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2001.07.08 [�Q���A]

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2001.07.11 [����, �O�Q�@��]

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����, �O�Q�@��... again. 
^_______________________^    
 

2001.07.18

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���ָ��̷R��s��CD�F~ :) eason~~ 

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ohhhh dear god, let me get the job!! 
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�]�����˴N�i�H�Mjamie�U�Ц���"�P��"�F�C! :) 

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�ŷxproject 1/4 done! :) 

and the little train said 
"i believe i can 
i believe i can... 
i believed i could."   


2001.07.20

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2001.07.21

�p������ܤF�p������ܤF!! �n�}�߳�~ 
���M�A�u�O�s�ڥh�ﭱ���j�ӦҸ�... 
�i�O���٬O�n�}�߳�, �p���M�{�o��! :) 

�C��... ���n... �ɲ�... �ȱo!! 
1320, 1310, 1340, 1330, 1380, 1350~ 

and the little train said 
"i believe i can 
i believe i can... 
i believed i could." 

"did u ever notice when u blow in a dog's face,
he gets mad at u? but when u take him in a car
he sticks his head out the window." 
- steve bluestone 


2001, july~november???

so sick n tired of puttin on a smile
just so other ppl may feel better 
if it hurts then why shouldn't i cry
why should i pretend to be strong 
it's not fair oh no it never is
but who cares not those on top they don't 
u only see ur pain but mine is burning fire red
and blood is gushin out 
will u stop it stop it stop it just stop it
i'm sure i'm more than a puppet 
it hurts it hurts it hurts somebody plz stop it 
is there no other way to stop this pain 

it's when u know that u're good enuff if u'd just try 
but knowing at the same time that it doesn't matter
cuz it just won't happen 
and then u stop trying and blame urself for it
afterwards -- when all's too late 
-- melody~ 

curiosity didn't kill the cat 
it just took 8 lives away from it 
making the cat afraid 
to live his nineth life to the fullest. 
- melody 

"You can't have everything. 
Where would you put it?" 
-- Steven Wright 

"People never say 'It's only a game'
when they're winning." 

"If quitters never win, and winners never quit, 
who came up with 'Quit while you're ahead'?" 

"The early bird gets the worm, 
but the second mouse gets the cheese." 

"Striving for excellense motivates you; 
striving for perfection is demoralizing." 
-- Harriet Braiker   


2001.11.29

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���O���H���Pı�ܷŷx! :) 

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gr. 12 �Ц��H�F, �n�h�ƭn�� 
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ps. i got the apartment! wheee!! ^_______^   


2001.12.01

Cruelty has a human heart, 
And jealousy a human face- 
Terror, the human form divine, 
And secerecy, the human dress. 
-William Blake "A Divine Image" 

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"so? �ƹꥻ�ӴN�O�p���ݻ�" 
"i know, but what can we do about it." 
"���I�ߺD��A����n" 

why why why!! 
what happened to passion for our world... 

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"I do not know my left from my right, 
nor my right from my wrong." 

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�Q��k�k��o��ignornt present...   


2001.12.03 [end of term 1 blues]

�C�@�~��term 1�ڳ��ܧV�O���h����straight A's, 
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����ֳQ�̤S�V�L�F�@��~ ������O... �٬O���@ 
�y, "�p�G�ڽT�w�nŪUBC�N²��h�F." 2nd term, 
3rd term ���Φb���U�h, ���ε��ɸ��ļg�C�� 
application essay, ���Ϊ�x���@�U�h�h���@�Ǥ� 
�|�W���Ǯ�. ai~ 

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�N�J�Y����, �~�Ǹ���ӦY... �ݦ��y��, ���o 
�u�O�b�k�װ�n���s���\��... 

chem - w/s #1, 2, 3 
- text questions (III 1~8) 
- solubility test 12th/18th 
Math - text pg 167 #1,4,5, 10odds, 11odds, 13, 14odds 
- test 18th 
Jap - journal due monday 
- travel project script due weds 
- travel project poster due 10th 
Calc - section 4-1, 4-2, 4-3, 4-4 hw 
- test 17th 
Eng - Act 3/4 worksheets 
Phy - text ch6 #9 23 25 31 35 37 39 41 47 
Art - painting due thurs 
dec 4th - LPI exam 
dec 10th - meeting with ms wright 
dec 31 - yale application due 
jan 1 - harvard app. due 
- princeton app. due 
- washington app. due 
jan 8th - move to new apartment 
jan 15th - U Penn app. due 
jan 26th - SAT II exam 
feb 1st - mid year school reports due for US schools 
- financial aid documents due for US schools 
feb 12th - AMC-12 math contest 
march 1 - application deadline for canadian schools 
march 8 - end of term 2 
Apr 16 - Euclid math contest 
Apr 17 - Descartes math contest 
june 7th - graduation 
june 18th - end of term 3 
june 19th - provincial exams begin 

WHEN WILL IT EVER END!!


2001.december [GAP]
 
give a little bit 
give a little bit of ur love to me 
see the man with the lonely eyes 
take his hand and u'll be surprised 
give a little bit 
give a little bit of my love to u 

tired of GAP clothes 
still luv the commercials~ :)   


2001.12.04 [an angel broke my heart]

 "how could an angel break my heart" 
-tony braxton n baby face 

i heard he sang a lullaby 
i heard he sing it from his heart 
when i found out i thought i would die 
because that lullaby was mine 
i heard he sealed it with a kiss 
he gently kissed her cherry lips 
i found that so hard to believe 
because his kiss belonged to me 
how could an angel break my heart 
why didn't he catch my falling star 
i wish i didn't wish so hard 
maybe i wished our love apart 
how could an angel break my heart 

i heard her face was white as rain 
soft as a rose that blooms in may 
he keeps her picture in a frame 
and when he sleeps he calls her name 
i wonder if she makes him smile 
the way he used to smile at me 
i hope she doesn't make him laugh 
becuz his laugh belongs to me 
how could an angel break myheart 
why didn't he catch my falling star 
i wish i didn't wish so hard 
maybe i wished our love apart 
how could an angel break my heart 

oh my soul is dying it's crying 
i'm trying to understand 
please help me 

how could an angel break my heart 
why didn't he catch my falling star 
i wish i didn't wish so hard 
maybe i wished our love apart 
how could an angel break my heart    


2001.12.07

got home, threw myself on the bed 
checked the clock; it's already 3am 
left the cd running again 
forgot to water the plants 
and the fish need feeding 
bills need paying 
and the clothes need washing 
my life's a mess and i know it 
but for now 
let me rest 
for i don't think i can stand it..   


2001.12.08 [feel like dancing]

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���L���F�ڪ��_��, �ڤ]�@�N��... :) 
the things we do for love 

and then the things we do for school... 
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�C�����O�o�˧��H�~��, ���S���|�h take action 
�i�O�̫��ٳ��OA... (cept for horrible calculus, nuuuu!!) 
�ҥH, �J�M�����Y�۵M��, �������ٷ|�Q���O�h�O... 
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move to the music 
move to the music 
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���Ѧblove getty �ݨ�ܫl�z��rated R card... 
�u���u���ܫl�z... 
yeah it's too R-rated. better not discuss it. heh
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�C�ѥX�h�ƺ��������L�F�@�Ѥ���N�^�a 
�Ϋe�A�ݤ@��chatper�� "The English Patient" 
the words are truly... umm... "enchanting" 
works better than trance music... haha~ 
i should start a book review section on my hp 
but seeing as i read so slow... 
anyway... 
================================ 
move to the music 
move to the music 
================================ 
(~supa weird mood~) 

did u see the stars tonight? 
they're so pretty... 
sometimes i wish i knew all the constellations 
but would it make me unable to just enjoy the stars? 
like that old guy said in MIB... 
"i dun't really look at the stars anymore. 
they are beautiful, aren't they?" 
================================== 
always staring up in the sky 
used to be looking for meteors 
now i'm looking for planes... 
32... 967 to go! 



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