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03.23.05 | Love Confessions
I'm bored today. Our computer broke down again because fo unknown cases, though I'm suspecting it was because of the spyware. Now, I couldn't even finish our site in St. Dominica because I've no back up files, and EVERYTHING WAS SAVED inside that stupid computer.
Well, anyway, I've a friend -- well, two close friends actually. One of them, the girl, had just told the other one, the boy, that she likes him -- pretty much similar to what had happened to me for the last 3 months. This time, though, she said through the phone. Of course, it was kinda swift -- the girl didn't even see or know the boy's reaction. She just heard him say, "Okay lang iyun" (It's okay). She told it to him on the 21st of March. On the next day, we have a little get-together and went to Nat'l Library here in the Philippines. We applied for an I.D. so we can use it in College. Heheh... we used the old piano there, and the guard almost went berserk there because of the noise on whatever tune we were playing. :P During the conversations, nothing's changed, and everything was still normal. I really thought that the boy would also confess to her that he likes her as well. But, nothing. Nil. Naught. Whatever. His reaction's still a mystery to us. I can't exactly say how he felt.
03.15.05 | Just a Bit More...
By the time I noticed
I was thinking about you.
I thought that was really embarrassing
and I really hated it.
It's because I'm afraid to convey my feelings.
Even if I suppress it in my head,
I can't do anything about my heart.
To make you not able to notice when we meet
and to make it no different from the norm
is how I plan to talk to you, but couldn't.
I am suffering.
I ended up lying to you, but...
Just a bit more... just a bit more...
If I can get closer to your heart
Just a bit more... just a bit more...
Try not to erase this moment
Please God, give me courage.
--Translation of the ending song from ""Midori no Hibi"
03.13.05 | "Cleaning Day"...
Oh yeah, I never thought I would clean my room today... the window shields were all dusty, and my pillow covers were getting quite creamy (the colors of the sheets were getting duller). You get what I mean. So just this noon, I was all messy and have gray spots all over my arms. Though I didn't sweat a bit. Aheheheh... then I took a nice bath afterwards. Oh yeah. :P
I resumed in updating our site again... I'm getting tired of this... haaayy...
Yay! It's Monday again tomorrow!
Wait a minute... since when did I ever get excited over Mondays? Hmmm... can't remember. :P
Be back, ta ta! ^_^
Finishing the site...
I'm kinda doing and finishing the site in tribute to our section... oh my, graduation is getting nearer and nearer... I think I'm getting anxious again... I just hope I won't fall nor slip during the rites... it's because we were forced to wear white shoes that has a stilt of at least 2 inches... and I also that it happened a few years ago when somebody really did fall... -_-; Really, I really, really hope not...
Waaahh.. the pictures are too long to upload... I'm getting tired of monotonous editing, resizing and uploading them. Haaayyy... and I don't get any profit from this afterwards... who am I kidding? -_-;
I woke up early today again (about 3:30 am), and I don't know why I'm starting to get used to it. Hmm... maybe because I'm so bored of not doing anything at home nor in school because classes were finally over. Haaayyy...
Yay! I finished uploading the entire Intrams gallery! Woohoo!!! Laterz...
03.11.05 | My Sweet Jesus... I love you endlessly...
God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet, but He'll ask how many you helped to clothe.
God won't ask what your highest salary was, but He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
God won't ask what your job title was, but He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of our ability.
God won't ask what kind of car you drove, but He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.
God won't ask the square footage of your house, but He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
God won't ask how many friends you had, but He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.
God won't ask in what neighborhood you lived, but He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.
God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation, but He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.
Friday is a Rest Day... Isn't it?!?
Uhm... could be... but... it's more like Saturday is a rest day, right? Ugh, can't think anymore. Anyway, we already finished our first week of rehearsals for the graduation, woohoo!!! Just two weeks more and I'll be graduating! It's kinda sad, though, thinking I'll be leaving High School life... haaaayyy...
I'm inside of our school library again, just spending my free time again... since the start of the rehearsals, we're only attending our classes from 8 am to 12 noon... cool, huh? Aheheheh... yet, I kinda miss some of our subjects... haaayyy, just reminiscing those times when I used to cram for the sake of grades and avoiding humiliation... :P
Anyway, that's it... it's finished... and now, I'm quite excited to go to the University too... wow... although I do have an ideal university (and it's not even UST, Ateneo, La Salle, or UP)... it's actually from abroad... aheheheh... yep, the University of Tokyo... and it's one of the best in Asia... ;)
Too bad 'cause I only got my brains to enter the university and not enough money to enroll...
03.08.05 | Drama?
These are Ranma's words to Akane when he thought Akane had died in the incident:
"All this just 'cause you wanted to save me.
It would have been better if it were me.
You should have let me die. But you're always butting in...
Why did you have to get involved?
Damn, Akane. You fool. Why didn't you let me go?
"I'm sorry, that's not what I meant...
What I'm trying to say is... thank you.
I'm so sorry, Akane. I'm so awkward with words.
There were so many things I always wanted to tell you,
but I could never get the words out.
"Over and over again...
I kept trying to tell you how I really felt, but it always comes out wrong.
I just ended up bothering you and making you angry.
But that was never what I meant to do.
"Wake up, Akane. There's something I need to tell you.
I've waited too long to say it, but it can't wait another moment.
"Akane? Can't you hear me?
Please, Akane. I need you... to hear me now... I wanted to tell you...
"AKANE!!!"
03.04.05 | I'm doomed...
You heard me right... oh yeah, you can't hear me... :P
anyway, it's true... and it's all because of me too...
I was planning to finish my project in TLE... but, instead I just slept at 11:00 pm until 5:00 am! Now I'm inside our computer lab and I don't have the diskette containing my files... haaayyy... then, there were still the other projects...
I'm glad I finished English... phew... but in Filipino?... Hmmm.... thank God Ma'am Alonzo didn't let us pass the project in Gapo today... :P then, Physics... again, thank God Ma'am Tolentino wasn't present at the moment... oh yeah, and because I don't have my I.D. today (I sneaked in entering the building!)... then Math... Math, Math, Math... waaaaahhhh!!!!! Okay, ::notes to herself:: calm down, just photocopy it a little later then encode it inside the library... haayyy.... waaahhh... I'm quite grateful today, am I not? Aheheheh... it's all because even if these things were happening to me, I GUESS... it's all because I won't give up believing that I won't pass them... or simply because I BELIEVE AND TRUST in whatever happens... whether or not Father God will help me or punish me... and, I must accept the consequences too, because it's all my fault anyway that these things happen...
03.03.05 | Why is Everyone Like That?!?
I'm repeatingly asking this same question to myself. But all I can answer is a plain question: "Why?!?!" I know I've been doing my best, but... why?!?!?
Okay, okay, I'll explain. I know your minds are in circles now. :P First, I was asked by Mrs. Collantes (our English teacher) to check our papers in English. I said okay. Then, I called for someone to help me out. Thank God I saw Ivan (one of my classmates) so I gave him some of the papers to be checked. Anyway, I got home from school late. I was asked to accompany Ryan until 11:00 only, but I came home at 12:30 pm already. Fine, I can take it. EVEN IF IT MEANS I'M GOING TO RE-SCHEDULE EVERYTHING I'll do today. Once again, I helped a friend and lost my time in doing my project. Okay, what comes after? Oh yeah, so I went home and hoping Ate Cheralie would accompany me to go to the bank, she rather ignored me and continued with her business. I was just standing there for a few minutes, not moving, patiently staring at her while stupidly waiting for her reaction. No reaction. Okay, I think I'll wait a few more. Or maybe she didn't hear me. I asked her again if she's still busy. No reaction. I was pissed off and went downstairs to get my things. I abruptly closed the door of the house, face fuming, and startling my mom and dad. I went to school first to pass my research papers. Then, another teacher came to me. It was our Economics teacher, Miss Manapat. She asked if I could check the papers from the exam. Again, I said okay. Anyway, she said she'll make my grades higher in exchange of the favor. ;P Then, I went to the bank and deposited some money for our project (our project in Economics was to deposit for a whole year, at least five times in a month). Then I went to exchange the wrecked CD I bought, but the lady wasn't there. Haayyy... and I've wanted to watch the movie nonetheless!!! :P
Oh, crap, it's already "Midori Days," one of the animes that I watch in Animax. I'll just continue this later. Ciao! ^_^
03.02.05 | To All My Affies...
To all my affies... as you can see I've changed the server though I know that most of you doesn't understand Filipino... so I guess I have to put my entries here in English... don't worry, I'll put a new entry next time...as for the links... they're still intact in here... so you don't have to worry... k?
God bless! ^_^
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