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Friday, 28 February 2003
 [20.13]  woohoo!!! 'kasi cool ka' sabi niya! hehe. arrano why i put that... i just wanted to... it's my first IM window i placed on this webspace... thanks CA. s4l!!!  i was flippin' through the channels today after my long day at school and i came about to boa's - the jewel song mv on KIKU. caught the second half on tape... no matter what she's doing... she's cute. if she's crying becasue her stupid japanese manager called her stupid for 'koko'-ing her 'mizu' near the damn switch board. she's old enough to know... she wasn't even facing the damn thing! (if you know what i'm talking about... high 5) damn she's fine. 'will you marry me?//' ... i wish! in the mv, she cries and stuff... need a shoulder to cry on babe?// and she's watching a film on this cool multi depth screen. awsome! but yeah... go get it... i'm sure they have it somewhere online.
[00.22] AKKK!!! can you say ... I HATE CALCULUS!!! damn these integrals... damn these derivatives... *tear* me, harris, arlene, tio, & wienee are studying here at arlene's house... omg! this is by far the most difficult quiz that we've had so far. today just totally sucked! i had an engineering exam today, and i don't think i did very good. the teacher collected physics hw that i didn't do (another zero). and now... this damn quiz. some one please... release me form this brain overflow! mg. leene offered to host my journal. hrmm... greymatter... watdaf is dat?// mg. leene showed me a few tidbits of the network and it's a hell of alot easier to edit stuff. hehe. but arrano? don't know if imma have any time to even create another layout. (anyone wanna help me out with that one?)... 1000 . 0001 . 0001 . 1000 . 0001 . 0001 . 1001 . 0001 . 1001 [20.12] wanna start off with a birthday wish. going to my buddy harris. i think he's 20 already. geez. we're growin' up too fast. i got through watching the truth about cats and dogs. it's a really good movie i think. i love the romance logic in it. the part when he was talking to 'abby' when she was 'in the shower' and 'donna' was on the side just listening to him speak his heart out on how he loves 'abby' so much. he said something like, 'i love reading you to sleep every night, and waking to your playing violin.'... then 'donna' interupts and says... 'you forgot to say i love you because you're beautiful'... then he did the whole it doesn't matter on how she looks... the looks are bonus, but i love her for who she is. then all hell breaks loose and he finds out that 'donna' is really abby... 'abby' is some other chick. hehe. then it clicked in his head... then he storms out. so for a split second in the fabric of space and time, looks really did matter. but then he went for the real abby in the end. gotta love it. *tear* did mr. segundo come home to hawaii yet?  Thursday, 20 February 2003
[15.11] some kine of a messy my room. eww!!! doogyoot. well, school was rather interesting today. i noticed that some how that there were alot of iritable people today. just take me for example. i was iritated by the way that one of my friends totally changes his attitude when he's with his other friend, but when we're doing our other classes, he's all kiss ass and stuff. (*irked*) Calculus Idol: before my calc prof graded the 3rd quiz, there was a 3-way tie at the top of 97.1%. now the record stands at a halt with 2 person, head-on competition for the No. 1 spot. with a top percentage of 97.5%, two people have to try and maintain their streak. damnit! i found out who the other 97.5 was... she's in my engineering class and she's HELLA SMART!!! haww... there's no way that i'm going to be able to get the top seat in my calc class now. well... 1ST IS THE WORST... 2ND IS THE BEST!!! hehe. (i know... i'm a dork)  to the right we have an up-to-date image of mr. me. i have to cut my hair. it's becomin' the afro it wants to be. hehe. on the way home, there was a commercial about modeling and acting scouts and stuff. and i was thinking... hrmm... can people just go there for fun?// so i might just go. arrano though. being that i'm butt ugzz, fragile like an autumn leaf, and can't really act for shizzy... (in a sarcastic voice)"I THINK I'LL DO FINE!". hehe. alojerz.
[02.06] i feel like i'm offering too much of my own time to benifit others. does that sound selfish. i know some of you are gonna thing that i'm really pen15 for saying that. but... i really haven't had the time that i should have to complete my studies. being that my level's just a tad bit higher than those that i help, i need more time to accomplish my tasks first. right?// i've been kool about everything these past several weeks, but can i really be doing these late night attempts at studying my material for the next class session. it's getting too overwhelming for me. akk.!!! but they are my friends. they would probablly do the same for me if i was in their situation. but the stupid part about that is that i am, but i just choose not to seek assistance from them. is this supposed to mean something?// arrano?// day 17: finally got me a measuring device today. so i decided to find out how i 'changed'. to my surprise (and maybe your's too)... my bicep's have increased 2.75 inches. idk if that's alot to you... but to me... that's a whole lotta! haha. i need to get my whole body measurements next time. haven't been going to the gym lately, just the home barbell/dumbell set to work with for now. school's kickin' my ass. Friday, 14 February 2003 [02.28]  happy valentines day to you. abstract of me and my valentine. DAMN GIRL!!! WHERE'D YOU GO?!?! =( another lonely vday. [23.11] what baffles(sp) me is how people can be complete hypocrites. they do an action then later on state or do another action that's totally opposite of what they've done. like people say that they hate haters. ok?// watdaf?// mg. leene pointed out today as she was browsing through my site tracker that some one had totally 'right-klicked' my AA page. [mine|biter] you make the comparison. she even placed a 'no right klick' thingy in here. haha. i'll state this again from the first time some one teafed my page... *ahem* if people are going to steal the dang html off of my page... at least have the smallest inkling of brains to change the color scheme, the fonts, and mostly... the damn words! that's twice arleady that someone stole my html and then kept MY words on it. could we please use our brains here?// PLEASE?// physics sucks ass!  Monday, 10 February 2003
[22.24] another big gift came our way today. we purchased a 20GB ipod for tron. we were at school when we decided to give it to him. talk about speechless! usually tron doesn't get speechless unless it's really really awsome. this was one of those times. he was so astonished that he hugged each of us at the benches. haha. there's been alot that he's done for us and especially for me. (i think i owe him more that $3G's if you take into account everything from the start of our friendship) he's a very valued friend and i think that an ipod was alittle too cheap for him in relation towards his outpouring for his friends. HAVE FUN BRUH! day 7: as an ending to my first week of my 6 month training, i think i've done pretty well. not as good as i had expected... but i still have room for improvement. i feel alittle bit, an extremely tiny bit, more confident of my self. visually nothing much really. i think i need to start that whole "before and after" thing. but idk? it's gonna only be for my reference anyway. to start off my gym day... i came off to the person in charge as 'snappy'. one of her assitants approached me during my 'workout' and told me that i was very rude and impolite as i entered today. but that wasn't even my intension. so tron cleared it all up before we left. 
Saturday, 8 February 2003 [17.17] valentine's day is in 6 more days ... another lonely v-day. i need to find me a valentine. *sigh* i'll blog later. imma go watch just married. alojerz. [21.59] just got back from the movies. kept to our movie choice of the evening... it was kinda empty but it was still good. i give 'just married' 7 out of 10. nothing else fun happened today ... eww! day 5: didn't have time to go to the gym today. akk. where's the consistency(sp). but i have noticed some changes. nothing major. hehe... my right arm's bigger than my left, and for some odd reason, as i was looking in the mirror the other night. i noticed that my left nipple is slightly higher. I'M A FREAK! think what you want. hehe. but it was kinda freaky. eww! alojerz reader.  Thursday, 6 February 2003
[01.16] we got back our 1st assignment for engineering (EE) today. and he started the lecture with, "you folks know that there's a standard way to write on paper right?." i thought he was talking about just headers and stuff. NO!!! he said that nothing is to be written on the back of the paper. so i was all pissed out. c'mon now... so he didn't grade anything written on the back of any papers. what makes it worse is that he only graded 2 out of 19 problems. i got the right answer for the first one... but he still marked it wrong because he said that there wasn't any work present. but all the work was already done in prior problems, and he totally skipped the second one becasue it was on the back. watdaf?! then came my physics quiz... status: bombed! i don't think i did well at all on my physics quiz. i was at a B. now, prolly, i'm at a low C. shiz nitz. all day mayhem! prolly the only good thing that happened today was when my friend notified me about his being able to find me another calculator! woohoo!!! so, i won't have to pay the original $180... maybe only $80 or less. thanks bruh. day 2: circuit training for only 45 mins. me and tron were on a time constrict. (dunno if that's the right word or not) bi(50-60), tri(50-90), chest(57-105|cable / 25|bells), calves(125), lat(60-90), abs(100 reps). kinda getting lazy already. sheesh. gotta stick it out for 4 more months. can't wait... bumbay going happen... bumbay. alojerz reader. [21.34] MOTIVATION... it's what get's me through my days yo. last night we had a study session for our calc exam1 today. i say that we were prepared enough for at least a 90/100. several students left the room with emotionless faces. sorta kinda like how the other class last semester came out of the chem final. so it worried me a little. we had an extremely ugly problem... here we go. i was so hella stumped... until after the exam. it just hit me... duh! well if you know the answer... good job. check me if i'm wrong... i got: you see how i got it? good!! hehe. well yeah... that shiz pissed alot of people off. i'm actually hoping for at least a 70% on this. expect low so that if you get higher it'll up your esteem. day 1: k... this is my keep track of my physical status part. imma try and keep up with this. so far so good. peter's an awsome motivator. got good arms today. talk about killers. idk the names of the workouts yet. one day... hehe. but we did chest(75-105|cable / 25-50|bells), lats(60-90), and tris(60-90). didn't really work the biceps. getting boring yet?// sorry... k you can stop now. i take a look at some of the relationships that my friends have with their family and i can honestly say that i envy them. the way that they call each other to eat dinner. the way they talk story when they eat. the way that the can speak freely to thier children's friends with little or no bore. it's practically what i wish my family would be. i can't tell any of them anything. the atmosphere in the house when ever we're all home is majority of the time hostile. it got to the point where one of my friends tried to help me out and offered to assist my dad with some labor tasks some time in the next week and my father accepted the offer. then i questioned my friend why... their reply was that they just wanted everything to be happy already. i've gon through a whole lot of things in this family and nothing sheds through the thin film between my house life and my social life. it amazes me how sometimes my friends stick up for me because they know all the dramas that i have to deal with at home. thanks guys. *sigh* bumbay going be good... bumbay. alojerz reader. Monday, 3 February 2003 [00.55] today was one of those high/low days. work was flowing (good), i got my foam for my board (good) now i can begin soupin' up my breadboard box. hehe. managed to sneak 10 buck into tron's wallet (good)... hey... for those of you that pay people back, especially when it's dealing with tron, it's a challenge to get that dough back into his wallet. such a generous guy. dropped my $180 calculator (bad), broke my $180 calculator (bad), realized that i needed that calculator on tuesday for a physics test (bad). damnit. all good... then all bad. fuck this shit! some kine of a hella pissed out. so if any of you folks see me at school and i look like imma kill someone... don't mind me. and just for the thought... yes i might just buy another calculator before tuesday if i can't get it swapped for another one. there goes my paycheck. i guess no protien till march. freckin' AYE!!! just to make it worse... tron, jay, and winky were makin' fun of me the whole night when i was studyin' last night (sun,2feb) with harris. i remember something that harris said to tio one day... he said to him "if you slack off, imma go solo". and i restated that for him last night, and he said that it was directed to tio. but tell me this... when you say 'solo' usually it means alone, one, individual, mono, stuff like that. and he started realiating with, 'were you there? i didn't say it to you?" crap. who's the one slackin'?// sure as hell not me. dick.  Saturday, 1 February 2003
[20.45] my life has now officially become a pot hole(again)... everything is piling on my back again. the family, the school, the friends, the mind... i have already been approached by reality a few times, but i chose to ignore her sorry little ass. then she came right back and knocked me senceless. our family is on a downward spiral towards everything negative. our house income decreased dramatically and we had no real back up for it. i have to manage my expenses... but it's kinda difficult when most of it is going to school. a scary thought entered my mind today as my mom was driving me home from work. this subject came about and the thought of dropping out of school to work full time at her place of employment was lingering. it'll help out our little situation at the most. hrmm... idk. i might. if it get's worse. last night i watched final destination 2. boy oh boy was that filled with alot of gore. it doesn't really match up to the first one. the only things that i thought that were awsome were the ways that death killed them. c'mon now... who's gonna think twice about throwin' away spaghetti out the window. but at the end... the real sucky part to think about: "should i save that person's life?"... mark got me to watch the korean music awards... now i'm sorta kinda glued to the tv... that's like in the next room. in and out... in and out... damnit. i want a tv in my room. shiz. the tv turned on when bi (pronounced : bee) was perfomin' nappun namja (bad guy)... some old dudes just did their renditon of G.O.D's : ko ji mal. it was awful... but funny. hehe. just some food for thought: there's been a few songs on TFC that actually caught my attention. just incase you don't know what TFC is... it's home away from home for us filipino people. it's THE FILIPINO CHANNEL. i love that shiz. well, the songs are as listed: Album: Himig Handog Love Songs Song1: Gloc9 (feat. Cooky Chua) - Bakit Song2: Chito Miranda - This Guy Is In Love With You, Pare song2 is hella hilarious if you understand what they're saying. hehe.. go dl it. they're kool. alojerz reader... 811818919 |
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