friday afternnon (sept 1), i went to autumn's birthday party and dan took me. i watched elizabeth, and emily came later. and there was this okay looking guy @ the party named mike, who's just graduated from falls church. he was kinda cute... so we hung out, ate sushi (craving was satisfied), and we waited for other people to arrive. autumn and i tried to take peektures of daniel, becuase it was amusing to see him try to run away. i asked him why he didn't like getting his peekture taken, and he said jokingly, "because it'll take my soul". i cracked up laughing. so a while later, emily came and she wanted to go skipping through the graveyard and play on the swings, so we did, while dragging everyone else along with us. we had some fun. on the way to the graveyard, while i was walking in the middle of columbia pike, some guy in a passing car screamed out, "NINA!!!!!!!" i hate when that happens cause i never get to find out who it is... buggah. so we went back to autumn's and chillled. we started to play a game because there wasn't anything to do and we all couldn't decide what movie to watch. the rules of the game: ask a person a question and the person you asked a question to has to answer it and then ask another person a question. it's basically a never-ending game. i tired of that, so i got online and pierce was on. i saw that pierce was online and that no on else on my list was on, so i talked to him. and i was tipsy from drinking a little and i was brooding and thinking about how things were. i started asking questions. pierce answered and told me some of what he was feeling. as it ended up, pierce and i broke up on the 2nd, around 2 am. i was wearing my strawberry shortcake shirt, flipflops, and my lee pipes. and i was listening to apoptygma berzerk. i cried for a long long time... daniel called his mum, and i was discovered not too long afterwards by autumn... i sobbed some more and mike, emily, and autumn gave me a big huge hug. daniel's mum came and she drove me home. i gave daniel pierce's necklace. i got bitched @ by my dad and i wasn't up for arguing so i just did as he said. i washed dishes and i couldn't stop crying. i basically cried myself to sleep, and the next morning, i woke up and cried. and when i couldn't cry anymore cause my eyes were dry, i stopped but only to start crying again when my eyes weren't dry. kate thought i need a little pick-me-up, so she took me to ren fest with her and dave and i was so emotionally drained that i fell asleep in the car on the way. so ren fest was really fun; i bought myself a sterling silver claddagh ring, and a little garland for my head. and kate and i talked about the entire pierce and nina thing, wihch i wasn't really up for, but did it anyway. and everyone that's talked to me about that was all like, "wow, it's a surprise." i was okay for most of sunday, but right before keith left, i started sobbing again. then i went to my dad's church, stayed in the library and i was exhausted so i fell asleep. saw paul and asked how i was doing and i cried. monday, went grocery shopping, saw claire @ fresh field's cause she was working there and she asked, "so how's sting?" and i said that we broke up on sat, and she said that that sucked. i sighed. i really wish that everyone would just stop asking me how pierce and i are. it's really annoying. anyways, so on tuesday, caught bus to rolling valley, cashed the $60 check my aunt gave me for graduation, met up with autumn at the mall. i wanted to see travis, but omar couldn't go. :-p. so i went over to autumn's, and i got all gothed up in white makeup and metallic blood red liptick. and around 10:30 autumn's friend, jesse showed up and we went to this bar type place that was having goth night and it sucked royally. but there was this really cute guy who, i'm guessing, was about 22-24 yrs old, and he had a shaved head and glasses. and i asked autumn to get his number for me, cause i was chicken shit, and she said she wouldn't do it. jesse started talking to me and he told me that he thinks him and his live-in girlfriend broke up or something, and we kinda bitched about that for a while. lol! it blew me away that he was 30. he was cute, in that i'm friendly and we'd be kool as friends way. anyways, we left and went to silver diner and got food. then we went back to autumn's and watched her horrible horrible cartoons that she got off of joecartoon.com. OY! i ended up crashing at her house, and i stayed up until about 5, woke up @ 9, went back to sleep, woke up again @ noon. i left @ 2pm, caught the bus to springfield mall, bought the anne rice claiming of sleeping beauty series, caught the bus home, called my mum and told her i was home. read most of the first book, and it was yummy. :-) so now it's thursday. i had a job interview @ zany brainy, did the 90-question questionaire thing, and this chick kelli said that they'll be calling me soon. in the meantime, i have to call dress barn again, and bob says that the animal hospital wants to hire me very badly. maggie moo's still wants me too. *sigh* but i want zany brainy. but DAMN, I LOOKED GOOD TODAY! and i don't say that about myself too often! i wore my new purple shirt, my new shoes, black knee-length skirt, black stockings, and i had my hair pulled back. allie, liz's sister, didn't recognize me cause she said i looked demure and not a little crazee looking. i think i lost some weight. haven't eaten really since saturday. i haven't been hungry. and the guy who sold me my anne rice books interviewed daph today... :-) yah, he was kinda cute too, but too old. *sigh* i haven't cried since sunday, but i've decided yet again that everything sucks more than it already does, and it's just better to be bitter and fuck people over cause they're going to fuck you over anyway and you might as well do it first. and i'm smiling on the outside and cold on the inside. and i hate almost everyone.... just been extremely irritable lately and i've been snapping at almost everyone. maybe i should stop being so nice to people. something that annoys me a little: pierce still signed off saying smooches. at first it was luv ya, then back to smooches. and i'm learning to ignore it cause it doesn't mean a damn thing to me. just like how i'm telling myself that this whole entire thing never meant shit to me and i shouldn't give a damn about it. if i pretend to be happy, and act happy, i'll start to believe that i'm happy and although i'm lying to myself, it'll work. i know it will. and this ache will go away. and i'll find a new boy, and tear his world apart and it'll make me feel better. it's horrid, i know. 2 months and 7 days until my birthday. i think i'll just have a small get-together with a couple people. no big party this year... chuckee cheese's is still the place. maybe bertucci's and a movie night @ my house. and i'll get my liscence and i'll never be home. i'll drive all around. tomorrow, i think kate's coming over and i think we're going to hang out with keith. she's got work tomorrow @ 3. keith says i've gone absolutely mad, like totally off my rocker. he keeps asking me if i'm on drugs, but no, i'm sober. and one of my bestest friends in the entire world, laura baumgart, might be on the oprah show!
8 septembre 2000 *infidels! infidels! i will turn you all into beasts of burden!*
just another blah day... kate came over and we picked up keith from nova. we chilled @ my house and kate and i basically sat on him and spanked him... it was a boatload of fun! keith thought that it was just kind freaky... kate had to go to work, and my aunt dropped me off @ keith's. we chilled and watched tv for a while and this movie came on. and i got sad and bitter cause everyone was fucking happy and all lovey-dovey like. and the simpsons came on and we watched that and i felt slightly better. just got pouty and sleepy. so keith drove me home, and right now i'm sitting around listening to apoptygma berzerk. also encouraging bob to rebell against his parents. wondering what everyone wants from me... i'm not doing too well anyway... frustrated cause pierce is still kinda flirting and hitting on me. i wish he wouldn't cause it makes me angrier and confused. i have no more tears left in me to cry anymore. i've gone back to being bitter depressed crazee nina. fuck with me, and i'll kick your ass... *sigh* i finished reading the first book, and now i'm reading the second book in the trilogy (anne rice). i really do tihnk i'm losing weight. no lithium in 3 months, no time to eat, and constantly moving in the past week is starting to do stuff... kate was supposed to come over around 8:30 but she was still working and she was going over to dave's. je suis tres triste...
9 septembre 2000 *somebody kill me please*
so today, i rearranged my room, cleaned out everything that i didn't need, found the two notes that pierce and i passed and i hid those where i won't ever find them again, and around 2 pm i got informed that i was attending a wedding. grrr... that's like the last thing i needed... so we went to lotte and i got annoyed so i wandered around. asked my mum for 5 bucks and i got myself a coke and california rolls. did the grocery shopping there, and my mum ordered some food for our family's chusok celebration (korean thankgiving). then we went to choon hwa woon, a korean restaurant off of little river turnpike, behind popeye's. and my mum ordered noodles, and i ordered ja jang myun (the korean version of spaghetti, only the sauce is made of soy bean paste). i left my retainer there and i didn't discover it until later... then we went to le matin de paris, a little korean bakery with a french name. i got myself a goroke (a crispy bun with vegetable filling and then deepfried), and my mum got this really yucky sandwhich type thing that had mayo, ham, cucumbers, tomato, apple, and some other sugary thing in it. went home, brought in the groceries, got dressed to go to the wedding. my mum stopped by the restarant and we got my retainer and then we went to the wedding. saw paul, and he was in t-shirt and jeans. and he started making fun of me, yet again. *sigh* what a dork! so there was these people who came from "le matin de paris" who made the cake and they brought this fountain type thing and the batteries had died, so my mum made paul and me go and buy batteries. i bought myself a cosmo cause i knew i wouldn't be paying attention to the damn wedding. i didn't even go inside. paul and i chatted for a while... he told me that i shouldn't be do down because pierce was just another stupid boy and that i shouldn't put so much worth into having a boy. *sigh* i know... i told him that most of the time, boys, to me, are playthings, things you use once and throw away and most of the time, they really don't mean a thing to me. he said that it wasn't nice to think of them like that because they have feelings too and stuff. what feelings? one grrl isn't going to do much damage, so you might as well just milk them for all they're worth. but this was one of the few times i was taking the other person into consideration and ended up liking the person for who they were and didn't quite think of them as a toy. i think i'm starting to see what good that does me. nothing. so bepps, bob, and me having been feeling the same way. let's go out and kill everyone cause we're miserable. and maybe if we're lucky, we'll get shot by a sharpshooter. anyways, i caught a pierce of the bouquet, but not all of it. everyone laughed. after the wedding, we stopped by noah's house and dropped off something for my evil grandma lady. and i was listening to the retro pop reunion on 101.5 cause it's happy 80's music, and 80's music makes me happy! it's late. i'm tired. goodnight.
12 septembre 2000 *fix me now*
so it's exactly 2 months until my 18th birthday; and i feel like dead weight. i feel like i'm living another day of my mundane existence. it hasn't meant a thing. sunday, i hung out with paul after church. i went online and talked to pierce, kate, and keith. and i surfed the web for a while and went to rotten.com and looked @ dead freak babies. paul fell asleep. paul's mum and dad came home and paul's mum bought me mickey d's for dinner. paul woke up, and we had to drive to the church to pick up something and i got home around 9. my parents got mad @ me for going, even though they said i could go and hang out for a while. and then hannah bitched @ me for listening to my music, and it wasn't even on that loud. fuck her. she has her music on 24/7, full blast, and i always have to put up with her teeny-bopper
bullshit. and i kept having this vision of me grabbing a kitchen knife and slitting her throat open from ear to ear and watching her blood soak into the hardwood floor. actually, i want my whole entire family to die. i think sooner or later, i'm going to snap... and yet again, i'll be back in the hospital. *evil smile* i'm tired of putting up with all this bullshit... yesterday, i got a little post card from zany brainy saying that they decided not to hire me. and i had a dream related to that last night. that they didn't hire me cause they tried to leave a message saying that they were going to, but the fax machine kept picking up, so they decided not to cause they couldn't get a hold of me. kate and chris came over and we put gas in her car. then we went to chris's house. chris, kate, and i made lemon poppyseed bread, and i made chocolate lemon rum icing. i got in trouble for leaving. kate and dave broke up; dave wants her to change and go back to how things were before kate's dad married pat. he wants her to lose weight, to stop throwing temper tantrums, stop hitting him in arguments, and stuff. some things can't be changed. funny, everything's going to hell, and where i used to be able to hold things together, i just don't care anymore. everything's going to hell and i'm smiling the entire way down. bepps and cat are going back out and bob doesn't know yet. the news'll crush bob. i know what i'm doing this halloween. the weekend of halloween, keith and i are going down to jmu, and we're going to hit some parties. and then on halloween, i'm going trick-or-treating with kate and chris. free candy! yay! we can go around golden ball tavern cause they give out the most candy. greeley blvd. sux ass. i have the whole entire fucking world looking out for me and i can't get a guy. keith pointed that out. it's great that everyone's looking out for me, all eyes are on me. and i try to help everyone. but sometimes, i have this urge to throw it all back in their faces, but i don't. sara got better, and she's conscious. i sunno if she's still in the hospital or not though. i saw her sn online today. i wanted to talk to her, but by that time, she had already signed off. i dunno if it was her or not. if i went back to my former skinny little nina and keep my boobs, i'd be okay.
13 septembre 2000 *you can't tell me what to do anymore*
so, yet another boring day has passed. and again, i feel as if i'm wasting away. buggah. i know what i want, and i can't have it, because it's gone, it's spent, it's irreparably damaged. so, it's just another woe is me kind of day. and i wish i was six. i want to just crawl somewhere and never ever be seen again. i still feel dead. and last night i heard eteneral bitching from my dad... i wish someone would just cut out his larynx and cut off his hands and feet. that way i would never hear him bitch @ me ever again, and he won't ever grab me by the cheeks or kick me ever again. he's got permanent male PMS and i want to kill my family. i got a job interview at the animal hospital, at noon tomorrow. omar and i didn't hang out today cause i had no $ and he didn't know if his paycheck was there @ urban outfitters. he's going away next saturday... going far far away to scotland for skool. lucky bastard. and there are bills that need to be paid... last night my dad told me i have to pay for a $1, 180 bill for the echocardiogram i had done for my heart because it's my fault i have a heart problem and had to get that taken care of. he never filled out the damn medicaid paperwork to have that cleared and so now it's my fault. and suddenly, i have to pay the bills, i have to feed myself, i have to clothe myself. and i'm still being treated like i'm 3. kate doesn't know if she wants dave back... it's sad when things end, but you know, it's expected. dave basically wants her to change. he wants her to stop smoking, lose weight, stop throwing temper tantrums, stop hitting him during fights... kate told me that he needs to change that too... brian's coming up on the 19th and he'll be homeless for a while. and he actually like this idea... we can't all be that fearless. so bepps asked cat back out after an almost 1 year hiatus and now they're back together again. bob won't like this when he finds out and kate and i aren't to tell him anything. i have 2 months to find a job, get my driver's liscence, and move out of my house. *sigh*
15 septembre 2000 *someday you will ache like i ache*
yesterday, i went to my job interview and i got a job @ hayfield animal hospital. yay! so i go in for work @ 4 today. yesterday, kate and chris came over, we took my car, and drove all around... we picked up keith, picked up daniel and we basically just drove all around springfield, annandale, and falls church. we stopped by dave's house to say hello, but he wasn't home. kate took me driving around nativity catholic church and the litle church parking lot next to west springfield. then from huntsman square to chris's house, i drove. it was a lot of fun. today, i don't have the car. by the way, kate and dave got back together (again) and had great makeup sex... or at least that what she says. keith and daniel still want to kill brian, but i told them not to cause i want his brother and brian and his brother are tight. keith said, "well, you can, but we're still going to kill him, and well, we're not as loving and forgiving as you." BLAH! i was talking to brian about that a while ago and he said that if me and his brother had sex,, it would be kinda funny cause brian towers over me, and jeff (his brother) towers over brian. so the proportions would just make it very interesting. true, lmao... omar and i are very sad that we missed travis; stillwondering why his parents have to be so anal right now... so monday, omar and i are going to take the metro and go down to georgetown, pick up his paycheck and hang out and bum around there for a while. maybe we'll go to commander salamander or smash, cause i haven't gone there at all and omar keeps saying that i need to go. considering reverting back to gothy-ness, but keeping my big pants cause i like them. and today, i'm feeling more miserable than usual cause i couldn't sleep and when i woke up everything ached. i feel so exhausted... (couple hours later) i hate my mother. she's so fucking imcompetent! i got off work around 7:30 and i gave sara directions to the animal hospital and my mum said that they were coming. i called back around 8 cause they hadn't arrived yet, and my mum said she wasn't going to bother cause she was going to get lost. well, i had already called my aunt and she wasn't picking up her phone, and i had called my dad but he had his cellphone turned off. my mum told me to take a taxi, but i had no $. so i ended up screaming at her on the payhpone, in front of 7-11. again, she said she'd come, so i waited and waited. i called there again @ 8:30, and sara told me that my bitchass irritating dumbfuck of a mother decided that she was too tired to come pick me up. mother picked up the phone and told me that my dad was going to pick me up. and by the time by dad had come, it was around 9:15. i was cold, tired, hungry and i wanting to strangle my mother and stab her into a bloody mass of nothing. i think i'm not that very far from snapping...
16 septembre 2000 *to be or not to be*
little gothy nina. little nina with big pants and itsy bitsy shirts. little gothy nina... requires white makeup, scarlet lipstick, black eyeliner and a pricey wardrobe consisting of mostly black velvet or red, bodice/corsets/waist cinchers a must, along with a perpetually depressed, apathetic and somewhat cynical attitude (i'm already like that most of the time). little nina with big pants and itsy-bitsy shirts... doesn't requre much. just cute shoes, a messenger bag, my cute little hat (that maggie's got! grrr...), big pants and really cute and itsy-bitsy shirts will cute prints on them. this is how i am now. get more peektures. so i drove from my house to liz's house. it was my first time out on the road with other cars around in daylight. my mummy slipped out for no reason. no reason @ all. anyways, i got a new pair of pants and a new little shirt. i wanted a shirt that said, "oops, i said the f-word!" but my mummy didn't get it for me cause it wasn't on sale. :p it was really cute too.
20 septembre 2000 *wishing and hoping*
i had a strange dream monday night. i dreamed that i was pregnant and for some reason i was at the bottom of the ocean, waiting for a giant blue whale to come. i was dry and i could breathe, but everyone else that was with me had to be in wetsuits and scuba gear cause they couldn't breathe and they were wet. kate and i caught onto the blue whale and she took us up to the surface. the ocean was underneath this toy store. someone helps me and kate into the store. kate dries herself off, and we walk up the steps. i start walking around. i started going into labor in a toy store, and kate calls 911 and i get rushed off to the hospital. the doctors kept telling me to push and my baby wouldn't come out. i get up and start walking around the hospital, hoping it would make it easier, but it didn't. i started yelling at my tummy and i said, "okay, if you don't come out, i'm going to rip you out." i guess that had worked cause the baby started to move, and i had to go back to the bed. kate was laughing and she said, "nina! i can't believe you said that to your baby!" the doctors told me to push again and my baby came out very very slowly. so what was like, 12 hours later, i had a baby grrl. the dream fast forwards about 6 months later, and i'm getting married. i'm holding my pretty baby grrl. we're taking pictures and the man i'm marrying is reading cosmo, glamour, and vogue. he is also the father of my baby. he's got dark hair, glasses, and he's taller than me. i pull him away from his cosmo for a minute, and we take a picture with our baby. we take a couple more pictures, and then we wait for everyone to come so we can start the wedding. this lady runs up to me and says, "you're wearing the wrong dress!" and i look down, and i'm wearing a white wedding dress. i see nothing wrong with it, so i ignore her. and the wedding starts. i exchange vows with my fiance. and then these knights on horses come in and crash my wedding. i grab my new husband, my baby, kate's baby, and kate and we take off running through the woods. the knights disappear, and we skip and laugh and run off to the reception. i wake up after that. let's see, yesterday, i went to work, and bob didn't come cause he was sick. :-p
22 septembre 2000 *quivering with anitcipation!*
pierce is coming today! yay! :-) bouncy bouncy bouncy! yes, i am actually quivering with anticipation! and to make it even better, my white roses that have been growing in my backyard finally bloomed for the first time in 2 yrs! :-) so very very happy! today, we're going out and seeing kate and smoking up and all that good stuff! :-) *happy dance* teehee! let's see, brian's supposed to be here. i think he's lurking around somewhere but i have no clue where he is...
23 septembre 2000 *happy happy joy joy*
kate told me that in two weeks, when she leaves dress barn, they're going to hire me! which means i'll never be home cause i'll be making $ there and @ the animal hospital. woohoo!!! no more sitting around for me! hehehe... let's see, last night, pierce picked me up and we got some food for kate and a pack of ciggies for kate and we chilled with her for a little while. pierce wanted a hug from me but i was really afraid to look @ him or touch him cause i was a little tense and scared. jeff made me hug him cause he took me lunchbox... i was kinda sorry for being kind of cold... and then we went to pierce's friend, engle's house for a while. on the way out of the apartment building, pierce hugged me and he said, "it's good to see you." we got some kindbud from engles, went back to pierce's. ate dinner, and when no one was looking, pierce kissed me and he kept kissing me. that made me all giddy inside and a little lightheaded. we picked up kate around 9:30, and we went to bunnyman bridge but where everyone used to park got blocked off, so we went to kate's new house and smoked up there. he held my hand on the way to bunnyman bridge and on the way to kate's house. pierce wanted me to see the house with him but i didn't go. so jeff and dan went with him. i told kate that he kissed me and kate started to giggle. and then we just started giggling over nothing. teehee! yeah, we were high... then we went to mickey d's, got some food, dropped kate off, and we drove around for a little while. i got home around midnight and i fell right asleep, a first in a really long time. woke up again around maybe 4 am, and couldn't go back to sleep, so i started thinking about random stuff and fell asleep again. kate woke me up around 10:30 am, and i couldn't really go back to sleep so i got up an hour later. i'm still dead tired...
26 septembre 2000 *then the clouds will open up for me*
kate's being a bitch and i don't wanna deal with it. she got all upset that pierce and i were being kissy kissy on sat. and bitched him out by sending him a really nasty e-mail. speaking of which... pierce and i got back together on saturday. teehee! he was kissing me and he said, "you know we'll have to talk about this later." and i nodded my head. and he asked how selfish i was and stuff and it was kool. then he said that he wanted me back and asked, "nina bae, will you go out with me?" i couldn't say no... *giggle* i'm happy! thursday is his birthday. he'll be 20. anyways, i'll write more later cause hannah's home...
27 septembre 2000 *just what i needed*
as i was saying... pierce and i have gone back to being sickeningly sweet and mushy again and i have this huge grin on my face that's starting to hurt my face. i have warm fuzzies in my tummy :-) last night pierce asked me how much an apartment costs and then we got to talking about where he wants to live and he aksed me if i would move around with him and then asked me what i thought about colorado. i said that i didn't mind, i just had to go to skool. he said in two years, he'll buy a house and stuff... he'll be 22, i'll be 20. that seems so far away... work sucked last night cause cocoa (a brown dog) left a nice present for me-- a big pile of shit, and she had stepped all in it. and then lucky the cat left a nice present for me too. agh! it wasn't kool. and then all the cats started to get to me, and my period started while i was @ work... it wasn't kool. bob's mum drove me home from work. i went to giant last night cause i had to buy cookie dough, baby oil, allergy medicine, tampons, and some other things and they didn't have any midol! they had just the pms formula. so right now, i have really bad cramps. it'll go away by sat, but i'm kinda grumpy. had kind of a strange dream last night. i had this dream that somwhere in the near future, brian suddenly got famous and they were showing his life story somewhere and he was going to be there, and so pierce and i went. they showed pictures of him from him being a baby up until now, and he was supposed to come out and play some music and stuff. this guy comes out on stage and says, "sorry, brian's not coming out tonight unless he's got some help from some people," and the guy picks me out of the audience, and hands me a guitar. brian pops out on stage, and i freak out and scream, "BRIAN!" and i hug him and laugh. he smiles and grabs his guitar and we start playing this really kickass song, and i didn't know how i was doing it since i really suck @ playing the guitar. and jimmy pops out of the audience and says, "you're not playing it right! you need me!" and so we all start jamming onstage and it was so cool. after the show, i meet up with him outside and we talk for a little while about stuff and he tells me that things are finally going great for him, and that his dad's dead and gwen didn't get shit from the will. and i tell him that everything's going fine with me and i'm going to start my own practice soon and stuff. he says that he's really happy for me. and then the papazzi finds us and they start asking me questions like, "do you guys have a history together? what happened with the relationship? would you guys ever get back together?" and brian says, "it's ancient history, we dated in high skool, and she's very happy with another person and we're just friends now." i say, "we could if we really wanted to, but the way things went in past times, we'd rather just be friends. i'm also very happy with who i'm with." and then they ask, "do you have any plans on collaborating together on a future album?" and i say no. he gets in his limo and he kisses me on the cheek, and says, "i'll come and see you the next time i'm in town, k?" the limo drives off, i slip away and find pierce and we head to the beach. then i wake up from my dream... it was just kinda strange.
28 septembre 2000 *HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PIERCE!*
dreamed of playing around with a ouija board. today's pierce's 20th birthday! woohoo! he's supposed to get 21 shots of vodka tonight and still go to class tomorrow. i'm still jailbait, lol. oh well, that'll all change in like, 6 wks. and i'm in the mood to have hot wild monkey sex with pierce and i can't stop thinking about it. aghhh, it's not a bad things, but if i don't stop, i'm going to get a bit too horny. anyways, i took off. said bye to my mum and ran out the door. i met pierce up @ mc donald's and he drove ne up here, so i'm here. scroo you mum and dad! hehehe!
30 septembre 2000 *oblivion*
let's see, thursday night, didn't sleep too well cause pierce was snoring. i kept waking up and going back to sleep and waking up and falling asleep again. and pierce was feeling me up and stuff so it was kinda hard to. i ended up going down on him around 3 in the morning. yesterday, woke up late, went to lunch and ate salad. came back here, jeff went to class, pierce skipped class to be with me. had sex with pierce, which as always, pretty damn good. i was on top. :-) ate dinner, pierce went to work. jeff played basketball outside and i caught up on lost sleep. there was a fire drill around 8/9pm, went to a party, got trashed. fell asleep. apparently, there was a fire drill around 2 am, and pierce and jeff were going to drag me out, but they didn't cause i was out cold... jeff told me that i threw up too, but i don't remember that. i don't remember a lot of things. i woke up @ 6:35, went to the bathroom, and i think i woke pierce up. had damn good sex with pierce, wanted to go for a 2nd time around, but it didn't quite work out. pierce stayed in the bathroom, and i went back to sleep. pierce joined me a long time later, told me that the bathtub got cold.. woke up again around 12:20, pierce got a call to come in for work. :-)