Log 133
January 27, 2007

Brothers A-D.

After having a check-up with my ever-since-the-world-began pediatrician (I'm already 20), I accompanied my mother to fetch my younger brother.

 

Jaran was late to come out. What's it this time? Well, he just climbed the high jalousy-laden windows of his classroom and danced there like a stripper. And of course, the teachers just have to chat with my brother.

 

That dance was nothing much. I've seen better things during my time. It's just that in a nun-infested school like his, na-ah, that won't cut it.

 

Fast forward to a few minutes and we found ourselves already at my brother's homeroom. It was just he and his two teachers. Mother had to say something, just to show the impression that she is not tolerating that kind of (harmless slapstick, to me) behavior. Jaran was giggling while being scolded.

 

Personally, I think my brother should be seated in the front row instead of the last. But the teachers said they tried it and they just couldn't bear with the make-faces my brother enjoys doing (I think without malice).

 

A teacher being affected by make-faces? Truth is my mother and I are thinking the same thing. The teachers couldn't handle the kid. My 10-year-old brother is attention-deficit (maybe like me). Judging by his fascination with Pugad Baboy, Prison Break, House, just to name a few, I must say it is the teachers who are lacking in ingenuity in their approaches.

 

 

No way can they Prison Break in the Philippines. No complicated sewerage. No sewerage even. Here, the prisons aren't even for people.

 



Log 132
January 26, 2007

Doldrums.

My two incomplete grades have all settled themselves snugly. More and more, I'm starting to say goodbye to a home I have only started to like these past two years. UP, that is.

Suddenly the Little-Miss-Philippines-question 'Anong gusto mo paglaki mo?' has to be answered in a few months. And I can't be cute about it.

I failed LAE. I gave the exam a good try, so of course it felt bad to lose. But I had been wishing for this. I wanted to free up this year, to keep my options open and not commit to the time-devourer that is law school. I want to devote the next eight months to review more thoroughly and with more passion.

But the thing is, passing the LAE is just an ego thing. My heart's really not into it. My gut instinct tells me so.

A while ago, the beautician cutting my hair got it wrong because I was just silent while the whole process was going on. If it's any consolation, my hair wasn't murdered.

Just get a hold of your own life, Fish. You feel me?

 

Deep Shit.

 

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