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12th Feb
realise that censorship is quite a hard job to do cos have to
watch all the nudity and profanity... all the bloody hell and
all~ and despite always saying "liddat oso censor" when i was a
viewer, but sitting on the hotseat of having to watch out for
sensitivity, it's better to play safe than sorry. haha does that
mean i've grown out of teenage rebellious puberty stage? end of
my teenage year coming soon...
weekend went to watch
Cheng San concert at esplanade. den shoot dinosaur at suntec wif
angeline, we had perfect score for the first stage lo, den 2nd
stage onwards start to die liaoz, suddenly super tough! ehhh!
the computer muz hav figured out we're too good, so they
purposely set it harder!
watched Millionaire's
first love, actor hyun bin and the actress quite chio but dunno
her name. story plot very lame but sad story la, could hav dvt
into another story. it shld dvt into something like, the girl
having a disease and she cant be agitated or be happy... so the
guy who loves her cannot say or show anything to make her too
happy. hmm... that muz be a good story, haha!
8th Feb
a sudden sense of lost, it's not something that i m unhappy
about, just that i m not happy either. maybe it's the sense of
going to ns soon, a sense of things not within my control, a
sense of uncomfort and insecurity. i m just zombified, coming
home each day after work and watchin anime/drama. suddenly, it's
so quiet, so socially-detached... so away from school. or
maybe... im not fighting for anything. feels strange to slack
and jus relax... from competition or practices or working
towards an A. the sense that all those battles and time spent in
studying and cheonging seems not-worthwhile bcos u feel empty
after it all, but if it's just chilling out and having fun, is
it worthwhile also? suddenly on msn, i only talk to a few
people, like really really few.
3rd Feb
Pretty ordinary week and work is picking up, first time that the
list of activities can fill up all the lines in the log book. now currently watching Hana Kimi (Hua Yang shao nan
shao nu) on crunchyroll, that website rocks! I saw on the news
that many fans went Tampines Mall to see Ella and Wu Zun, they
did the No.1 Fan pose. isn't it ironic that the show hasn't even
premiered on Channel U yet?! It's coming Feb 15... haha~ it goes
to show how many people watch it on crunchyroll or youtube.
Yesterday I met up with
firewire peeps except Rachel again, bcos she's at church again!
We went Lau Pa Sat to eat stingray and satay and all...the baby
squid was really tasty! but $12 for a very small plate. we
discussed about our graduation trip, tentatively Redang. they
gave me a shirt - Ego-at-stake which I've yet to figure out
why... issit becos i've got an altered-ego? haha, it's really
nice tho. we didn't took any pictures at the merlion in the end
:x
Anyway, came across
this on Mr. Wang's blog. Jean Gabriel Pophillat - used to be cat
high CO de president, scored straight As for his O levels and
studied NAFA to continue his passion in percussion. And he
graduated last year, top in his diploma... and i remember seeing
gabriel everyday in the CO room playing pai gu and timpani....
really is everyday~ hao li hai~
Applied for NTU...or
should I say applying for NTU. I spent 4 hours and still on it,
not done yet~ Have to write essay lo, then need to get lecturers
to do online appraisal. worse thing is, to apply for
scholarship, they need to fill in the SAME appraisal but hard
copy. lame rite! I called NTU and they say need to do both
because it's two different departments. -.-
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