| [ | .thursday | ] [ | 27 November 2003 | ] |
i hope you all have a happy thanksgiving... me, my mom, dwayne, generie, destin, roxanne, mg. dandi, & mg. lisa went to visit my brother. gave him food and stuff... and talked to a fellow mourner at the cemetary and he gave us some tips. so i'll be at the cemetary all the time to maintain my bro's grave. my family has shifts... so that we all can maintain it. awsome awsome... gotta love the brother!
mom & dad: words cannot express how much i'm thankful for... so yeah...
juni: i'm thankful for all the memories we had... just us three when we were young. hehe. oh and for all the future alcoholic beverages that you'll make me. ';p
tron & wienee: what can i say... EWA SCHOOL!!! haha... you guys are my extended family... i'm thankful for just meeting you guys... you guys are what i want to be. you two are my bestest, bestest, bestest of bestest friends. :D always by my side... always there... thanks.
the rest of the gang: daym... too much names... but all of you have done something in my life *i think* that i'm thankful for. salamz!
arthur: *sigh* where do i begin... there was alot that you've done for me that you don't even know. thanks for all the material stuff that you've got for me, all the words that you've said to me that i'll never forget, for the memories... fighting... apologizing... dancing... going to school... bringing me to and from work... everything!!! i'm just thankful for just having you as my brother.
| [ | .sunday | ] [ | 23 November 2003 | ] |
all i need right now... is you... but where are you?//
in my pocket?//
... no
chicken?//
... no
idk... sometimes consistency isn't easy to break. like if you're always late & rushing, procrastinating, always taking rainchecks, and some other stuff... if you're accustomed to doing something over a long period of time, you'll keep doing it, no matter how much you want to break it. how would you go about to chaning yourself?
Arthur... i have a very hard time thinking that you're gone. after tron and wienee bandanged up my cut correctly, tron told me to rebandage twice a day. i knew already mom was gonna get mad at me because she told me not to go out and to be careful... obviously i wasn't. the first person i thought about helping rebandage and clean my cut up was you. haha... i had an image in my head of me and you inside my bathroom, my hand over the sink and you squeezing a whole lotta hydrogen peroxide on my finger. i whacked you because it was sore as hell... and then you just smiled and laughed. then you got serious and cleaned up my wound. you bandaged it and i was all good till the next time i had to clean it again. mom & dad wouldn't have found out... i know i never got the chance to tell you personally, and we've only started to bond these past years that we were in college... there's still alot that i have to tell you... but i really need you here. i love you bro...
| [ | .thursday | ] [ | 20 November 2003 | ] |
wienee took me out again... did out genki thin (they charged correctly this time) then we went to pearlridge to pick up a black name tag thingy that i gotta make my family's pin because black shirts are getting harder and harder to find. then we went a little shopping. (*yah*) she bought me a couple mesh hats... found two of my favorite beverages. yoohoo and corona extra. yummm. she picked up two hats of her own as well... dickies and a "got meat?" one. it looks awsome. the kona coffee and banana split at dip'n'dots were begging us to eat them so we did... winky spent a little more money at icing. thanks mg!
calc class was pretty messed up because out professor teached us new material today and then he threw a quiz at us. how effed up is that?// several of us stayed back to study... a small group was from our calc class (btm L & upr R) while the rest of us were from physics. tron, wienee, lani, & florie stopped by to bring us some food (btm R) thanks guys. my cli� was being introduced to selena and phillis (sorry if i spelled your names wrong :X). and that was my day... thank you and have a nice day...
i love you bro and i miss you...
| [ | .tuesday | ] [ | 18 November 2003 | ] |
woke up and then did some stuff around the house... wienee brought me with her to get a new monitor because her old one broke yesterday. after that we went to genki sushi (mmmMMM 
). we only ate a little today... we had 6 spicy tuna, 3 ika rings, 1 shrimp tempura, and i tanked a large pepsi. all in all... it's supposed to be $20.67... but then they charged us wrong (again... hehe) so it came out to only $15.98. if you go to genki... you figure out what they did wrong.
went to school... and i messed up today's quiz in calc3... damnit! limit of integrations were 0 and 3 you stupid head. beause
x goes from x=0 to x=3
damn i'm so not gonna be happy if i get a 'C' in this semester.
damn today sucked... i need to go to kalihi to get me a drink juni.
| [ | .thursday | ] [ | 13 November 2003 | ] |
i dreamed about my brother last night... i thought it was real... i woke up crying because i didn't want it to end. *sigh* geez i miss him. :( i send a prayer to all of those families who lost a loved one these past couple of months. it isn't turning out to be a joyous holiday this year, but i hope that we all will try to achieve what we need and what we wish for.
as with my sister, my heart has not lifted... the death of my brother was so sudden that i can not accept the way that he was stolen. this will come out one day or another. bro... i promised my year... and now i have only 11 more months till that day comes. i love you bro.
| [ | .thursday | ] [ | 6 November 2003 | ] |
hehe. lahbyoo!
i have to do some last minute additions to the program tomorrow, my friends are going to be singing a song that arthur really liked... even though he didn't know who sang it. hehe. goodness i miss him. 
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welpsh, i better get crackin' on those last minute preparations. you know how those go. hehe.
| [ | .saturday | ] [ | 1 November 2003 | ] |
yesterday was halloween and several of my friends came by... here's the costume lists:
[=] Allen: jose rizal/mr. suwave (barong tagalog / slacks / slicked side comb)
[=] Jacob: some model (just really expensive clothes)
[=] Anessa: jchs flag girl (old flag girl uniform...)
[=] Lani: ms. aiusay (pink poofy dress with diamond tiara)
well... that's who ever was dressed... hehe. florie, gerry, and rosaly stopped by... thanks buddies. much mahaloz to florie and hooking me up with the free candy !!! woohoo!!! big ass pixie sticks and airheads. mmmmmMMM.
some shots:
happy halloween arthur... hope you had fun too.
