link him now!

last night i had a really wierd dream... i was in my room and my lil cousin comes in...
[lil cuz] aren't you going to walk Boa to her car?//
[me] no... why?//
[lil cuz] she's leaving already...
so i rushed out to catch her getting into this white van and they were leaving already... i managed to stop them before they left my street. so, they let me into the van. and i was using my gapbody boxers with the little polar bears on it and a tank top. i was asking stupid questions like... when are going to have a concert here?... can i take a picture with you?//... do you have a bf?//... can i be your bf?//... then all she did was give me a card that she wrote in english. for some reason her handwriting was terrible. *yuck* as they drove off and i was waving bye... i turned around to a freaky sight... all the houses were on fire... then i woke up.
because of school and 'other' issues that have come about into my life in the duration of this new year... i have totally gone off track in terms of my new years resolution. i only work out like once a week (when it should be 3-5 times) and as a result of that, i haven't taken my protien. a quarter of the year has almost ended and all i have gained is 5 lbs. damnit... i was trying to aim for the double digits here... haha. well... i still have all year to try.
content on peoples sites are splitting into 3 directions... either they have [1] a solid page, grafix, interactivity, but the reading material sux... or they update like... twice every century. [2] their page was made with one of those generic page builders... but their words are captivating... and they manage to get along fine without those fancy shmansy programs (AI, PS, MFmx)... [3] then there are a few people with the looks and the material to keep my arsh comin' back for more... idk y i bother checkin' up on other peoples pages... it's become habit to just go on... and klick. it's been in my routine for the longest. (ok... u can call me wierd now)
lots of traffic comin' today. hrmm... i guess blue bear get's more attention than i do. *sigh* thanks for the tag's guys. maybe if my sister brings him back to school... we can kick back and take more pictures. hehe.
the pressures on! i have alot of things to do this week end... gots me those engineering assignments that are due on monday, got a physics exam on tuesday. spring break is comin' up *breather* and i need to unwind... any one drinking?// call me up.
attention all !!! it's really not that important, but last night i was notified that a very popular filino song was translated to korean and is/was being used in the mini dorama... 'glass slippers'. the song is originally sung by Regine Velasquez and the title is Pangako Ikaw Lamang. I don't know the korean equivalent... so if any of you happen to know it. HOOK A BRUTHU UP! thank you... maraming salamat ho... kam saham ni da!
theory by tio:
Q: why are dude's less vocal in bed than women?
theory: the dudes, male organisms... if you will, have been used to silence when getting pleasured. during childhood and experimenting with his 'bird'... the child doesn't want to reveal to the world what deed he's doing in the confinement of his room. so little boy's tend to stay quite, and going through puberty and maturing with this behavior of silence during masturbation is a classical conditioning of why men are quiet in bed. so women, do not think that we're not enjoying it. you're fine... it's just the way that we do things.
just a little segment on what i learned today. i wouldn't know... still keeping for marriage... or until i get hella drunk with some random strangers up at a hotel. which ever comes first. haha. j/p.
these past two days have been utter hell to me... i get picked on in physics class by my teacher, i totally forget about wienee leaving for syracuse last night, i get home to a deranged father that does stupid things to people because he's angry, i lost my lab data that was due the next day(today), then i felt all eww because i get ragged by a couple people for not notifying them about wienee's departure... *choke... dies* and now today, i have to worry about an engineering lab that's due tomorrow that me and my partner haven't started on yet. *akk* too much... too much.
new layout. couldn't do my physics hw... so i decided to make this. you won't believe how much layouts i made... it was terrible! one came out all techie... it looked like a car light. haha. well... tell me what you think. i know the color scheme is hella teribble... but you know... everone kinda was on an orange rampage... i didn't want it to be 'some kine of a redan-dan-cee' because orange is the new blue!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!! OMG!!!! AAAAHHHH!!! ok... josie and pussy cats were on a couple of days ago. leave me be. well... i've been getting the wierdest vibes from some people... not sure what to make of it... well... where ever she is. good night... sleep tight. happy dreams!
lenten season day 2 of 40 i'm a roman chatholic incase you folks don't know. i'm still not sure as to what i'm going to sacrifice for lent. usually it's something that one loves, and one cherishes. there's nothing much that i have to choose from because they're all required for me to function correctly academically. it'll probablly be on the same lines as
mark. i need to 'stop looking at beautiful people'. yes.. ok... that'll be my lenten offering.
kewl songs to dl:
-simple plan: addicted
-jim brickman: waiting for you
weeks-break-down:
1_ got a good exam grade for calc [+10 kickass pts]
2_ got a bad exam grade for engineering [-50 kickass pts]
3_ still addicted to you! [ - ]
4_ managed to alter the current state of emotions from people [-20 pts]
5_ cleaned my room [+150 pts!!!]
6_ failed to utilize my knowledge to benifit others [-10 pts/person : 6 people]
total points as of now: 30 kick ass pts
*sigh* sometimes i wonder how i'm managing. i still don't know how to explain my knowledge jump from HS to LCC. if you know me... you know that i wasn't very bright in HS... and the wierd part now is that some people actually look up to me. the newer friends contribute to that minority that chooses to do so. i'm hardly what should be looked up upon.
*sigh pt.2* simple plan - addicted... i'm a dic... i'm addicted to you. that song is what i'm living in right now. it's like i'm living through my first love all over again. i just hope that i don't do the whole 4 year 'waiting for you' senario again. it's almost 2 years... 2 years of constant torment to my self. 'since that day, i've kept someone very dear to me in my heart, but it's been really tough on me. i want to show that person off to every one... but i'm afraid that person will dissappear and melt away like a snowman' <-- sorta kinda from 'noon saram' 'yobo'... where are you?~?~ =( sa rang hae yoh paboh...
81.eighteen.eighteen.9.nineteen ---- 'o oi lei'
i totally forgot that february had only 28 days... haha. ok... i feel really stupid now. ok... well, today's highlight was a mother-son bonding experience thing. my mom bought this wood thing that's supposed to go over the toilet for 'extra shelving space' or something. but come to find out... it doesn't fit in my bathroom. so i suggested to put it in my brother's bathroom in his house. so we went there... and upon entering his bathroom... omg!!! it was the most disgusting place that i've ever been to. damn was that ish nasty! so we decided to clean that mug up. we did a pretty good job.



my mom still decided to keep the pink accent pottery attop the shelving structure, and i think you can guess what i decided to put in there ... my bro's gundam models. i figure no one ever stops to look at them when they were in the display case... so why not just move them so that when they pee... they'll have something else to look at besides their penis. (assuming that the only friends that my brother brings home are guys) i'm not sure which gundam they all come from. but i know that some of those are off of the g.gundam series playing on cartoon network. the center figure in the 1st.display is sai-sai shi's gundam... and the one in the center 2nd.display is burning gundam. and the one furthest to the right 2nd.display is from endless waltz. alojerz reader.
i need to cut my hair. i remember telling myself that the next hair cut is going to be 'hang gul'ish... so if you got some pic ofa nice hair style that'll match me... hook me up. thanks.
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