Tuesday 24 April

So that hurting people thing went pretty well - I got stuff off my chest and they weren't really that hurt.

I have a suspicion that late at night Celeste sneaks into my room and sheds hair over all my things. I don't know why she does it, but I'm certainly grateful that it's head hair and nothing else.

Sunday 1 April

I'm really grappling with the fact that I have hurt people lately, and that it's continuing. I don't feel like I have some sort of divine right to go about hurting others in an attempt to find peace of mind, although I guess I'm acting like I do. Even just small things like being angry all the time must be really unpleasant for the people I know and who are trying to like me. I hope all of this ends soon with a good result for everyone I know.