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2000.04.28.

take some prozac n chill out
go mind ur own business
leave me alone n dun't u label me
i know what i'm doing
it's my life and i'm in control
and don't u try to change me cuz
it's my life n i'm gonna live it like i want to

everything is getting so confusing
and i feel like i'm just about to go crazy
just the way i always feel, wanna run away
isn't it a wonder that i'm still here

what exactly do u want me to do
can't u just tell me, com'on, please don't hide

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�h��Ѥp���l�l���H�}�߫ܦh. ���ܦh�Ƨڹ��@���n�Q�Ӧh, �浹��ı.
�p�G�A���۫H��ı, �A���۫H�ۤv, ���A�ٯ�۫H��?

���n�ݧ�"don't you care about how other people might feel"
�p�G�ڨ��C�@�B�e���n�U�Ҩ��O�H���v�T, ���ڤ��i��u���ּ�.
"�A�ּ֧ڤ]�N�ּ�", that's bullshit. �e�}�ۤv�����O�H, �����O
���j����, ���O�ۭh.


TLC - My Life

They've been telling me what to do
since i was old enough to walk, old enough to talk.
Never let me speak or move, do my own thing
But now I've grown wiser now, brighter now,
a little bit tighter now. Ya'll can't hold me down.
I know you hate to hear, but things have changed in my life.

It's been a while back and my style's stuck
Everybody and their mamma try to do it - my life
I've done that, been through that
so there ain't nothing that you can tell me
On a good night, if I feel right
me and my girls will go clubin' till - it's my life
It's my life and I believe
it don't effect nobody else but me, me, me.

I'm getting sick and tired of folks who want to come around,
claim they're gonna get down, 
but all they want to do is see me make a wrong move. Yeah.
I don't care what you hear in the news
or see what used to do the late night creep with
I'm gonna do just what i want to do with my life.

Sometimes I might get a little crazy,
sometimes i might seem out of hand,
but I'm saying life's too short for me to let you dictate,
want to stay in the moves I make.
I'm sick of people trying to tell me what to do,
it's my life and I'm gonna live it like I want to.

 (rap)
 Another day another dollar is the reality of my mentality
 otherwise don't even bother
 You see my father was a wise old man
 always creating a plan for me to conquer this land.
 He said I am what I am, so be the best that I can
 and if the Mother's don't like it then why should I give a damn.
 Maybe so 'cos when his life weren't right
 my mother picked up the pieces and continued on with the fight.
 So now it's plain to me, it ain't no game to me.
 So see mum and dad corrected math one and one equaled three.
 But when five I counted my sisters
 and brothers stay alive to reside
 And don't you ever be worried 'cos I'm down with the ride
 No missing Dallas no cresent hills,
 tumble down I set a new ground for Jack and Jills.
 Ever wondered what put the thunder deeply in my eyes.
 Take a look and you'll find the sunshine.
 My life, my life, my life.

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���I���¤F�C�ѴN�O���F�B�ͩ^�m�ɶ����Ҧ�, ��M�D�`����ۤv�R�@
�R���Ŷ�; i need some space... ���r��"��"�`�O���p�g��, �����D��
����ߺD�S�C�ۤv. �n�Q�ۨp�@�I, �A�ۨp�@�I, �A�ۨp�@�I... �@��
�짹�� dun give a damn about what other ppl think �N�n�F...

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�A���A�ۤv�n���[�F, �ϥ��ڦ������F�b�ѳ��S���H�u��ť�i�h��. 
���ڷF���n��O�ڪ��ɶ��U�O�H�O. everyone can go live the lives
they want, go think whatever they want, as long as they dun't 
try to change anything about my life.


2000.05.08.

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2000.05.14.

"La jour, la nuit... Je pense toujours a toi..."


2000.05.28.

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remember that beyond the clouds,
the sky will always be a brilliant blue...
always, always, and always...
but sometimes the grey clouds are so dense
they block the sky completely...
and all i can see is shades of grey...

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2000.05.29.

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�A�߱��S���F��˪��_�B? ���ܦh��, �O�Ӥ��L�k�O���U�Ӫ�...

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2000.6.11.

"�j��M�a���� ICQ �|�ܦ۳��A������O�H�۳B�M���F�ۤv�C" 
really?  ���ڦ��S���o�ضɦV��?

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