Wake Up its Only a Dream

Written in June 2000

Introduction
Change My Life Around The Wedding Day
"LET US GO"
Scarlet Letter "H"
Against me Calendar
"Papa, I am home"
Conclusion

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Conclusion

I am the only son in the family. To expect that I can father a child, especially one that is such a precious gift was the delight of my life. I have given the world a beautiful child, and all I want is to be a part of her life and have her to be a part of mine. My parents feel the same way toward Joslyn and love her very deeply.

Joslyn is the joy of my life. Again, this is not only a story, but it is a photo album in words. They say that pictures have many words and I really do believe that. With all the words and phrases in this story.

How do I feel? I am really hurt. When I was writing chapter four and reading it, I realized I was being used. The photo albums in chapter four, I wish I could throw the photos but I cannot. That is why I titled Chapter 4 Scarlet Letter "H" it will always going to be with me. No, I do not want a divorce, because I do not believe it. Yes, we fight, and I admit that. That could be fixed and I am willing to do something about it. Joslyn was three years old when this happend. Get this, before she came to be with me, she was studying to becoming a Pastor. She had a few months to finish, but didn’t finish because she came here. That day when Emelyn called my mom from the Philippine to say that she will marry me. My mom asked her, “are you sure?” She said and used God’s word in vein, “yes, it is God will to marry Joe.”

When Joslyn grows up and if she ask me what happend. I will let her read my side of the story.

I would like to end this story by saying that I have been blessed in what God has given to me, because he has answered my prayers. The secret of prayer is to remain with Christ, to live closer with. Him, and to study His Word.

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