2001.07.08 [�Q���A]
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2001.07.11 [����, �O�Q�@��]
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^_______________________^
2001.07.18
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ohhhh dear god, let me get the job!!
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�ŷxproject 1/4 done! :)
and the little train said
"i believe i can
i believe i can...
i believed i could."
2001.07.20
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2001.07.21
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�i�O���٬O�n�}�߳�, �p���M�{�o��! :)
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1320, 1310, 1340, 1330, 1380, 1350~
and the little train said
"i believe i can
i believe i can...
i believed i could."
"did u ever notice when u blow in a dog's face,
he gets mad at u? but when u take him in a car
he sticks his head out the window."
- steve bluestone
2001, july~november???
so sick n tired of puttin on a smile
just so other ppl may feel better
if it hurts then why shouldn't i cry
why should i pretend to be strong
it's not fair oh no it never is
but who cares not those on top they don't
u only see ur pain but mine is burning fire red
and blood is gushin out
will u stop it stop it stop it just stop it
i'm sure i'm more than a puppet
it hurts it hurts it hurts somebody plz stop it
is there no other way to stop this pain
it's when u know that u're good enuff if u'd just try
but knowing at the same time that it doesn't matter
cuz it just won't happen
and then u stop trying and blame urself for it
afterwards -- when all's too late
-- melody~
curiosity didn't kill the cat
it just took 8 lives away from it
making the cat afraid
to live his nineth life to the fullest.
- melody
"You can't have everything.
Where would you put it?"
-- Steven Wright
"People never say 'It's only a game'
when they're winning."
"If quitters never win, and winners never quit,
who came up with 'Quit while you're ahead'?"
"The early bird gets the worm,
but the second mouse gets the cheese."
"Striving for excellense motivates you;
striving for perfection is demoralizing."
-- Harriet Braiker
2001.11.29
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ps. i got the apartment! wheee!! ^_______^
2001.12.01
Cruelty has a human heart,
And jealousy a human face-
Terror, the human form divine,
And secerecy, the human dress.
-William Blake "A Divine Image"
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"so? �ƹꥻ�ӴN�O�p���ݻ�"
"i know, but what can we do about it."
"���I�ߺD��A����n"
why why why!!
what happened to passion for our world...
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"I do not know my left from my right,
nor my right from my wrong."
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�Q��k�k��o��ignornt present...
2001.12.03 [end of term 1 blues]
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�y, "�p�G�ڽT�w�nŪUBC�N²��h�F." 2nd term,
3rd term ���Φb���U�h, ���ε��ɸ��ļg�C��
application essay, ���Ϊ�x���@�U�h�h���@�Ǥ�
�|�W���Ǯ�. ai~
���ѤS�b�Τl�̧��F�@��, ŪŪ��, �ݬ�TV, �ܳܯ�,
�N�J�Y����, �~�Ǹ���ӦY... �ݦ��y��, ���o
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chem - w/s #1, 2, 3
- text questions (III 1~8)
- solubility test 12th/18th
Math - text pg 167 #1,4,5, 10odds, 11odds, 13, 14odds
- test 18th
Jap - journal due monday
- travel project script due weds
- travel project poster due 10th
Calc - section 4-1, 4-2, 4-3, 4-4 hw
- test 17th
Eng - Act 3/4 worksheets
Phy - text ch6 #9 23 25 31 35 37 39 41 47
Art - painting due thurs
dec 4th - LPI exam
dec 10th - meeting with ms wright
dec 31 - yale application due
jan 1 - harvard app. due
- princeton app. due
- washington app. due
jan 8th - move to new apartment
jan 15th - U Penn app. due
jan 26th - SAT II exam
feb 1st - mid year school reports due for US schools
- financial aid documents due for US schools
feb 12th - AMC-12 math contest
march 1 - application deadline for canadian schools
march 8 - end of term 2
Apr 16 - Euclid math contest
Apr 17 - Descartes math contest
june 7th - graduation
june 18th - end of term 3
june 19th - provincial exams begin
WHEN WILL IT EVER END!!
2001.december [GAP]
give a little bit
give a little bit of ur love to me
see the man with the lonely eyes
take his hand and u'll be surprised
give a little bit
give a little bit of my love to u
tired of GAP clothes
still luv the commercials~ :)
2001.12.04 [an angel broke my heart]
"how could an angel break my heart"
-tony braxton n baby face
i heard he sang a lullaby
i heard he sing it from his heart
when i found out i thought i would die
because that lullaby was mine
i heard he sealed it with a kiss
he gently kissed her cherry lips
i found that so hard to believe
because his kiss belonged to me
how could an angel break my heart
why didn't he catch my falling star
i wish i didn't wish so hard
maybe i wished our love apart
how could an angel break my heart
i heard her face was white as rain
soft as a rose that blooms in may
he keeps her picture in a frame
and when he sleeps he calls her name
i wonder if she makes him smile
the way he used to smile at me
i hope she doesn't make him laugh
becuz his laugh belongs to me
how could an angel break myheart
why didn't he catch my falling star
i wish i didn't wish so hard
maybe i wished our love apart
how could an angel break my heart
oh my soul is dying it's crying
i'm trying to understand
please help me
how could an angel break my heart
why didn't he catch my falling star
i wish i didn't wish so hard
maybe i wished our love apart
how could an angel break my heart
2001.12.07
got home, threw myself on the bed
checked the clock; it's already 3am
left the cd running again
forgot to water the plants
and the fish need feeding
bills need paying
and the clothes need washing
my life's a mess and i know it
but for now
let me rest
for i don't think i can stand it..
2001.12.08 [feel like dancing]
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������@�ӤH�����˪��묹��... �ܼF�`.
���L���F�ڪ��_��, �ڤ]�@�N��... :)
the things we do for love
and then the things we do for school...
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�C�����O�o�˧��H�~��, ���S���|�h take action
�i�O�̫��ٳ��OA... (cept for horrible calculus, nuuuu!!)
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move to the music
move to the music
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���Ѧblove getty �ݨ�ܫl�z��rated R card...
�u���u���ܫl�z...
yeah it's too R-rated. better not discuss it. heh
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�Ϋe�A�ݤ@��chatper�� "The English Patient"
the words are truly... umm... "enchanting"
works better than trance music... haha~
i should start a book review section on my hp
but seeing as i read so slow...
anyway...
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move to the music
move to the music
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(~supa weird mood~)
did u see the stars tonight?
they're so pretty...
sometimes i wish i knew all the constellations
but would it make me unable to just enjoy the stars?
like that old guy said in MIB...
"i dun't really look at the stars anymore.
they are beautiful, aren't they?"
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always staring up in the sky
used to be looking for meteors
now i'm looking for planes...
32... 967 to go!
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