| 30 June 2003 |
[09.26]
I'M OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU
hehe... that song rocks! len len's party was this shizzle. i knocked out right when in got home... haha... it was still early though and i had a rather nice but skerry dream. i was a the beach with this chick that i really dig just talking... then some voice just ran accross the beach from left to right... like a distant scream. i got skerd like funk and we left. the car got fogged up, no not because we were making hot passionate sex... but because it was just muggy because we just stayed in the car. then loud hawaiian music came from the radio and then i woke up. DAMN MY ALARM! haha...
the dates been set... promises have been declared... anxiety has rushed back in... the question has been asked...
| 29 June 2003 |
[13.21]
ok...i know that i put up a hiatus layout right before this blog. but... only the smarter ones (which is you) check the archives (ark-ives... not arch-ivs) well... last night was one of the better nights that i've had. :) kinda just wanted to let that night stay forever... i know you did too so stfu. my badd about spilling the juice on your shirt. accident =X. haha. can't really go into detail. haha. too much to say.
tonight is len-len's grad party. woohoo!!! my first time dancing again in a little under a year. damn! ghetto fob my life. grrr... next week's mark's grad party and something about ballroom and tin tin for entertainment came up. hrmm... 1 week? work on a whole new dance? oh my? or should i just buss out the BoA*. haha. nah... still savin' all that shiz for next year for anty ofe's grad party.... (provided that imma still be dancing then) welpsh... imma get ready alojerz.
| 21 June 2003 |
[22.09]
another kick ass thing, but meaningless to all you people... i was searching for a song that my friend told me to dl... here were the result.
57!!! 'as my numbaz! hehe... blah!
last night was karen's grad party, it was pretty kool seeing every one there again. it was like tintin's grad party all over again! hehe. it was pretty fun. i felt molested because all the dudes that were drinking didn't have a bottle openner, and i remembered that the back of my belt buck was just that. hehe. so i was Mr. "hey can you open my Corona with your belt". haha. after the 4th bottle i was getting tired of removing it and putting it back on... so i just left it on the table. hehe. I FELT IMPORTANT!
tomorrow i got a thing at tin-tin's house for len-len's grad party. some one tell me how are you supposed to do a ball room dance to the Madonna's Die Another Day? i'm thinking that some people on TFC did it, that's why her mom wants len len to dance to it. hehe. talk about madd choreographing. hehe.
| 20 June 2003 |
[00.23]
another great turn in my life came a while back. realizing the difference of what i wanted, and what i needed. now that things are back to normal, i know me and her are gonna be all good. so yeah... Shaney, if you're reading this, i'm sorry. >_< hehe. maybe now that everything is sorted out and the deck is laid out on the table, our choices might be easier, and palubus ni apu, he'll give us another winning hand. *cheeze and rice that was dorky & korney* i'm thankful for everything that you've done, even though it may seem that you did nothing. and i still stand true to what i've said in the past.
study session? or picture session?
me, my sis, and anessa were supposedly supposed to independant studying at my house, but we ended up doing some hunka junka stuff. i just made that beenie on my head to replicate that of which is on my sister's head. my older sis, juni, bought it for $10. hrmm.... should i sell mine too?// not for $10 though, geez. talagang rip off! hehe.
btw... if your name is "Layout God"... please help me out. thanks.
| 16 June 2003 |
[14.52]
funny thing happened to me today... the phone rang and i picked it up... it was HMSA checking up on my dad. so i told them to hold on while i go check if he's in... i placed the phone down and on my computer i had Piolo Pascual's song playing Sana Ikaw. i went looking all over the house for my dad, apparently he wasn't home. i returned to the phone to tell tell the lady that he wasn't in... and she just started to laugh... here's the covo...
HMSA Lady: I'm sorry i was just getting into your music *chuckle chuckle chuckle* who's the artist?
me: oh... hehe. Piolo Pascual.
HMSA Lady: oh, he's the only in the group that can sing anyway
me: really? i didn't notice.
HMSA Lady: did you attend any of their concerts?
me: yes i did, but i only attended their first concert here
HMSA Lady: oh, i went to the recent one.
me: oh wow. that's nice to hear.
HMSA Lady: yeah, i just had to go. i managed to get my picture taken with them as well. *chuckle chuckle chuckle*
me: (rolling eyes and waiting for her to get back on the topic of my dad because i wanted to hang up the phone already) lucky you ma'am.
then the convo went back to my dad. haha. i guess i managed to put on a smile on her face today. i do hope she's having a nice one. hehe.
i'll blog again later... just wanted to enter this in while it was still fresh in my mind.
| 15 June 2003 |
[01.07] Magandang Tatay Day!
i have absolutely nothing to give my dad. i don't even say anything mushy to him, like happy birthday or merry christmas. idk why? akk... i know i know... what a son! haha. i guess i'll help him paint the master bedroom today since i don't have anything to give. happy father's day dad. oh... and to my newly found buddy, Lolo Dane, Happy Father's Day to you too. hehe. /:)
got me a great song from mark the other day. it's a song originally sung by fly to the sky. it turns out that an english revision was made by mr. runner up for american idol pt. 1, Justin Guarini. it's very much downloadable off of where ever. so look it up. Thanks Mark.
i'm sorry if this isn't exactly how it was supposed to turn out. i value you alot and i even sit you upon my pedalstool. i guess that's how my insignificance is generated. hopfully everything will work out.
| 12 June 2003 |
[13.40]
what the funk!!! we just got our first exam back from history class... boy oh boy was i dissappointed. why do we study now a days? for shit?// i was devastated when i got it back... what makes me feel "lower than whale shit" (-dr. flegal - M. Engineer Professor - UH Manoa-) is the fact that out of the little clique that we have... I GOT THE LOWEST! oh hell no! haha. guess you could say that this is my lil booster of the class. damn i'm pissed out! grrrrr...
last night a few of us went to watch 2fast2furious. someone told me that movie was a waste of all the $6.75 with the military discount. it wasn't that bad. that suki chick was just terrible though... can we please look less like the asian barbie. a couple of my friends were looking at her openning car and they thought that it was a barbie car. haha. daym. and the scatter was pretty bad ass. nothing really stuck out that made me happy go lucky, besides the word "bro". cheese and rice that was utterly irritating. blah!
too much shiz is going down in my head. it's not making any sense either. guess i'm just skerd of everything. oh wellz, life sux.
| 8 June 2003 |
[17.18]
specials
today is one of my dear friends birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINKY! if your phone was working, you would've gotten calls and txt msgs up the yin yang! hehe. so when's the party?!?! and no even say that you not going have one... we going make one for you! at your house... in your backyard... with the tv and grill ... hehe. only going have little bit of us anywho. hehe. love you long time!
site ups
and buddy boi henry is back in effect and throwin' it all up in your grill. check him out. dude gots skills. hosts? HOOK HIM UP!!!
last day at work
today was my last day working at that piss me out place, but i don't regret it. i had some good times with those people... all twenty somthing of them. christmas parties, our $2 million quota party, bowling, ronnie's... and of course at work. today's workers were gonna grab a bucket of ice water and dump it on me... but you know me and my excuses: "i have a laptop in my bag" - "my cell phone's in my pocket!" - " my CLIE!!" - "i'm alergic to any type of water coming out of this store!" hehe. i didn't even get to give a proper good bye to the workers because i was too skerd of getting drenched in soda or water or what ever. now i have two weeks to find another job or else imma be broke like bitch till i get out of college. Gap Pearlridge?// idk?//
s|c|h|o|o|l - my anti drug*yeah... right (._.)*
tomorrow's our first history exam and i'm skerd like shiz! i'm not solid perfect with my people and thier importance. damnit! another long night of studying... and YES... i ahve the car... hehe. well... i'll begin now. alojerz.
mr. gigglez ... out
| 6 June 2003 |
[15.21]
site ups: fung_shui057.geocities.com << on hiatus >> check out the splash.
hallo hallo... personally, i think that school work takes me away from the world. my life is kinda heading towards a path that i've been dreading for a while now. there's kinda no room any more for skrew ups, imprefections, and adolescent behavior. once again i caught my self hiding under my shroud of book work and studying. hence my lil quirks of the day... errr.
i totally skrewed my plans for the day. errr. my alarm clock didn't succeed at waking me up for my early morning appointment 'round 5am with my brother. *_< (that's quirk No. 1)
later around 9.30 - 10ish tron stopped by to pick up the fins because they were going to the beach and i was practically still dead in my bed. i so wasn't in the mood for the beach after my failing effort to begin my essays for history yesterday and my little fuck up in kidnapping people. so i just gave tron the fins and his rash guard. they've been going to the beach more and more often. i think they should just hold the fins. shit... less hassle for you guys. (so the beach was quirk No. 2)
after i holla'd back at wienee them i woke up and printed all the necessary outlines that i needed to study for the exam on monday. printed an extra copy for lani, who by the way stopped by with anessa to pick them up. we were all supposed to go to pearls to get apps from the Gap. hell, i'd take clothes over serving food anyday. but we ended up not going because of my lazy ass again. (and babaam... we have quirk No. 3)
upon flipping through the channels on this vast 999 channel directory, a composite of visual stimulation, audio stimulation, and stomach stimulation (the order pizza thingy on oceanic cable), CMT came next on the next channel up press and i heard a pretty nice song. it has a generalized thought of how you love someone but you don't want to be with them because it keeps you at a distance where your life is pretty damn good. you can dl it. guess you can say that it sorta ties with swirl 360's "Okay". not sure... but check them both out. this is already a hella boring blog... with again no meaning at all... but hell, only a handfull of people read this anyway. so here's the lyrics
Jimmy Wayne
Stay Gone
i found piece of mind i'm feeling good agian
i'm on the other side
back among the living in a cloud in the sky
all my tears have been cried
and i can finally say:
baby baby stay...
stay right where you are
i like it this way
it's good for my heart
i haven't felt like this
in God knows how long
i know everything's gonna be ok
if you just stay gone
i still love you and i will forever
we can't hide the truth
we know eachother better
when we try to make it work we both end up hurt
and love ain't supposed to be that way
| 4 June 2003 |
[20.51]
i never knew how much you can learn in 2 weeks of summer school for history. well, how much you're supposed to have learned in summer school. haha. i hardly did any of my work. just read a few pages of the text and looked up on the companion site for notes... besides that, i haven't done any of the journals or the vocab. we have our first test on monday and i'm so not ready for it. hopefully our little study sessions with my sis and nessa will help me.
last night, emotions were flying all over the damn creation in my head. either it was from me, from the people around me, or from the voices that i heard in my head. the voices in my head are becoming more frequent... so far every other night i've been hearing it. nothing bad though... and no i'm not a schizo! i make great convo with it though. haha. i created it and i'm not sure that i should've. being that it has no life of its own any more. right now, i feel like the fool. as it was lecturing me about ice cream and how vanilla and chocolate are the same... i was thinkin... but chocolate is hella damn better. it explained how chocolate has it's goods and bads. flavors good, but some kine of a bad for the health. oh wellz. i hope i'll hear it again tonight... just to talk story. companionship... that's my urge at the moment.
as my little voice in my head spoke to me... i got a call from my homie fren dr. guy dude man whoa... and we were talking about school and ish nitz. PS came into the convo and i remembered someone writing on there telling me that i was a dissappointent for some reason. haha. i still didn't erase it because i can't! it's some kine of a stuck for life homes. you may notice the word "BOTO!" written on there. that's from my buddy tron. practically a whole world and a half signed that thing on the day that i had my lil party at my house last year. i never really used it for anything anyway. imma tell my dad to spray a clear coat of acrylic on it preserve the buggah.
got the OK from my anty jane to begin my printing factory for my g'ma. her 80th birthdays coming up and yeah. made the invitation... some kind of a ghetto... only one person got to see it. and i would invite you all to it... but it's not at my house. =(. sorry guys.
why does my life suck so bad? i think there's only 1 person that checks up on my site daily... hrmm... if you want me to know if you checked my site... try this. log onto your site first then klick on my button or link on your page. imma try sumthing with that. alojerz peeps.
| 2 June 2003 |
[00.07] Happy Birthday Juni~!!!
BIRTHDAY
JUNI
i was going to put her age but i'm afraid that she'll kick my ass or something. happy birthday sister dear. thanks for all this shiz you did... like taking me drinking, taking me out, picking me up that time had issues at home... all the stuff like that. mahaloz. love you long time. =P
months of mayhem! april was the beginning of my saga with drama (whoa... dr. seuss action). a month full of fresh compilations of break-ups, miss haps, self infliction, friendships, and follies. once april's showers passed up came may's so called "flowers". which i saw not as B-E-A-utiful (-jim carey: bruce almighty) as they everyone perceives them to be. mistrust, friendly competition gone wild, frigid bitches just wanting only attention, finals, more relationship issues, and as it was adequately put in the matrix: reloaded, choice. my very own, personal choice. now this month already beginning on a sour note posses a threat on friendships. not between just one pair, not just one group, but an entire mass of both materialistic and humble mass of people. some choosing other's before their own. some showing their "true colors", if i may, to their own. is it just me, or did these problems follow one of us back into the crowd and spread like a wild brush fire on the hill sides of makakilo? is it just us? hope not... kailangan ko kayo (i need you all)... even though if i make your life miserable... FUCK YOU... hehe. but i still love you guys. how long is a damn saga?// finish already!
calls are good... recieved one right when i set foot into my house. needn't be sorry for intervening... haha. oh, and if any one calls my cell and you can't hear anything, don't hang up ok. because i gotta sprint my ass to the garage for reception. that'll be my excersize for the day. so yeah. keep calling.
carol banawa : stay
UPDATE...
[20.17]
Boa 3rd came out on 31may and she has some awsome dance moves. the songs are midtempo and some are happy... like Atlantis Girl. once again Boa has done it... new outfits, fresh choreography, but same lil girl... she does a harlem shake and follows up with the "boody vibrator". you know that thing where the girls with the big 'ol bootay just shake like there's no tomorrow. hehe. here's a video cap from her comeback performance with "Time To Begin" & "Atlantis Girl":
