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. tuesday [apr|27]
alojerz reader [comment] . sunday [apr|18]
so sad... so sad... but it's what you want. *tear* alojerz reader [comment] . saturday [apr|17]
"you're doing pretty good and keeping pretty focus even though all this shit is happening in your life..." one of my older cousins told me that today and i felt really encouraged when she said that to me. i guess i'm hella wierd and cope with all my stress and fucked up stuff with school. damn... thanks manang! registration for fall 2004 has begun and i'm already stuck in a bunch because the manoa course catalog didn't come out yet. release date of the hard copy is on monday, and online on wednesday. if anyone wants to take a look for me and tell me a couple courses look these up please: EE 213 / Phys 274 / Math 302 it'll make my day if someone could do that. thanks. =D . i hope that none of them are overlapping with my CEE class at lcc. if it is... then damnit! i'll be held back another semester. gon funnet! oh wells, life is so full of unexpected things. ----- yesterday, i was home alone. i never realized how sad i feel when i'm alone. all i was doing was looking out the main door expecting a white 2000 ford focus to pull into the driveway next to my ghetto white 1991 acura integra. i was cryin' like a fooker. i really miss my brother. i still can feel him around but i really want to see him come through the door with his backpack and keys and just look at me. tonight's prolly gonna be the same way. no one's home, mom's at a party, dad's who know's where... and me... i chose not to join my friends in a bbq and home movie. this is my time... my quiet time. 4212105.007.3771.37641.57108. 3771.376471.71.071675213071.7160.1. 770.71.97115519.710.93351.1. 4212105.7711. 46007.971.03510717.1.07151.1 i love you and i know you hate me.
. monday [apr|12]
upcomming event:  what: LCC Dance Festival 2004 when: friday 30apr & saturday 1may (@ 7.30) where: LCC Theater price: $10, $12 *propz to henry for helpin' with the flyer* life at home still stinks. but still praying hard. gotta keep the faith! AMEN! brad's 2nd BBQ better than the first one... more people... SHRIMP... HYPNOTIX (or how ever you spell it). good fun. good fun. wienee, tron, and peter were having good fun. hehe. lovin' the red... "it looks good on yah." got me sorta in a small bind till the concert is over. gotta learn my parts, the spins, and the jumps. grrr. i'm a ticket coordinator, so i'm in charge of some peoples tickets (one of which is hella irking and just stupid). i'm in the "decorate the bio board" comittee (sp). i have to sell my tickets, which i must say is a good showing so far. :D . friends on one day, and family on the other. yeah! cyber hugs: � Arthur - i miss you bro! *tear* love you boi. � Melissa - i wuv yoo... you've told me since FOREVER AND A DAY to smile. take your words to it ok... SMILE! � Amy - you won't how much your friends mean to you until you lose them, so treasure every moment that you can with them. � everyone else with issues... don't let the worst get the best of you. keep your head up... and keep God near your heart. alojerz reader [comment] . monday [apr|05]
alojerz reader [comment] . friday [apr|03]
all of this stress isn't good for anyone. sure, you can offer words of wisdom on how i might be able to handle this situation. but are you going through it right now?// there's only one other individual that i know and we're fighting this thing head on. all i do is cry every night because i know that the next morning will only bring me more pain. and i just realized something... this is totally screwing up my entire life! i've been doing really good at keeping my outer layer thick and strong. but this thing is just chipping away at my protective barrier and it'll only be a matter of time until it get's through and i'll have nothing to show but my scars and tears. God... did you read my letter yet?//
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