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Some of my updates after Chistmas were placed in Pink Box since most of those times, I was working on with my Flash project. Just in case you may want to check it out. ^^

12.24.04 | Merry Christmas!

Isn't it obvious? Heheh, anyway, don't worry cause this layout will be for the mean time. I'll soon change it back to my normal layout. Okie?

Also, I can't forget those who greeted me a merry Christmas. Thank you guys! ::blinks::

Here are the gifts I received for this season:

It's quite lonely here today. I'm stuck here in my room, still working on my projects. Haayy, when will it finish? I'm still thinking on what to do tomorrow. Of course, I want it to be special, because it's the birthday of Jesus. Well, first, I will greet Him a "Happy Birthday," then share some time with my family... but then, I guess I won't be roaming outside except when we're off to church.

Haaayy, I'm just burbling here. Oh yeah, before I forgot, here're my presents for you: (you can have as many as you like if you want)

I guess that's it. I think I won't be updating until December 26. Again, Merry Christmas to everyone! ^_^

12.21.04 | It's a Miracle! | 7:24 pm

Thank you! ^_^ [Kelly, Riyota_chan, Kenneth, Angela, Euri, Chette, and Tammy]

Before everything, I would like to thank Ate Chette for giving me this cute present! Thank you very much! ^_^

1000 hits!

Gosh, it's been... how many days? I was busy, and... something miraculous happened. And all thanks to Father God.

December 17, 2004. 4:40 am. It was the second of the Evening Mass here in the Philippines, and I just missed it. Instead of doing nothing, I worked on my research paper. I noticed that the door of our house was not locked, though I presumed it's because my mom went to go to the mass so I did not lock it. Then, while doing some research, I saw my grandfather going out of the house. I thought he'll just take a few minutes relaxing outside our house, sitting. But... I was wrong. When mom came back into our house, she asked us, "Where's your grandfather?" I said that he went outside. But he wasn't anywhere, so we looked for him.

Same day. 7:00 am. I will be late for our last day of classes so I let them to continue the search while I was preparing for school. The sun has already shine and still, there was no sign of him. 'I wonder where he went, anyway?' I thought to myself.

11:00 am. This day was our christmas party, and it would end at 12:00 nn. But where the hell was the food?!? We were starving, and some of my classmates were even yelling outside our classroom! It was hilarious, and at the same time, tiring. I'm hungry!

12:30 pm. We were the last of the classes that finished the party... late. I went home happy because one of my classmates, Jo Anne, gave me a large pack of food -- free. Also, Ivan liked the gift I gave to him during the exchanging of gifts. Hey, I worked very hard just to get what he wants! Anyway, at that time, I thought that they must've found out where my grandfather was already. But, unfortunately, he's still gone. Now I was very worried. Where could he be?!? I just prayed that he's fine, and that Father God is guiding him to keep him safe.

5:30 pm. I went to Star City with my friends -- Ryan, Lorelie, Carla, and Claude. I told them about what had happened to my grandfather. Then, Claude related to me what had happened also to her grandmother. She said that her grandmother was lost for more than a month, but was still found because of a flash in the media. Her grandmother was found -- well, in a comatose (?) condition, inside a hospital. Then, I thought, could he be in one of the hospitals here in Manila? I argued whether it's for the better or worse.

December 19, 2004. 11:20 am. It's been two days since he was lost. I suggested that we should ask for help in the media since it's always the helpful. Also, we need a lot of prayers. Prayer. The best aid we can get. I was getting a lot more worried when my grandmother was always in a nausea and won't eat enough food. I hope he'll be found already. My mom and my godmother went to ABS-CBN and GMA to ask for help in flashing the picture of my lost grandfather tomorrow morning.

December 20, 2004. Time unknown. I was still sleeping when my mom and Ninang Flor went to GMA's show, "Unang Hirit" to ask if they could flash the picture of my grandfather. Without knowing it (the time when they left), it was already flashed on TV (thanks to the very kind crew).

Same day. 9:10 pm. I was shocked by the sudden urgency of my mom to call this late. Someone had told them that somebody had already found my granfather. Really?!? I was excited though I kept my mouth shut knowing it would irritate my mom (heheh). They called and was informed that he was in Payatas, in Ilang-Ilang St. How did he get that far?!? Well, my first thought was that he rode a bus. So okay... it can be. Anyway, they were crying and saying thanks to God as they confirmed it was the voice of my grandfather. They went there to come and take him this late.

11:50 pm. They finally came. With my grandfather. Praise the Lord!!! ^_^

12.07.04 | 1000 Hits! | 5:35 am

1000 hits!

You're so sweet! ^_^ [Tammy, Angela, Chette and Kenneth]

12.01.04 | "I Know Just How You Feel" | 7:12 pm

Thank you! ^_^ [Euri, Kelly, and Chette]

[edit: December 2, 2004 | 2:15 pm]

Hi, it's me again. I've got a question to all of you guys...it's like this:

For example, I won 666,810 pounds (or you won 666,810 pounds). What will you do with the money? Please comment, okay? thank you!!! ^_^

I'm kinda bored this time waiting for my friends in YM, so I answered some quizzes and here are some of the results:


What season are you? at Bloodlove

Are you Addicted to the Internet?
45%

[email protected] (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.

The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!


Who Is Your Inuyasha Mystery Date?
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[End Edit]

Hi! I'm back again. So, okay, why the title? It's because when I was still in Caleruega, I went inside their souvenir shop (with lots of religious things) and bought this book entitled, "I know just how you Feel" by Cheryl Meier. Every chapter of it is moving and some even struck me many times. I mean, of all times, I've been doing wrong things like this and that, and so on. By the way, if you want to catch a glimpse of the book, here it is, although it's not very clear. :)

I also like the book because in every chapter, there's always a bible verse to remember. :) Anyway, here's one of the chapters that I've read and like. Enjoy! ^_^

MY LOVE LIFE IN GOD'S SIGHT
by Cheryl Meier. Chapter 4, "I Know Just How You Feel."

Is it ever going to happen?

I definitely do no think it's fair... it always happens this way! I start to like a guy, and I find out he's not a Christian. "See ya!" Then I start to like another guy who I know is a Christian, and he ends up ditching me for my best friend. Some other guy becomes interested in me [yeah, that's what I'm in a situation right now :( ], but for some reason I am just not attracted to him.

Okay, move on. I meet the perfect, Christian guy at camp and like him for a month. And then we go back to High School... one thousand miles away from each other. Doesn't work again. God, are you trying to tell me something?

Okay, I'll wait till College. So I go to a Christian College thinking, "Oh yeah, here we go."

What?! Rumor has it that guys in this College don't date. Oh, great! Classroom after classroom full of Christian guys who aren't interested in girls--what's the deal?

Um, God, you make Eve for Adam because you want thought that Adam shouldn't be alone? Is it wrong to want a boyfriend?

Still no answer. Okay, I meet this guy who's a great Christian. I have known him for a while now. But I look at him, and he looks away. I talk to him, and he talks to me like I am a kid. What's the deal? Well, I am a freshman in College and he's been out of College for a year. Everyone tells him not to go out with younger women. So he finds out how old I am and then leaves to look for someone closer to his own age. Great!

What are you doing, God? Why did you make males and females? To torture us until the right time?

I'm trying to learn, God. I want to learn how to depend on You. I want to know in my head and heart that You are the only one who can make my head and heart complete and fill me with your love! God, change my heart. Help me to stop obssessing and thinking a guy will solve my problems. Help me understand why you say that a woman should leave her father and mother and cleave to her husband, and that we should love Yoiu with all our hearts and love others as ourselves. Did you just mean our neighbors and our family? Did you not want me to ever learn how to love someone else and spend the rest of my life with him?

God, what is this "p" word that you keep throwing in my face? I don't want to learn patience in finding a relationship. Can't you teach me patience in school or something? Can you please help me want to to be patient?

Lord God, I can't wait ten more years! Please show me what You want to show me now! Help me to see that You want what is the best for me, and that You know what is best for me.

Lord, help me to desire Your will for my life and not my own. Lord God, I'll try to change my will... just show me how. I cannot do it without You.

Lord God, show me, please, the right thing to do!

And please take all of these stupid love songs off the radio!

Therefore the Lord will wait, that He may be gracious to you;
And therefore He will be exalted, that He may have mercy on you.
For the Lord is a God of Justice;
Blessed are all those who wait for Him.

(Isaiah 30:18)

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